Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Im just tired...
Didnt get to blog yesterday...... im so tired and lazy.... anyway.... had a orchestra practice yesterday and we were conducted my Mr Goh Toh Chai... we had fun..... kept laughin and everything... but the songs were damn boring.... but i was amused when Mr Goh act to be sad or cry when the cello played their solo part..... =X.... ok...... today......woke up at 7.30... whoa.... i thought lessons start at 8am.. not 9..... lol.... then i quickly took my white long sleeve shirt and almost flew to the bath room.. then i remembered that its tuesday today and lessons starts at 10... then i went back to sleep..... until 8.30... sis woke me up...... by tellin me there's chicken drumlets in the kitchen..... then i took a shower..... and just hangin myself onto the wall... practically sleepin standin... im just tired...... then......................................... i took quite sometime combin my hair.... thinkin of what new style to make..... lol..... so bored until that extent... took my bag and ran off.... wanna try out the new movements for the 'pathetic' sonata ever since sis borrowed the CDs from esplanade...... and its very fast !!! took a bus and sleep in it....
Practiced the piano for awhile and i went for harmony lesson.... and everybody told me i look like a waiter... -_-.... found my favourate sits...... and i lie against the wall... so shiok~~~~ and Mr yap went through the hw and gave us back the papers... hmmm i got 37.... quite ok..... then after that i went to practice piano again..... and went for a walk.... and saw Shaun and rest are gonna eat for lunch.... and i joined them........ we had our creamy pastas... yum yum... then i carry on practice......... until the spiders came in and 'ka jiao' me..... ya.... keep talkin and talkin......... lol........ and Fairul also join in..... and he was so happy to see my Dbass...... finally i practice my Dbass again.... so he can sleep.... -_-........ ok~~~ and they made lots of scene in the room...... lots of yellin and screamin...... so loud until even a ear plug couldn save me.... then its 3 now...... and Fairul went for his PS and i went to practice with Clarence.... we learn another movements and we took quite sometime to get it...... then we went for string performin class.... but we make use of that time to practice for the concerts...... then we took pictures for the concert and i went to music tech.... piang mr watson tricked us that theres test.... and i had to run just to be there in time...... ok la..... but i got a lousy com..... cant even read piano notes..... i think the notes macham like in Baroque period..
after music tech....... i went with the spiders to music essentials...... and bought the harmony in practice book...... boy the book was bloody heavy..... then i went to find sam and the rest.....eat bit of CHOU TOFU...... and jovan and nuzli was makin bunch of noises when they eat..... lol.... ok la..... the food not that bad actually... then we went to bugis talk talk talk...... they keep askin me what happen to me cos i look troubled.... im just tired...... of everything.....
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Practice makes perfect.... SO TYCO!!
hmmmmm... today is the first day that im so happy !!!... reached school around 2 with Shaun.... then i keep practicin my Dbass... and then we go makan at 3... and we talk talk talk...... then we go practice again... then i practice my DUET pieces on the piano and Shaun came into my room just in time.... then we play together... the harmonics are very very nice !!! then Shaun returned to his room and we both continue practicin our songs for our principal studies......... ya... i practice until im so fared up..... and both my hands are hurt badly... whahaha... didn practice Dbass for a week... i wonder what will the endin be like durin the studies.... whahaha.... ok... then i walked around... tryin to kill sometime..... and its 5 mins before 6... i went up to level 6 with my heavy instrument...... and saw Clarence havin his lesson with Teacher Xu.... then i walk around again while waitin..... and saw Samuel... MIRACLE !!!! 1st time saw him in school practice on sundays !!! COOL !!!... ahem ahem... then i went in and we both chat... then i let him listen a prank call conversation... we both laughed super loud.... its very funny... then Clarence called me and its my turn... i hope things will turn smoothly.... i saw my teacher opened the door for me... and i went in with Dbass... so troublesome carryin a big instrument... then i play a song 'folk dance' by Beethoven... hmmm just tried out today... and its nt so bad... lucky for me... whahaha... and i continued play the other pieces... my studies and my pieces... wow !!! they went perfectly !! and the smile of my teacher cease my tension and my stress... phew~~~ and he told me that i've made a big progress within a week... wow !! i mean... within 3 hrs i can practice until so perfect... but hey.. lets not be complacent... whaha... then he told me to play a song called "the elephant" the song super cute and nice.... hmmm.. but my fingers are hurt after playin it!!! never knew its hard~~ hmmm ya... then he told me to play more and more difficult songs... so cool... finally can play something nice rather than BORING studies !! whahaha,.. ya
after that... Sam and i went to eat ODOUR TOfu... wah piang.. the smell damn super NICE sia... BUAY TA HAN !! and you guys should see our reaction... argh.. i dont wanna recall... its very embarrassin.. the smell is so strong that we even almost ordered our food outside the stall... whahaha... then the food came pretty quick... and we both had a hard time to eat it... as we are still disturb by the smell.. then i eat 1st..... HMMMMMMM !!!!!!!!!! nice !! but sam is still eh... whahaha.. but he did eat and he also agree is nice... after eating... we went to starbucks to had a drink..... IN ORDER TO GET RID OF THE SMELL !!! whahaha... and sam even told the lady there to recomment the strong drink so that can get rid of the tofu..... OH MY... he told her that ?!?! embarrassin !!! than i had my fruit punch while he had coffee thingy..... then the sky starts to rain...... and Sam was fascinated by the rain...... so nice........ =S..... then we went window shoppin and found lots of nice clothes...... hmmm ya...
then we went home..... whahahha finally my bus came faster than his !!! WOO HOO !!!
ok.... im gonna do my aural hw now.. TATA !!!
oh ya !! I FINALLY CAN GET TO WATCH SAMURAI 7 AGAIN !!! AND MIDORI NO HIBI !!! SUPER NICE ANIME !!! XD
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Fever
hmmmm yesterday sleep very very early around 9 plus... after eatin my dinner which was bought by my sis.... hong kong noodle.. super hungry man... i can even eat a whole cow.... and while waitin for my dinner... i lie on my bed... motionless as my head is feverish and giddy... is like the whole world is spinnin....take my temperature readin... omg... 37.9!!! wow.... ya... and finally she return home... she touches my head and WOW........=S.... ok... never know my tag board becomin more and more erm.... GAYISH within 1 day !!! and while i was sleepin !!! oh my.......
today woke up at 9 plus... had a really really bad tummy ache... think i reported in the toilet about 4 times... reallly torturin !!! then went down to buy food for breakfast... wow... my first breakfast since 3 days... =S...... and i think i lost 2 kg... =S.... and now im still havin tummy ache... OH NO~~~~~~~~~ suppose to go to school to practice....... but here i am...... just watched finish 1 epi of anime... and goin to school soon.. and later at night will be goin to my friend hs for some meeting... oh man... yesterday i forgot to go to SENJA centre for the gymnastic interview and its the last day of it...... SHARKS... have to wait for another year!! sianz...
oh no~~~ have to report to toilet soon !!! and im about to go to school now..... ARGH........
bloggin later... tata~~
Friday, September 23, 2005
Inferior belief (con't)
ok... due to my long day... i'll continue here for today.... hmmmm... woke up at 6.15... then took a bath.. wanna eat bread..... but who knows the Kaya is gone !!! OH MY !!! I WANNA EAT KAYA BREAD........ DAMN IT~~~~~~!!!!!!!! ok... surely was eaten by my sis and mom...... great lo...... idiot... then went to meet Shaun.. ok... im very sry that im late...... then see them eat again....... then we took a bus 135 to Yio Chu Kang.... then met si han in the bus....... then we talk talk all the way to Yio Chu Kang... idiot lo..... we exchanged SUanin at each other...... buay ta han man.. in the end they keep suanin me... *^@#*^@#%@!@!@#$@#....... then Si Han told me about Wei kang's composing... that his works are very great !! and i totally agree with that !!! there was once he showed me his works and all the songs are totally perfect !! oh my... he should study composin and i believe he will be the great composer!! ...ok then reached at Yio Chu Kang Mrt..... then we walk all the way to the sports hall... walkin like an old man again... think its worst than yesterday lo... this mornin cant even get up./.. stuck on the bed.... ok... then met Sam and the rest... takin our attendence and we sit inside the hall... gettin ready... saw the rest... and they were busyin takin goodie bags.. OH SHARKS !! I FORGOT TO BRING THE Voulcher !! idiot... ok nvm... lucky Audrey is kind enough to give Shaun and me... then.... we watched the net ball game.... and everyone was cheerin all the way... guess what... we are the loudest !! and almost act like a clown !! whahahaha.... just then..... WE SAW A DEAD BAT !!!! COOL !!! and we scared all the gals... so fun... HEHE =p... then ya... Ren quan was discussin with me tactics about the playin... ya... i reali wished that i will not pull them down...
