Saturday, December 30, 2006
Its gonna be New Yearrrrrrrrrrrrrr............ XD
Been practicing daily in school... hope this will improves my playing... have been working really really hard on it... cant wait to use my new bow when teacher Xu comes back!! XD
and nowwwww..... my new year resolution for next year is to have a resolution for the followin years... and goes on...
BOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! ahhaaha..... right now all i can think of is to practice hard... work hard to be precise.... and shant bother such petty stuff in future... thats my resolution for next year....... but stilllllllll....... heh heh
today's entry is kinda short... got my hands on pool games with cq.. just like times back then... even though its been few months... but ya... the pool hall is getting smaller and smaller.. meaning they are losing profit.....
realised that games are boring for me now.... and practice makes my life fun~... sigh.. how sad life..... hah... though im still playing nintendo DS during bus ride...... but ya.. shall try to read book in bus...... must study hard arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i wanna learn guitar.... just learnt few chords today~.... kinda hard since i have big fingers...
ok....... bye for now........ BYE !!!!!! Happy new year in advance!!!!!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Retard look...
The temptation.... heh heh... EAT EAT jane!!!!!!
Acting cool nia... luckly the lens didn break... =P
Booooored while waiting.....
Thats the reason why we were bored... taking own sweet time!!! heh heh...
Bored bored bored........
Had so much fun with the peeps yesterday... running around singapore~ well half of it...
dragged myself out of my bed yesterday after many missed call from cq... and his missed call killed my phone!!! and i had no other avaliable phone to use... grrrrr.... but nvm~
majong... i dont know how to play.. just sat there and rot... seeing them playing and laugh along with them when needeed.. =X
and we made our way to suntec... where many ppl were there.. as usual...
royce chocolate is superb delicious.. cant stop eating.. oops... so sorry jane!! i'll refill for you.. using M&N.. heh ehh
we had wonderful dinner at jane's dad's coffee shop area... their satay is superb!! and their sauce wasn't that fattening... its home made... i think.. but anyway its nice..!! their tom yum is superb spicy... (causing me terrible tummyache next morning.. but it's worth it.. heh heh)... cant stop eating.. after all the 12 hours of hunger...
make used of the food by walking all the way from joo chat to parkway... and played UNO at mac just like that time with sh.. chris and wk...
very funny and had lots of fun....
so sorry bak kua that i couldn make it... boo hoo
this morning again rot myself at home... the internet connection is super slow and i couldn get my anime download finish.. boo hoo...
finally cooked something nice other than instant noodle.... fried bee hoon with kim chi and meat and tofu fish cake and egg and moreeeeeeeeeeee.....
haiz... bored.. lonely and again... bored and lonely...
have great day ahead!!
rain shall be gone!! i mean the rain weather...
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Merry Jingle Bell Christmas
Right.... im gonna overcome this bla bla upsetness.... yeah!!! just do it..... gotta do it !!! aiya.. CHIONG AR !!! Blaze away!!! just like the song~
today ran all over the place to find present... its hard to find one... though sincerity is one of the best present... a practical present would do good too~ and ya... waited for a shop to open.. and waste my trip there.. its ok !!!
Had a wonderful dinner... really great chief mike is... my first attempt of TURKEY!!! even though i used to laughed like one.. i've never eaten one before.. perhaps i didn wanna eat my same species... hmmm..
anyway.. i love the meatballs.. its fantabulous!!! yummm...
now back at home.. its a heart breaking to see my bass BROKEN!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh...... the wood spilt into half since its plywood and due to the damp weather!! and its inside that was broken...... haiz..... sad really sad...
anyway.. im fullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll now.....
hope you guys love your presents and enjoy! ... tata~
sign offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff......
*SWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH*
Friday, December 22, 2006
Upset....