Then..... we are the 2nd round... we Versin Si han's group... oh my... ALbert is tall sia... and he keep layin out and burned me... argh~~~ but lucky i caught the rebound more than him... ya.... then i manage to get 2 goals... wow... ..... whahaha... then we won in the end... so happy... ok.... then we had another match with the SVAs... then they are gd ...... but !!!!! there's one incident... my opponent and i was grappin the ball at the same time and we were snatchin... until he fall against me... and he lie on my knees... pain la... then i accidentally hit him in the chest.... and he wanna give me a bash... WHOA.... i kept cool... cos this is NAFA and its totally different with my old sec... and everything is happenin... the referee and my teammates holdin him and i forgot who hold me.... worried that i will do something rush... then that fraggot down there complainin... HELLO ??? THIS IS BASKET BALL !!!... NOT NET BALL!?!?!... ok la... i apologise to him personally la... but he shook his shoulder off... and this really pisses me off and i would have slapped him if i did control... ok... i have to say this... i hate VIOLENCE~~~... ya... then they won in the end..... and i was terribly sad that i pulled them down...... went out alone..... and calm myself down... but still very depress.... ok... then i went to swimmin with Shaun and yikki... they keep consolin me by sayin its just a game... ok then we swim... still no mood... then at 1.. i just remembered got TELEMATCH !!... then quickly run back... forgot to go to string class... die liao on monday.... then we play and got 3rd for 3 rounds... but lost in the end in the AIYA !!! I FORGOT WHATS THE GAME NAME !!!,..... ya... then we sit at the audience..... sam and everyone was makin noises.... ya... then i kept quiet....
then lucky draw was called out.. oh my... no.4 won a IPOD!!! but really sad thing is she wasn't there... and they give it to someone else... i guessed.... ya... then i went home while the rest went to Causeway point... slept in the bus until very shoik... apologised to no.3 cos i was late to meet her and her friend... so i went home.... and here i am... finally can use my com.. so happy !! and saw bunch of gayin msges around... and i am the victim... haiz...
felt very sad and disappointed in myself... failed to do things right in everything... and felt inferior... sigh...
but still..... life goes on...
Inferior belief...
ok... yesterday didn get to blog cos of my DUMB com which is nt working...... keep restarting all the time... what the hell.... ok... let me post Thursday's happenings.
Thursday:
Woke up at 8.... hmmmm still didn get the chance to eat breakfast.... took a bus to school....... and attended harmony tutorial.... oh great... you know what ?? Sam has my harmony file with him !!! and he's still at home !!! oh no~~~ im gonna screwed by Mr Yap.... He arrived to the class and gave us hw to do..... ya...... then i told him about my file thing.... but lucky he didn scold me... just asked me to bring next time... PHEW..... after the lesson.... i went to practice piano... as usual... no mood to play Dbass and eat.... ya..... then play the pathetic sonata...... and then Bach's Fugue... playing halfway.... Mr Goh lookin at me through the window.... and i was shock as i play the songs slower and slower..... then he come in...... askin:
"Erm... tomorrow are you attendin the sports day???"
"Erm.... yup~~"
"OK !! THEN JOIN THE TELEMATCH!!!!!!!!!"
wah piang eh.... he yell in my room and my ear drum vibrate to the max sia ~~ ok nvm... i wrote down my name and he left..... then i carry on practicing... after 11am... still practicing,... then went to Zheng Qiang's room and disturb him... then he pass me 2 books of score to let me play... hmmm the song looks easy... but the timing is very hard..... but the songs are very nice !! ya... half and hour later... i returned to him the scores...... and Si han called me to join them pool...... eh... no mood to play.. sry...... then..... i went to eat with Zheng Qiang..... and watchin him eat..... still no mood to eat.... think i gone crazy le...... ok nvm....... then i went to Pool junction and joined the rest.... i played photo hunt with the rest...... and watchin the gals playin pool... very funny..... its their first time playin pool... and we teachin them... to my amazed.... they still wanna play again next time... haha... i thought few ppl doesn like pool very much... just my fellow buddy... whom i just met her at night.... eh i'll talk more about that later... ahem ahem... then we went back to school for history tutorial... hmmmm wasn suppose to be my lesson today... but since tomorrow is sports day...... so i went... hmmmm ya... and that idiot Sam pang seh.... ok nvm....
hmmmmm... then went to play pool with no.3... say me never go and pang seh them...ok la... i just went.... then reached at her previous workin place at Ichizen restaurant..... hmmm ya... then watchin no.3 with her friend Shi ja eating... hmmmm ok la... not so bad cos they cook by themselves..
then.... we went to play pool nearby... my pants keep dropping... and they kept laughing..Buay ta han them.... they laugh non stop sia.... and guess what... my butt... legs are totally crammed lo !! and have to walk like old man... they still laughin.. even when im playin pool.. they can laugh until die man..haha nvm la... ENTERTAINMENT VALUE MA !!!...
then... after that... went to discuss our proposal with Dr kan...ya... talk alot... then went back....
supppose to meet Shaun and Yikki for bball practice... but my Gd buddy la... called... I KNEW IT NTH's GONNA BE GD !!! ... ya true indeed... she asked me to return library book for her... piang~~... ok la help her also lo... and she added that she givin me my bday present.. wow...
ok... then went home 1st... then took a bath..then went to her hs... reached at her house... she passed me the things.... and we went to return her DVD together... oh my... think she gettin wider =X... or izzit im gettin taller ??? haha think both.. then we talk talk and talk... then exchanged our Hps... and she was fascinated by my phone.. so small she said... hmmm ok la... haha... ya then i send her to her pathway.. then i went to play bball with yikki and Shaun..
after that,,, went home... wanna use com.. but this factus com spoiled.. so i shut down and went to sleep..
Thursday, September 22, 2005
..........
ok... woke up at 8 today... have to skip my breakfast again... sigh... T_T.... took a shower... brush my teeth and go out... oh ya.... this mornin while sleepin soundly... my right leg muscle got crammed !!! oh my.... and i have to yell like hell... it was a living hell !!! so tired and i cant get a gd sleep!! and this torture took 10 mins !!!! sad.... ok..... then i took a bus... crowded with ppl.... reached the bus stop... and i have to walk like "bai ka" again like yesterday... my whole body aching man... T_T.... ya then attended harmony class.... left my harmony file with that idiot sam... and he's still at home... die ar... lucky Mr yap didn scold me for not bringing... so we done some inversions... some formulas.... ya... then after lessons... i came to the com lab.... the spiders asked me to join them for breakfast... but as usual... no appetite.... sorry gals !!! its not i dont wanna join u all... cos i have no appetite to eat... ok... and im freezing now... the com lab is so cold now !!!... ok.... gonna practice piano soon... so worried... tomorrow got bball match and bowlin.... oh my... both of them clashes together... this is SACTUS MAN !!! plus... si han is my rival for bball but same team for bowlin... haha how ironic.... ok.... i now goin to practice piano and Dbass soon.....
TATA!!!!
*the loneliness in my heart*
Sigh...
today..... woke up at 7.45.... skipped my breakfast..... and took a shower.... took a bus to school... then practice piano for bit........ wah very tired now man.... just came back from BBALL... long time never play... never know my skills deprove so much... but at least im not so soft as before now... ok... hope we can win BBALL..... but.... WE VS SI HAN'S GROUP... what the hell... don't know how the NAFA plan..... always let the music ppl fight each other... BORIN TO THE CORE !!..... ok im very bored now.... have this inferior belief... never know myself such a failure.... sigh.... what to do..... practice always makes perfect no matter what you doin... ok lets get this goin...
Had a history lecture this morning.... erm.. ok la... talk about BACH.... very sleepy... slept around 3 last night... just to do portfolio IV halfway... im still out of idea of what to write... very tired... tired of everything..... *sigh*...... ok..... then we went to had our breakfast..... crossin the road...... and heard our ppl screamin.. dont know what happen... macham kana bang by car or something.... lol.... then... after eating.. we slack at the coffee shop.... and hear si han's GREEN PING PONG BALLS... erm ok... took 15 mins to finish... better than us man... ours is half an hour.... and in the end... ARGH !!!! ok... then sam they all finally get the story and almost kill si han like i do... lol.... then we went back to school for music platform... got piano quartet... very nice... then got duet or something and solo.... while listenin to the solos... i keep dreamin of myself playin solo in the platform... lol... never paid any attention to the pieces... SRY !!! but my dream will never happen... cos i dont play well no matter how much i practice....... *sigh*... ok....... then after the platform... i went to practice....... trying to figure out the pattern of the bach's fugue... and then Shaun came and asked me out for pool....... ya...... i went before him... whahah... thought he reached 1st cause he went 1st.... hmmm ya... then i played the photo hunt with the dudes... got some improvements... at least we're faster now... whaha... not as retard as before... =p.... hmmmm then we went back for sight singing... our favourate man.... very funny today... Mr Goh wants the string ppl to clap the rhythm... and he wants the string to raise up their hands for checkin... and he called Dbass 1st... i raise up my hand and he still never see me... oh my... im so big sized and he still cant see me... lol... so I WAVE MY HAND MACHAM LIKE PASSENGER TAKIN OF IN THE CRUISE..... whahaha... so funny.... ok... then after the lesson... OUR CLASS ENDED WOO HOO !!! surpprised that no study skill... but sam and our group went to the 4th level opened air balcony... to discuss about our project... with an addition of new ppl... JOSE... haha... fun.... very funny... dont tell you all... haha... ok... then No.3 and fairul came to disturb us... at least they supply us with snacks.. haha thought i'll be starvin myself again...
then No.3 playin with my Hp... funny thing is.. i put my zombie pic of me as wall paper..... and she got shock... whahaha.... i even scare myself in the middle of the night... lol.... ok... then they torture my hp... takin pics all over the place... but in the end delete all... -_- ..... then they went down... after our discussion... i went home... and prepare myself for BBALL practice with yikki and our team for this FRI..... ya... i reached serangoon mrt with si han.... then met up with the rest..... and walk there.... wow... i can hang myself on the ring !!!! so fun !!! last time i jump so short but now higher le !! WOO HOO !!! both bball court i able to hang myself.. COOL !!! so happy !!! BUT !!!! at the 1st court... after i jump to test the ring... my right leg calve got cram!! oh my... hurts man !!! nvm... than cos the old f0lks wanna use the court for swinging their swords... we went to another court... i test the ring too... in the end... my left's turn to cram... OH MY GOODNESS !!! that was before the game lo... and both my legs got crammed... damn it... haha but no diff also.. my skill still sucks as before..... can do some tricks by solo.... but not with teams... dont know why... perhaps i have this PSYCHO-MOTO-MORON syndrome... plus... i have to run and walk like "bai ka"... T_T
played with some guys... and we still lost every game...... lol...... disappointed... but nvm la... pro in music can le.... then took bus with shaun and yikki..... then we talk talk talk........ and then... i went home alone...... ya... and now im infront of my com.. keep cursin it..... COS ITS GETTIN LAGGY AND LAGGY..... WORST THAN BEFORE !!!!!! i chat with my friends also have problem... sigh.... ok... i go do my work now......
tata....
*Inferior belief*
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Not my day
Woke up at 7.30 today... still early... went to take a bath..... and cook for my breakfast..... some noodles with meat and eggs.. haha... then went to take bus at 8.30... manage to get a sit in the bus.... and relax myself.... then reached school at exactly 9 am... practice my piano...... and went for harmony class... hmmm today learnt 2nd inversion and formulas... already learnt that since sec 1.... but nvm la.. can refresh my memory... and so happy that our group doin a presentation on cadences and root positions..... easier than the rest... haha...... after harmony... went to practice Dbass... dont feel like eating.. don't know why.. this happens for few days already.... hmmm ya... than no.3 called me... asked me why never eat with them... then ..... oh ya... and she asked me to play pool with them.... ya... play photo hunt for awhile... and then pool... after 1 match... Clarence msg me about my teacher arrived already and i quickly ran back to school....
Sad.... Si Han got "te kan" by his uncle... can see from the moment i saw his uncle's face.... so black !! =S..... and saw him down there sweatin like hell... oh man... i end up the same fate as him~~ zZzz... Teacher Xu saw my playin.... and.... hmmm... jia lat ar.... the sound come out dont know why so funny !!!!!! and both of us makin faces when we heard the sound... piang eh !! i myself also cannot take it.... erm ya... but at least i played well for some part..... haha... lucky~~... but he told me i need more practice... ya he got me... he asked me whether have i been practicing.. and uh..... hahaha.. i told him ya... but he never asked me when........ and i just practice today !! woo hoo.. bad student eh~~... hmmmmm after PS... we went to chamber practice..... Mrs Santos asked me to time our pieces..... for...... some concert..... ya.. and after few mins.... she came to my room and see how im doin... and asked me for pieces.... ya.... Clarence and i will be playin 1st, 3rd and 4th movement.... dont tell you all what song... haha... then then...... i try out the song on piano...... hmmm piano is easier than Dbass !! nvm....
Then went to string performin class... everyone practice the 1st movement of the SIMPLE SYMPHONY... and everyone bit sianz.... but quite fun cos of the sabo thingy... or something... end lesson at 5.05.. OH NO!! IM LATE FOR MUSIC TECH !!! quickly run back to 6th floor... keep my Dbass and run to the com lab... and there he is... Mr Watson.. infront of the door -_-... thought can escape from him.... and he asked me... bla bla bla bla .... and he will talk with Santos.... uh oh~~~ hmm... found some com... and try our the SONA thingy... and guess what... got test again next week.. -_-~~ PIANG !! after class.. i went back with Shaun to the bugis there... and i slept in the bus... so tired....... and here i am... infront of my com..... tryin to figure out what to write for portfolio 4..... ARGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!! >.< !!!!!!!!!!!!!! &%@W#R&%!@!@$&!@%&!@ looks like i have to burn midnight oil again~~
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >.
ok.. i better do my work now..... TATA !!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmmmmmmm..... boring day today !!! i woke up late at 9.30 !!! omg !! my aural lesson starts at 9 and im still on my bed...... lucky my sis kept callin me awake..... i do my morning work....... and quicky run to the bus stop.... can say flyin.... whahaa.. ok nvm.. then i asked si han to help me ask miss yohana about me attending the next class... wow... he told me that she said ok.... but attendence wont mark....... ARGH !!! >.<>.< ... ya... then watched few pros playin piano... so envy.. how i wished that i can play like them,.... haha ok nvm...
Then after piano performance class... we went to eat..... but i never eat... dont feel like eatin anyway.... ya... then watched the concert..... SO BORING !!!!!!!!! hmmmmmm but i liked the most is "BOLEHTA!!!! TA BO LEH !!! TA TA TA BO LEH !!!!!!!!!!! BO BO BO LEH TA !!! and..... BO TA LEH ??? whahahahah jk..... ya..... after the concert.... went home ~~ zZzzz
Monday, September 19, 2005
Sadness
hmmmmmm... let me see..... ok... haven been bloggin since fri... its been tirin for me when the sport's day started.... ok .... now... let me give u a SOLID one.... hmmmmmmmmmm...