Its very very upset for me when you tried your best to show anyone your best lets say in work, music, activities or etc.... and they arent interested or showing any appreciation...
it really drives me crazy.... its really sad for me... i feel very upset now...
i have the urge to give up... but i cant... i dont wanna disappoint my family... but saddest thing is that they arent interested whatever you are doin... that really sucked....
im really disappointed at my sis... other than showing no interest... she just gives excuses... like very tired here and there... ya.. tired after eating...
not just her... i mean other... in music... everyone have been asking me what happen to masai here and there... LIKE I KNOW ?!?!?! HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW ?!?!?! im not him firstly... and secondly.. im here to study MUSIC !! not to study PEOPLE MANAGEMENT !!! or handling craps like him !!!
im really really upset... i really hate myself... im lost of words...
i tried my best doin Emcee for Soka kenshu... and they show no appreciation to my 'hardwork'... i was busy with PAYCO for the competition.. and just like that.... 3rd.... and before that they were great.... really great... but when things happen like being complacent... you wont stand a chance winning...
they make so much noise like laughin at the emcee for announcing wrong names for wrong prices.. and next they cried after hearing the results... serves you right.. i hate this kind of ppl.. pls behave... dont be spoilt..
im really tired of helping ppl... i dont expect anything in return.. in facvt i dont want anything... other than showin your appreciation.. which is the most priceless thing you will ever get in life... i have been playing for ppl for FREE.... spending my own money for cab to transport my gigantic 'violin'...
im really tired... super tired...
Friday, December 15, 2006
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh....... very very sick now... tomorrow is the competition and i have yet memorise the score.. im so dead... tired and motionless now... after competition i have to rush over to telok blangah to be an emcee for the Kenshu camp... and after camp i have to rush back home to finish transpose teacher xu's score...
and then i have to rush over to siglub CC for Dr Goh's rehearsal!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhh..... so busy!!! monday got concert and rehearsal... and both clashes !!! what should i do!?!?!
thursday got concert!!! Dr Goh's concert... pls go watch ppl!!! support our lecturer!!
bah..... i need a hair stylist... i cant do it.. T_T
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Dont let you see my face...
Liting and I...
The gang~~
C.b... me and C.q
Yawns~~
This is better one....
Right.. thats all for the concert pic... having more and more stuff to do... competition on 16 dec... performance on 19 and 21 dec.... and kenshu this sat... so many things clashes...
haven start my compo homework and song writing... history yet to be touched... haiz... i need to distress myselfffffffffffffff.. very tired of everything... but never give up....
i miss my sister...
Lastly.. happy belated Birthday to you Dora fish.....
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Its here !!!!!
Finally... 1 concert down and 3 more to go..... bah.. so tired today... so much for the cab takin these few days... realised that 50% or the taxi population arent that friendly afterall... so much for 'confort'...
yup... today's concert somehow leave quite an impression on me... they tried really really hard.. and they made it! their music and sound quality arent that bad.. if they have more time to practice together... Zq worked really really hard to make this happenin... and im touched by his hardwork and efforts !!
today's entry will be short... its about concert today and tomorrow will be having rehearsal again... all the best to our one and only PIPIST weikang!!!
Thanks to Jane, CB and CQ for coming!!! hahaha.... first time ever performed with Liting... interesting...
As usual.. bored before concert...
Well.. Guess what ?!?! our friend Samuel is playing for ZQ's band too!! haha..
Tell ya a little secret... many of the performers are guest players... 1/4 of them are from NAFA... hahaha... Fhairul is just~ traitor!!! nvm.. SLO...
Aliast!!! my favourate hang out before concert...
Friday, December 08, 2006
Stressful day...
Supposingly, you are stressed, tired and feeling feverish, and you want to have some peace or be treated nicely... ya.. thats what everyone always wanted when they are stressed.
but for me... im the unlucky one !!! things like this can happen...
Feeling feverish in the morning, i dragged myself out of my bed to prepare myself to go school... mom was quarrelling with sis over the phone, for not turning the fire off when mom was boiling cooling tea... liang cha... so basically i was awaken by my sis's yelling...
in the end... during lesson, mom called me many times and yell at me through the phone... she thought that im having holiday... HAH !!!! HOW I WISH !!!!!!!! im wondering when mom will ever care about my school life ? other than knowing that i needed bucks to buy instrument stuff..
nvm about that... feeling pretty upset about yestday's happening and this morning's... trying to find myself something to cool me down... and again.. in the lift... i hear someone's whinning and naggin... OMG la... such a bitch lo... keep whinning and whinning... especially when the whinning is in high pitch !!! i almost gone crazy !!! argh !!!!!!! nvm..
and again... im hearing different ppl naggin, whinning and such stuff... poor shaun have to hear my complains... i didn mean it.. im implyin it.. ppl who kept whinning dont have enough brain cells..
and once again... i have to deal with a super BIMBOTIC rude person... i wonder when will she grow up? stop whinning will ya?