Friday:
Woke up late around 9 plus... haha lucky string essemble starts at 11... so can sleep longer bit... then took a shower... brush my teeth hard and went to school... reached school around 10... still have 1 more hr before string start... so i went to practice piano..... and the spiders came and kakjiao me.. haha jk...and i gave no.2 her bday present.. hope she like it... and they asked me for breakfast... so i went with them since my stomach cant stop buggin me... hmmm ya... we ate in burger king and erm.... its kinda full... but not so fulll.... and we chatted until 10.50... hmmm never talk much also since im still in the sleepy mode... ya... and we went back to school.. no.3 asked me whether i played bball... erm... ya... i did and that was about 1 year ago... and she said something about walkin like floatin??? hmmmm i wonder what she means haha.... then we start our string essemble.... we were talkin about the sports day and were sayin that we strings people aren't allowed to go for sports day....... HUH??? HOW CAN LIKE THAT !!! NO WAY !! ya... thats what Mrs santos said..... HECK CARE!!! muahahaha... but lucky i told her that i've participated in some event.... and she said its ok or something... and i asked her again about being excused for goin to string.... and she said NO... HUH??? 1st she said its ok ... then the next she said NO ?? ARGH !!! nvm.... then we practice and practice until our hands gonna burst anytime...
Then our lives been saved !! its 1 pm!! and i quickly CHIONG to put my instrument and wait for the rest..... why ?? cos the spidy no.2 is treatin everyone for pizza !! WOO HOO !! cant wait !! ..... but..... sam and friends are so SLOW !! don't know what they doin.. oh well... si han and i went down 1st and we were discussin about cakes... ya... met up with the rest and still waiting for our BOSS to come... and we went.... by bus....... reachin at PS..... i told sam about my loose pants and why it was loose... haiya... last time i fat ma... now diff... haha... and know what ?? THAT IDIOT PULLED MY PANTS DOWN WHEN I WAS OFF GUARD !! and i accidentally squeek like a gal !! OH MY GOSH !! ARGH !!!! what a IDIOT !! lucky he didn pulled my underwear too.. phew... if not..... my other cheeks will be flash to the WORLD !! T_T.... ok.. then we reached the pizza entrance... guess what... Yikki told me that we had to go for our history tutorial...... ARGH !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHH H HH HHHHHHHHH IDIOTA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when we were about to go in....... WHY !!!!!!!!!!! T_T... haha but its ok actually... can save the bday gal's $$ and we had FUN... after all the pulling of my pants =/....then we both went off...... running.... then we went for our lesson... lesson is rather bored... keep talkin about lully and couprin.. and have to hand in our portfolio IV next wed !! AHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!..... ya....
Then after lesson.... i went to si han's house.... hmm... the journey was long man !! can stand until our legs rot with maggots !! and there we are..... at his house downstairs... hmmmm... its big though.... and bit dark... very similar to Ci qing's (my old classmates/neighbour) house... then we went to his sis's room to use the com...... and he showed me a video clip of a comedy show... haha.... a indian man talkin about indians... VERY FUNNY !! and the way he acted...... SUPER GOOD !! whahahahha... ahem ahem... ya... then we play STARWARS !!!!!!! hmmmm so interesting !!! i never played before too.... ok~~ imma mountain turtle... then i go change my sports clothing... just then i saw his family pic... WHAHAHAHAHAHA NEVER KNOW SI HAN WAS THAT FAT BEFORE TOO !!! WHAHAHAHAHA XD so fun !! lol....
Ahem ahem.. ok... then we took a bus and we reached at the Yio Chu Kang sport's hall... we search the hall like mad !! cos we couldn find any judge or something........but lucky they came......... then we look at the matches... GUESS WHAT ?? THEY MATCHED US WITH SVA LECTURERS !!! WHAT A FACTUS !! UNFAIR MAN !!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!... IDIOT !! ok... we lost terribly !!! 7-0 7-0.. DONT LAUGH OK !!! oh well.. and i hurt my wrist at the same time while practicin... cos of my heavy racket which weight a ton !! super heavy...
Ya... and si han was pissed and i was worried that i cause his pissingness... cause i didn played well too....... but i was glad at a part where i manage to save 2 smap continuously... hey !! it was hard ok !!... the lecturers smap to the left.. and i save it...... and den right... cannot be saved rite ?? but lucky my shoe helped me... i run and SLIDE and save... wOO HOO !! so fun !! ok.. then we went home...
Saturday:
I was very happy !!! cause today is pool competition !! woo hoo... i do my morning work (shower.. brushin teeth... breakfast) and took my cue and run to school... reached school very early aroudn 9.30... and the pool shop wasn opened yet... and i remembered that we have to report by 1030.. ARGH !! nvm.. then i practice piano as usual.. and no one was in school.. ya... then met a year 3 composin student Kai Er... he also joinin the pool competition.. haha.. at least i wasnt alone for now since Shaun haven reached school yet... then we walk and talk to the pool shop.. and everybody was there... i saw JOHN CHUA and AMERIC GOH... oh my.. these 2 are the pros in SPA !! Shaun and i might, might not win them... and JOHN's cue was the best man !! ALL WHITE !! LIKE MILK CHOCOLATE while mine was full black !! haha black and white... but i was totally attracted by his !! WHITE CHOCOLATE BAMBOO!!! haha ahem ahem... den guess who's my opponent ??? JOHN CHUA !! OH MY GOSH !! WHY HIM !!?!?!?!?!??!?! IDIOT MAN !! BADMINTON WAS BAD ENOUGH AND THIS ??? ARGH..... but nvm la... just play lo.... then the competition start.... john and i couldn take a shot and we both were like very sianz... haha you all never see our expression... super funny... ok nvm... then we play like non competition.. but oh my gosh !! he always snooked me and all my POOL balls wasnt in position... how can i score... T_T... and i still left 7 balls while he's 3.. then i manage to score until i left 4 and his 2.. den i score another 2 and he wins... argh... nvm...
Then next round... the luck not so bad... i left 4 and his 7.... then he score non stop and i have to sit down and watch all the way... ya... he's on form...... but lucky mine also..... whahaha... but he still wins... lost to him by 1 ball... that means... IM OUT !! T_T.... but ok la.. lost to him better than losin to SVA ppl.. oh my... John is a genius man... gd in studies... gd in piano.. gd in pool!! ARGH !! WHAT AM I ?? T_T... ok nvm.. then we keep playin pool for free until 3!!! WHAHAHAH SO FUN !!... FREE 3 HRs of pool.... hahahahhahahhahhaha... ok nvm... then after pool... Shaun, John and i went to eat.. then we keep talkin about music.. and asked him lots of things... haha but what i know is that.. he practices his piano everyday for long time... wow... gd huh~ and that gives me a motivation!! ya... after eating we went home... then i watched anime WHOLE DAY !! WOO HOO...
Sunday:...
Hmmmmmmmmm.. today ar... nothin much... actually wanna go for the CYCLING COMPETITOIN !!! but this morning rainin heavily like hell !!! and plus my wrist still hurts.... but today watched the anime for whole day !!! whahahahha... and i didn get to touch my homework yet... haha... ya... then watched until 10.. crazy right ??? hahaha ya.. then done my aural and i blog now~~... ok la... since the anime marathon so tiring... maybe i should sleep now.. lucky my wrist is ok now... whahaha.. TATA !!
¤ The loneliness in my Heart ¤
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
and this one is even better !! sleep until like that ....... whahahahahhahahaa...... must be havin nightmares after hearing all the intonation.... wahahaha..... jk..... she was doin a pose.... but it look like....... lol 
there... here's the pic that i've taken durin platform..... whahaha... and this is the proof !!!!!!
hmmmmmmmm
hmmmmmmmm.... today woke up late again... but nt as late as yesterday.. ok~ this morning's lesson.... HISTORY !!!! argh >.< !! and Dr kan givin us quiz about baroque and the features..... ok~~ Samuel and i were busyin lookin at my file for answers whahaha... and make some crappy jokes about it..... and time passes DAMN Slow for history... after 11... we went to makan at the fortune centre....... after eating..... that idiot wei kang told us a joke about 3 nuns and 3 monks.... omg.... we almost puke... but Si Han and i were busying laughin....... whahahaha.... its really really funny.. ok... den we went to buy some soya beans and we met williana and gang...... and she told me that she mark my paper...... and guess how much i got ?? 80!?!?!?!?! wow !! i thought i would be getting 50 or something...... cause i done it anyhow.... whaha.....
den we went to pool junction and play photo hunt... at 1st was Si han... wei kang and me... den the spiders joined in and we have lots of fun there
due to my large surface area... i let them sit infront and i stood at the back...... hmmmmmm maybe be their backup whenever they cant spot the difference...... whaha... den i watch few ppl playing pool and trying to pick up some tricks again... still i felt very disappointed in myself...... this sat is the day !! and i really cant wait... all the months of playing and practices... should have some results... but...... ahhh nvm.... we'll see on sat... oh ya... fri still have badminton doubles... argh~~ worried worried~~
hmmmm ya...... we faster run back to the theatre to watch the platform... and the symphony wind band only play 2 songs and it was very very long and sleepy.... we were busying cheering for sam and mark..... whaha...... think we are the loudest there.. haha... ok~~~ durin the song playing....... many of us were sleeping..... except few of us..... busyin takin photos.... whaha..... and i manage to snap some of the sleep heads !!! whahaha so fun !!!! hey !! this shows that the song played today are very borin !! whahaha.... ok nvm....
after the platform,...... we went to eat again...... and sam were busyin sayin about the races......... hmmmmmmm shouldn say more..... hahaha.... but we had a gd laugh....... hahaha...... but mark was rather lonely and feeling down..... think cos of his flatness of the tune....
oh well...... we went back for sight singing lesson...... WHHAHAHAHAHAH SO FUN !!!!! we sang and sam improvise some song and si han and i kept laughin....... buay ta han ~~~ whahahahahhahaha..... ya... den its time for skill study...... Dr Kan taught us about the fish bone map and tells us to do about POOR RESULTS or something....... and our group kept drawin and writing ...... whaha,.... our fish bone is sOOOOOOO cute.... whaha.... head is big for its size...... and there's some meat at the tail..... and there's some fly at its head...... whaha
ok....... den we went home........ felt so lonely...... whaha nvm......
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
another boring day... sigh~~
Hmmmmmmm....... just eat finish my dinner..... ya..... mom cook rice with vege and fish balls... no meat..... argh~~~ oh wait.............. ... . .. . . BBBUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahem ahem... excuse me........ haha... ya.. den i cook egg omelette..... with 2 eggs haha.... no meat to cook also.... sad ~~ T_T.. i need meat ~~ ahh nvm... hmmm .... today wake up late !!! at 9.15..... actually wake up at 7... but cos my bed still misses me... so i went back to sleep =p... erm.. ya... lucky no.3 called me.... and ask me what time is it.. -_-||| called me just to ask time.. funny man~~ oh ya... den i forgot to give no.4 wake up call... im very sry !!! very very sry !! and in the end have to msg me.... sry sry....... erm ya... den i faster took a shower.... brush my teeth..... den anyhow style my hair.. as long stand can liao..... lol...... den rush out to school.. and busyin tellin everyone that i'll be late........ but lucky the bus 48 arrived...... HOW WONDERFUL!!! whahaha.... ya.. den it reach to my destination around 9.55am.. and my watch show 10 am.. and i totally forgot about my watch 5 mins faster... eh... ya.. den i faster run with my slipper.... and all the noise that was made rather irritating....... haha like a jap wooden slipper........ haha... den who noes IM EARLIER THAN THE REST !!!!!!! WOO HOO !!!!!!!!!!!! and the rest was shock to see me sitting down there and was sleeping against the wall.... wahahahahaha....
ok......... den harmony lesson started........ oh man......... test is on this thur....... sadded....... but lucky mr yap ran through of the terms thingy and the chord indication thingy...... ahh... finally i understood what he was teachin .......... whahaha...... ok..... den after the lesson... yanya told us that she'll be treating us for lunch to celebrate her belated bday... haha but THANX ANYWAY YANYA!! den we walk all the way to PS...... and finally settled ourselves at LONG JOHN SILVER... after all the time searchin for place to eat...... haha...... erm ya..... den we eat and tok....... eat and tok...... and samuel was busyin takin photos....... so vain !! love himself so much....... haha no need to say..... im bit like that....... but nt as worst as him !!!!! haha...... jk jk ....... ok...... after eating ....... we went to play pool at pool junction....... some of us were playing pool and some playin photo hunt..... ok~~ i ran 2 places to play ...... haha..... so fun ~~ after one shot....... and quickly run to them and help them spot the difference..... so fun ~~ like a busy man....... whahaha....... hmmmmmm.... ya...... been training this game since young.... so maybe can spot things bit easy..... haha..... but still.. im bit retard....... woo hoo~~ haiya.... cos tired ma........ if not they wont call me panda...... whaha..... ok~~ den the rest was playin and sittin one side at the other table..... and left me and fairil playin by ourselve....... so lonely...... and never tok much........ dunno ar...... i felt very sad and disappointed........ my skills has been deprovin...... so sad...... i cant even shoot a slice shot~ so disappointed...... and the competition was on this sat !!....... oh ya..... den fri also got badminton doubles....... WISH SI HAN AND ME LUCK YA !! haha..... dun forget to catch us at YEO CHU KANG SPORTS HALL !!! hahaha..... ok~~....... den we still playin pool..... but reali never talk...... think im too tired or something ........ just feel like keeping quiet..... haha..... erm... ya......... den i faster run back to our campus to practice dbass with my senior...... cos today we are performing for the performin class......... ermmmmm........ sad to say..... i don't think it went quite well...... very sad..... and the comments made by mrs santos.... was rather erm.......... don't know how to describe...... felt very inferior to the rest...... sigh....... ok~~... erm ya...... den went for music tech lesson....... learnt new stuff today.... haha..... and Mr watson play back the records of our concert....... OMG !!!!!!!!! that time i mention about my scores flew.. and i hit my instrument....... IT WAS RECORDED AND I HEARD IT !!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH !! WHAHAHAHHAA..... erm ya..... den after that..... went home...... hmmmmmmmm ya....... think thats all for today..... missed out some parts...... too tired to think of..... haha.... tired as in nt that tired...... just tired.......
*The loneliness in my heart*
long day ~~
hmmmmmmmmm.... ya....... today's a very very long day for me... just reached home around 11.50pm... been practicing piano and dbass duet with my senior... and also helped Shaun (aka teddy bear) with his Schubert song.... haha..... so fun... he help me by givin me commends on mine and i help him bit~~ but hope he can play well.. since he's so pro.. haha... ok~~... erm... this morning ...... attended aural lesson.. but be4 the lesson... Fairil... mark... me... and yin xuan faster do our aural hw in com lab... whaha... u never see how "kan chiong" we are... keep listenin to the example and test test on the keyboard... SHHHH DON'T TELL MISS YOHANA!! haha... ok~~ den she also gave back our test papers... OH SHARKS !! I GOT 75/100!!!!!!! SUPER SAD !! cos i expected for LOWER marks... haha.. but nvm la... can work harder... and Fairil got 95!! so pro rite ?? haha i noe why... cos on that day of the test.......... HE SAT BESIDE THE PIANO WHILE I WAS AT THE BACK !! so fun rite ?? -_-||.. ok nvm... den we went for our practice.. Mrs Santos gave us new scores written by Beetoven... wow... quite nice actually...... and we run through the song for 2 hrs.. cool huh~... ok... den we go makan....... den den den... met up with Shaun....... and funny thing was.... both Samuel and Mark were worried about been late for band practice... so funny... and mark eat so fast until he almost cried..... COS OF THAT IDIOT SI HAN ADDED ALL THE TABASCO CHILLI IN HIS PASTA..... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..... SO FUN !! muahahahaha... jk jk ... but felt sad for him.. cos he's face look very pitiful... haha... ya... den he left 1st... and den Shaun came.. den samuel's turn to complain bout he gonna be late while eat... and repeated the phrase over million times.. haha so funny.. and he faster went off... den left shaun and mi .. den we both went to library... cos he is doin the group work and i tag along.. go disturb disturb.. haha... ya.. den we tok tok tok...... and den we went to play pool... so funny... Fairil don't know how to play... and we teach him... den one part when i help him aim.. he shoots and hit my jaw !! and i flew back !! OW !! and the rest LOL so loud... oh MIAN~~ lol.. ok ... den we play 2 on 2 .......and by the time we almost play finish ...... it was 4.. and Shaun and i ran back to campus for the masterclass... again~~ i was the extra one tagging along.... but hey !! i wanna improve on my piano ok~~ even though im nt majorin in piano ... sad....