argh..... this is not me... nvm calm down... but i cant !!! there's more !!
feelin much better since history... but still.. many rude ppl in our class...
tonight sis is leaving to Japan for TKGS band exchange.. i wanted to send her.. and of course i did... Cq didn accompany me there... kinda sad but nvm... if he did go with me.. he'll know the story himself after the changi airport thingy...
the first cab ride is fun... the driver is speeding all the way!!!.. cool..
sadly.. sis checked in when i reached there... wasted!! and i have to go back again... spent my first 9 bucks...
the interesting part is 2nd cab ride...
i board the cab.. the first thing which that CB driver did was asking me that if i have enough change cos he only have 10+ bucks in rude manner... i can accept that since he didn have enough change... and he say that he got appointment.. what appointment?! meeting prostitudes?!?!
whats pissing me off is WHEN HE IS DRIVING AS SLOW AS AN DEAD SNAIL!!!! 50-60 km/h!!!!! wah piang!!! the cab fare is super high lo!!! nvm nvm... whats more is that he drive super 'wavy' la!! making me car sick... and i was superb tired..
after reachin near my place... i went to change money... and he even asked me to go faster... tmd.. who you think you are dumb ass?? oh.. i forgot he's an dumb ass...
there's no light when i take the money... and i just hand to him.. and he even yell at me FASTER PASS THE MONEY.... tmd.... i handed him the freakin money... and there's another ppl taking the cab.. wonder how will they feel..
i managed to write down his plate no. and his GOLDEN name... and the time of boarding... and i immediately went to complain when i reached home (by all means adding oil into fire while complainin heh heh).. i hope that my love letter will reach to the 'comfort' company... and make sure they do!!
'comfort'.. my butt!!
hope tomorrow will be a better day...
i miss my sisterrrrrrrrrrrrr...... T~T
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Unfairness..
Well... the Co that im playin for.. managed to get into the finals... glad for them... and the songs that they choose were nice too... but sadly i cant attend all their rehearsals... its madness !! everynights... haiz...
this month is crucial month for me.. im struggling through....
after the competition.. they want to have rehearsal again.. its mad...
and then we ended up at the conductor's house... quite fun.. as we played black jack and the forfeit will have to do push ups, the amount of it will have to depend on their bets... so in the end we do until all our hands went wabbly...
now this is the interesting part...
i got home this morning.. and felt feverish... so i ended up sleeping till noon... until sihan called me and told me about the rehearsal.. how great !! i didn know about the rehearsal in the mornign !! as i thought its at night... sharks... nvm... shall explain to hartung again..
so went back to sleep... and again.. a phone called from horse shit.. asking me where am i and such stuff... and he told me that his bass got crack and fingerboard got loosened... and he wants me to call teacher xu... WHAT THE FUCK??? im not his damn secretary!!! and i told him that he should do it himself as he knows what went wrong and stuff.. what the fuck la.. HE DAMN BALLless la.... Chee bye... im sorry for the language... this is getting out of hand and i couldn take it anymore...
nvm about that.. and he wants to use my bass now on... what the hell... and i have to bring my own bass... this is damn unfair !!! super unfair !!!
nvm... heard from char that that stupid horse shit was at the SLO..... GREAT..... SLO didn call me to play for them... HOW GREAT IS THAT !?!?! at least they have to let me know that they didn need me or something... i know i wont be called.. but they must have the respondsibilities to inform ppl !!! SLO managemet is SHIT !!! and so is HORSE SHIT !!! i know his technicals are super super good !!!! and Volka loves him alot !!! but come on!! i've learnt dbass for 1 year and half only !!!!!! its not surprise that im not as good as him !!!!!!!!!!!! yet....
haiz....... composition hw have yet to be touched.... and tomorrow is the submission !! i forgot about it... omg.... nvm... calm down calm down...
this sat is concert.. how great.. i have to bring my own bass... no... use the school instead. i dont give a hoot about that horse shit anymore and ever after... i shall leave my hands off him... and my care and concern..
thats the reason i hate china ppl... not all.. but the idea is there.. first is the seduction of that china whore to my uncle... and now this... im not mentionin about sec school..
Gotta practice real hard now... as in now !! and do my homework... bye...
this entry is dedicated to you HORSE SHIT !!! you really live up to your name in singapore...
The temptation.... heh heh... EAT EAT jane!!!!!! 
Dont let you see my face...