ya... den after all the teachin by Mr Dennis... it is time for commuter concert...... the concert was played by SI han's sis and his future brother-in-law... wow !! his sis and him TOTALLY LOOK DIFFERENT !!! he look much older than her!!!!!!!! whahaha... si han~~ time to shave ur beard off~~ =p... haha jk.... but it is great to watch ur siblings performin... so cool!! ya... den after the concert.... we went to eat...... so fun..... don't know what Samuel ate for his medicine,......... keep SUANING MI !! wat about me getting out cos no pets allowed ?!?!?!?! haha nvm la... used to it...... lol
ya.... den after makan..... practice time !! so hardworkin rite ?? lol..... haha ya....... practice piano~ thats what i must do now..... and not to mention about my dbass -_-... sigh.. oh well.. time to learn new things and workhard.... tomorrow must perform durin performing class ARGH !!!!!!!!!! im so nervous !! i don't dare to play !! sigh.. but lucky it is a duet...... whahaha..a.a.aa....aaaaaaaaaaa...........
ok la.... thats all for today... wanna watch anime...... muahaa.... tata~
Monday, September 12, 2005
school again~~
right... just reached home..... and goin back to school again~~ sigh.... looks like school is my new home for now..... haha..... there's no day off for me... ok ~ later havin PS.... hope my teacher wont bully me again.... argh.... torture me with difficult bows... ah nvm... practice makes perfect rite?? haha... hmmm yesterday slept at 11 plus.... oh dear... spidy called mi twice at 1 plus and 2 plus... hehe sry~~~ i was sleepin sooooooooooo soundly like a panda... haha.. its been WEEKS since i've been sleepin to SHIOK!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO !!! right.... ahem ahem... ya..... den heard some news... well... thats gd.... happiness is wealth ma.... tats my favourate phrase.... lol..... ya... students in my school are so fun to be with.... hmmmm but i still miss my old classmates... sadly... i always bullied by them.... why ar ?? i also don't know~~ lol..... but its gd to have entertainment value ma... as my buddy always say..... but wonder how that kuku doin now.... probably dying in school.... "come to NAFA la~~ lol" hmmm ya....
bout my love life... nth interesting... no one wants me... XD... well... my bro ask me to quickly get one in NAFA.... haha... must be kiddin me~~... nah... not ready yet...wanna have 'happy go lucky' for now.... anyway... likin a person doesn mean must be together ma... to me... likin a person means.... i wan that person to be happy to the fullest...whether with me or someone whom they found.....nth to be sad of if cant get who ya want...... ya something like that.... but to all my friends... MUST STAY HAPPY AR!! cos i'll be there entertainin u all... -_- ya rite....
sounds boring.......
ok la... eh... just downloaded finish a epi of anime... and it says "prince of naruto"... must be a fake...... AND INDEED ITS FAKE !! it happens to be the prince of tennis !! OMG !!! CHEAT MY FEELINGS MAN !!!... I WANNA WATCH NARUTO EPI 151!! *^@#%*@^#*@^#@# SONNAMOTHER !!! ah nvm... anyway been wanting to watch prince of tennis... love tennis so much !! WOO HOO !!! lucky i've played be4... well.... whether gd or not... must count how many balls outside the court... lol... playing tennis is nt like squash man... the ball will fly to the moon if u wack so hard like nobody's business... but squash... hmmmm... see ur lucky to get hit back by the ball or not lo.... haha.... right~~~~~~ no.. left~~~ -_-...
hmmm ya... wanna get a new haircut soon... don't know whether its a gd choice or not...... see whats the outcome 1st la...
ok... im going out now.... to school..... as usual..... tata~~
OH YA !!! today is 911 day~~ =S... all the sadness and sorrows... sigh.... SAD AR !! T_T
~hmmmm.... quote of the day..... "likin a person doesn mean must be together..... is to make him or her happy to him or her fullest.... thats what it is about...." ya... don't know what to write of..~
Saturday, September 10, 2005
oh ya... tat was when sam... steph... and i were in the taka... busyin takin photos... and this is pretty funny? or lame one...
hmmm... here's the pic after our Gamalan concert~~ after a long long day ^_^
hmmmmmmmm~~~~
hmmmmm... ya... right now its 11pm.... and i FINALLY can get to use my com~~~ i miss my keyboard soooooooooo MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok nvm~~... anyway....... right now im downloadin the naruto epi 151... dunno whether is the right one or not since the title has been change to "prince of naruto" ?? wow... since when they becomin more creative ?? hmmmmmm... don't know~~~.... well... ya.... erm... still downloading...... and there's not much change........ and i need to wait 2 more hours be4 it download finish ~~ =/.... ARGH !!!!!!!! ahh nvm.... just wait ~~~ hmmmmmm...
ya... just savin finished all the pics taken in the concert...... haha..... its reali reali fun to taken pics with all the clowns and jokers....... =X..... but it did make a perfect picture... haha.... erm... ya... think thats all for the day....... gd night ;)
*need time to change ownself*
Oops...
hmmmm... oh man.... its been long time since i last update blog... hmmm.. it feels like a century ~~~ haha -_-||||||||... ahem ahem... ok~ now im in school again.. and its sat now~~ sad life rite?? or should i say hardworkin??? hmmmm... u all choose ba... haha... ok la... to practice for my PS... T_T... and my sis have beein using the com non stop... just to finish up her hw... haha... hmmmm ok let mi tell ya a story for thursday..
THURSDAY:
suppose to reach school at 4pm... but i went to school around 11 plus... haha.... den met spidy 3... erm... about what?? oh ya.. to buy present for roasted duck... erm i meant yanya.. haha.... erm.... ya... den i called dua kang and si han den we 4 stupids kept argueing about where to go.. and that dua kang wanna go pras pasa.. and we want to go bugis... wat an IDIOT... lol.... ya den we went... walk walk walk walk walk walk... and den eat eat eat eat pasta mania... and i saw one male cashier... and i saw him be4 in the gym... oh boy... he's damn bloody hardcore... the weight he put... cant imagine... haha . ok... erm.... den we bought an supprise egg... den we took cab back... omg... SO NEAR AND WE TOOK CAB... NTH BETTER TO DO MAN... den we reach back... den dua kang and no.3 went to warm up for 1 hr... lol.... den si han and i went to change... wow... i never put on a bow tie be4 in my life.. and its so fun figuring how to put for these few hours... lol... but fortunately... an saviour saved my time... he said just put this into the hole.. and WHOLA!! lol..... ok den we preparin...
den be4 we go into the stage.... my teacher... Xu Li... were playing some romantic song on his dbass... and his bass was so cool compared to mine... and he let mi give a try.. and i played the song STAND BY ME... and he was fascinated by it... i thought he didn play that be4.. and it reali did... lol... and he kept playin after i returned to him... ok... den everyone went into the stage... hui ping.. the violin principal... give us a tune to tune... ok.. and he sit... den the slience was there while waiting for LIM YAU.... and den suddenly the song stand by me was played... BY MY TEACHER!! OMG!! ok la nvm... the cello ppl turn their head back and look... WORST!! HE POINT AT MI !!! OMG!!! TEACHER HOW COULD U ?? IM UR CUTE STUDENT AND U DOIN THIS TO MI?? sad... lol....
ok... den few songs were played... den after one song of the opera... the STUPID AIRCON BLEW MY SCORE AND IT FLEW TO THE HARPIST THERE!!!... den i had to quickly get up... hold my bass... crawl under the stand... and den use my precious bow just to take... so funny man... heng lim yau never see,,, if not im screwed... ok nvm... den bla bla bla bla bla ...
after the concert.... we took photos... den we go makan... den i go home....
sry ar... i forgot the contend le... but nvm la... i said the funny thing can le... haha
FRIDAY...
nth much... i go eat marceh with sam they all.... IDIOT LO..... WAITED FOR THEM FOR 2 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........ but its ok with mi... used to it le.. .T_T... ya den we eat... OMG,... the food was bloody ex!!... the can drink cost 2 plus while in NTUC onli 50 cents!!! omg.... tat serious man !! lol... and 2 potatos for $8 plus... omg..... but actually... i see wrongly... haha.... ok la... nth to say liao....
tonight den blog again... wanna play game... whahaha... TATS ALL FOLKS!!!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
today's the big day...
hmmmm... think dun need me to say... im in my com lab now... LOL!!!.. -_-|.. ya... erm.... yesterday slept at 4 plus... talking on the phone.. wow.. think my ear drum gonna burst soon.. haha... haiz... about yesterday... very very sad... but think better dun say... but den i still wanna say... but.. think better don't... but still i must say !!!!.... so contraddictin man...lol... nah.. think better don't say... haha...
hmmmmm... ya... today's is our concert... and after that tomorrow still got lesson... SO BORING !!.. T_T... hmmm... but think will be quite fun... yesterday's rehearsal went not so bad... provided that the choir ppl never sang like killing chicken =X... haha... jk jk !!! hmmm... ya.... finally get to hear the professional singers.. and Nancy yuen... OMG!!.. she sang the high A note... and its more sharper than mine!!!! mine ar... think can step down... lol... -_-||... hmmm ya... don't know y nth to say.. just hope can play well today... haha just bought a bow tie... $20.. and my mother was shock... she told me my father once bought it and it was 4.50... BUT NOW THE TIME IS DIFFERENT !!! lol.... hmmmm ya... later den blog.. goin bugis soon to buy present for our roasted duck.. haha jk jk .. is yanya... today's her bday.. and its the concert.. so cool rite.. .lol
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
another boring day....
hmmm... here i am again in com lab in my school.... and now its 9.33am.... and im still waiting for the rehearsal to start which is 10.... ARGH!!! so envy the choir ppl man!! they start at 2 and den go back at 3.30,... SOO UNFAIR!!!! ARGHHHHHHH >.
hmmm... today reach school at 8 plus... haha... so borin life... haha.... hmmm.. den play game until now... EVEN MORE BORING !!... haha... i felt so pathetic... hmmm nvm la.... musicians like me surely have a life like that one...
haha nvm ... erm.... ya... whats the thing ar.... hmmmm....... today practice from 10 to 5!! OMG !!!>>> OH MY GOSH!!!.... FACTUS!!!
argh.... haiz... dunno y i keep sighing... maybe too much music for me?? nah... thats an excuses.... yesterday had a dream... of the mars appearing bigger than the moon o_O.... lol... and its bigger than the moon !!... wow..... and another dream was that i left my bow in the shopping centre.... and den keep finding finding finding and den.... i was awake by my mother.... she was cookin.... den i went to the kitchen and i was shock by her... haha... so funny...
ok la... later den blog ba.... now is 9.43... wow 10 mins to type all this... haha ok la... tata
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
tiring day~~
hmmmm... here i am again bloggin in school com lab..... now its 2.15pm... wanted to attend the piano masterclass... but i felt wierd... cos i nt majoring in piano... sigh.... sadded... but nvm la... can relax bit... whaha... yesterday slept at erm... 3 ba.... chattin with spidy 3..... cant sleep also... haha..... but SHUCKS!! im damn tired now... whahaha... just played pool finish and now the rest attending the masterclass... and sitting beside mi is wei kang... aka dua kang.. haha jk.... ermm.... ya he's bloggin too... keep sayin mi a noob... ya la... cos i 1st time using blog ma... of course will be noob ma... haha... hmmm..... very worried cos later gonna havin string performin class.... very worried that mrs Santos will ask us to play infront again.. -_-.... and i've been practing piano instead of Dbass... very devoted le... haha... cos i wanna perform piano during the performin class... and the requirements was to play a piece for Mrs Phua... but... sigh... nt learing piano from my teacher anymore... but fortunately my sis's still coachin me... wow she's very happy yesterday... she just bought the motorola razor hp... black in colour... ya... its flatter than mine.. but the memory is so little... haha... but the flip is very very fun to play with... haha.. can flip many times without worryin that it will break... haha...
hmmm... ok~~... now.... trying to kill time again... yesterday just watched finish an animation about PIANO... wow.... and the animator did played a song that i just learn.... the Pathetic sonata composed by Beetoven.... 2nd movement... so nice T~T... argh... speakin of which... next week we havin harmony test... sharks.... its so sudden!!... and we don't even have time to study cos of the rehearsal and the upcoming concert.... sigh... but it was fun actually... reali reali fun... but yesterday mr Lim Yau was rather impatient... and he told an flutist off... about wasting his time.. scary uh~...
haiya.... what is past is past le... hmmm... think thats all i have for now... maybe will bloggin again tonight... if i have something in mind... maybe i have now... but still i think i don't have =/ ? bah nvm... blog in later... tata~~
Monday, September 05, 2005
In school
hmmmm... ok... now its 12.30pm... and im in my school com lab... tryin to relax myself after all the piano and dbass practice since 10 plus... haha.. think my hand gonna burst soon.. oh well.. now waiting for the ppl to finish their choir practice first and den eat my brunch (breakfast-lunch)... haha... ya.... also just receive my mooncake .... hmmm.. the box very nostalgic.... cos i once bought be4 from my buddy... but the pattern of the box is differen..but the material of the box looks like DRM... dark red meranti... haha... miss the DNT lessons....
hmmm... right now im downloadin the mario forever game into my thumb drive... whaha... reali reali reali that bo liao man.,... so bored... and that curry was enjoying himself with the game too... haha he very pro.. no need to practice violin but mario... whahaha cool huh~... but hope the rehearsal will went smoothly and..... beware of the killing chicken voice... muahahahhaah... jk la ok~~.. lol
ok.... it seems like the downloading process have been finish... i go play the mario now... muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... tata~~
Sunday, September 04, 2005
boring day!!!!!! zZzzz
ARGH!!!!!!!!! WTHHHHHH!!!!!!!! FACTUS!!!!....... i just written and now its gone??? WTH!!!!!!!!!!
haiya...... i'll repeat what i said again.....
ARGH!!!!!!!!1
ahem ahem........ eh....... just reached home from parkway..... and it IS RAINING!!!!!!!!! FACTUS!!!!!!!!... the rain reali reali spoilt my day man..... was thinking of goin to the beach....... to relieve myself.......... ya just relieve...... by running lo...... (haiz.... so tired to repeat...)
anyway...... yesterday slept at 1.50am....... and i couldn sleep..... dunno why also..... something is making mi sad or something.... and i dunno why...... haiz..... perhaps i should listen to my bro ( not biological bro)... "Live to the fullest of ur heart" ..... something like that...... meaning care-free lo..... ok,....... den erm.... i hear my Hp mp3 music start to sound.... i thought i on it...... but went back to sleep fast.... den this morning........ realised that one of the spidy called.... dunno for what also..... haha.... should be bo liao la.... lazy to sleep rite...... haha jk jk jk jk jk LA!!....... "watever", she would probably say.... =X...... OK!! IM KIDDIN!!...
and today's day was damn damn damn damn BORING!!!!!! reali nth to do...... just ate finish my mom's cookin...... boy she's a GREAT COOK!!!... thanks to her that i noe how to cook...... haha..... but not those chimilogy food like "buddha jump over the wall" that i can cook.... perhaps.... fried rice... noodles..... my speciality sandwitch.... ya..... and more la...... must watch "oliver Twist" by jamie oliver show ..... so sad no time to watch....
SO boring..... maybe i'll watch anime to kill the time.... and now its about 4.00pm... and i reali reali have nth to do...... just hope today's day will end QUICK!!! so tomorrow can attend rehearsal..... oh ya.... cant wait for rehearsal......will be conducted by Lim Yau.... and cant wait to hear the killing chicken's voice... whahahaha... OK OK OK IM JUST KIDDING!!! hmmmmmmm... just hope i can play well tomorrow.. tomorrow start at 2pm.. i think i'll reach school by 10am...... early rite.... hahaha..... was thinkin of goin to gym in tampines.. BUT SO FAR!!!!!!!........ hope my gym friend will call mi when he's free to go..... just asked him..... but he having his school early these few days..... sigh so sad..... its been long time since our last meeting at Senja... wonder how he's doin now...... so does the rest of the GYM CORE ppl..... miss the days...... haiya ... life still goes on la....
ok...... erm...... so......... now........ i reali reali have nth to do......... as usual...... no one askin mi out...... hahaha.... used to it..... T_T... so..... maybe i'll just watch the anime...... or playing piano......... haiz...... not to mention the school work.. just cleared the nightmares few days back.... and its comin back again...... so must do finish by today... since... i reali reali have nth to do...... haha......
ok...... i'll go watch few anime 1st... and den practice piano.......... and lastly ........ journal and portfolio....
ciaoz~~ later den blog if i can think of something to write......
Boring day!!........ zZzzz.....
Whole New World O_o?
ok~~~~...... just reached home from the Lin Chiu-Ling piano concert..... oh boy it was soooooooooooo gd and pro!!... but ...... why must she choose the songs so long one ?!?!?!!?!?? cant take it man... always have to sleep.. whahaha... ok...... anyway... i written in the previous that wont be goin out.... but hey hey hey..... who noes Shaun called mi and told mi that he have a extra ticket..... wow.... at least i can kill time... haha... rather than watchin some anime... zZzzz.... anywayz.... the concert was great....... but!!... the songs are very very draggy!!... the mozart "9 variations on a Menuet of Duport, K. 573".... have lots of running notes and the pianist's hands was running all the way... way faster than the fastest 100m runner... hahaha.... -_-||.... but that wasn't that bad... until the last song of the concert..... the Chopin " Impromptu No.3"... omg... that song...... was a killer.... Lin Chiu-Ling kept playing the cadences..... and shaun and i thought that that was the end..... but den...... she continue playing... somemore more difficult running chords... zZzz.... i think even faster than Hungarian Rapsody No.2.... oh man... i think if i wanna become like her... think need 10 yrs... and by that i would probably abt 28... =S.... nvm la... just practice hard can le....
hmmmmmmmm den Shaun and i decided to play Pool after that... but who noes.......... the pool junction was FULLY OCCUPIED!!! and the waiting list was .......... WAY 10 QUEUES DOWN!!! WOW!!!... but when Shaun told mi that he saw the aunti whom he noes... maybe got chance...... BUT!!! she was surprise too that the queue was BLOODY LONG!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (@#&(@#&^*@#*@#....... so Shaun and i sat down....... lookin at the pros playing... and we both saw 1 regular player...... 1 cue everything in 9 ball game... so 'bian tai'!! haiz... i think my skill was onli half of his... ....... den we continue waiting until...... about 10.30pm... and lastly we gave up..... so disappointed... T_T... and the queue was still far behind...... haiya... monday den play lo........ haha... but better..... cos can get more ppl to play...... the more the merier ma... hahaha...
den i took the bus 36 home...... and was very worried..... cos my clothing was very very very ORH BIANG!! look like a loanshark or something..... cos fire at the below of my clothes.. den i sit down on a chair.... and den someone suddenly sit beside mi...... *GULP*.. i thought someone doesn like my clothes..... but to my surprise... it was my old friend Antony aka red bean soup aka K.O.P!! hmmmm.. den we catching up since his graduration...... and den he showed mi his kool phone... dunno what model but it was nokia.... and its a 3G phone... but onli 1 camera at the back.... i guess u all noe what model was it... anyway.. i tried his 'mostiquo' game.. SO KOOL!!.. the game itself need the camera.. so i just move about and shoot the mostiquo.. i guess i look very retard moving around shootin the mostiquo... awhahahaha... -_-||.... den i board down the bus........... slowly walk home....... do some J walk...... and have to ta han the smoke cos of the burning thingy........ and den watch the "DUDE WHERE'S MY CAR?".... and den........... rot infront the com...... haiya...... cannot think of anything le....... tomorrow den update ba..... Ciaoz~
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Whole New World O_o?
Today...3rd sep....4 pm....
ok... hmmmmm.. here i am... trying out this blog... NOT BLOCK!!.. erm... ya.... think thats all ba... boring rite??? ok la... to entertain u viewers bit... erm.... here goes:
YCF just finish after 18 july... and its really really sad to appart all my GYM CORE friends inside... they are the one who really encourage me and my ego(dunno for what also haha)... and the times we had during the trainin... is really unforgetable... we sweat together under the hot sun and become a roasted animals.... get scolding together by our trainers cos we tok too much... haha... and we eat each other... NO NO NO i mean eat together before the shows... ya.... and i really really wanna thank my friend, who is a trainer too.. who ask me to join this event.. and he is the one who really make my life happy... (sry to disappoint u, im definately NOT a gay... so bare this... haha).... ever since i encountered an incident that i almost ended up my life.. so foolish rite?? end my life just like that... ok nvm... anyway... to stop my misery, i spent lots of $$$ on comics and watching anime just to get rid of my misery.. so pathetic man.... ok forget that... anyway...... the life in GYM core are realli enjoyable and happening... i still remember my teammates and i were mioing at the gals during the day of our shows.. haha... and its reali reali funny./... cos in the end our trainer hit our heads just to force us to concentrate.. and NEVER COMPLACENT!! but den.. in the end THEY WENT TO MIO!! WAT THE!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? haha jk....
And fortunate thing is... after our show... the CDCs invited us to perform for NDP!!! wow... even though its not in PADANG.. but nvm la... got chance to perform can le... but sad thing is... we never get the chance to build 4 layer human tower.. but we did made a 3 layer pyramid.. and i was the base man... and always the one who get stepped on... haha but its realli fun.. cos i can take care of my top man's safety... so if he happen to disturb mi... i'll just throw him... whahahahah... -_-||...
Most of all... im reali reali glad that i participated in GYM core and realised the power of gohonzon... and i've met more ppl who are even more unfortunate than mi... so... i'll never take things for granted again... and i've learnt that making others happy is my own happiness and making impossible to possible.. thats my motto... haha... thats y... i start wackin jokes... jokes that are lame... -_-||... cant think of anything better... haha... but hey thats for Entertainment value ma... thats what my buddy always says.. "Entertainment value ma.... "" Hey!! entertain mi leh!!" think what... im a clown har?? haha jk ... but its fun to see someone happy.... =D
sooooo now YCF is over... and must return back to reality from enlightenment... im so glad that i studying in NAFA.... i reali reali reali love the facilities there and the ppl there.... its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO different from my pathetic sec school... but still i misses my old classmates.... and im majoring in Doubls Bass...SO SAD!!!! but i guess tats what my answers are when i prayed... i reali reali wanted to majoring in piano... but with my current piano skills... CMI!!!! meaning cannot make it la... but this doesn stop my motivation... cos of my motto... i will study and practice hard for double bass and piano... but den... its a very very difficult task... i cant imagine myself playing double bass halfway and den play piano the next moment and i guess i did it in school... sooooo scary =S...
ok~~~ now lets move on to my social life.... durin my sec life... when i was in sec 1-3.. i was an unlikable kid.. who will like a bloody fat pig man... which i was in the past.. so untidy and just fat... but what counts is the head too... and back then my head was damn retard... cannot think of anything... but cos when i had this motivation... things starting to change... im gettin slimmer thanks to gymnasium, swimming and bball.. and i lost bout 15kg in 3 months.. WITHOUT ANY PILLS!! lol... and my mom reali reali give mi a long lecture cos i didn eat anything for a week.. whahaha... so fun... ok..... now in NAFA.. the students are soooooooooooo diciplined than my sec... everyone's sooo hardworking, talented... skillful.. natural pretty.. and natural handsome.. unlike mi which i will never ever fit into these catagory... but they give mi motivation... the motivation of... "I will do it!!.. make things impossible into posssible!!" ya!! thats the way boy... ok lets move on... my classmates are soooo funny and full of humours.. and i reali reali enjoy being with them (wei kang aka dua kang.. haha... samuel.. audrey... si han aka HAHAHA or ... king... the Spiders who called mi panda.. haha so fun... and more la... countless... lost count...)...
But now... i have this uneasiness in mi.. i cant explain what is that.... is it love??... is it about school?? is it about my lifestyle?? is it about my family?? or is it about myself?? i dunno... the answers lies inside mi and i don't know what are they... and its reali killing mi... I NEED ANSWERS!!!
well....... i guess thats all for today... i reali reali have nth to do, no one wanna go out with mi T_T and no anime to watch... HEY speakin of which... i'll go watch few anime....... tata~~
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