Friday, March 31, 2006
Think Globally... Act Locally...
Just watch this video clip.... short music clip...... by a guitarist... Jake Shimabukuro....... wow..... he's super duper dupa woo la la GREAT man...... especially the fast movement....... super nice.... just that i couldn get his mp3..... wasted.... the ones that i've searched be4 were singing.... not instrumental..... oh MIAN....
anyway....... today's harmony tuitorial is last day........ sad man..... haven get everything done yet....... crap.....
went to library to discuss harmony..... argh >.<..... mr yap put me as leader.... oh man i dont know what to do either...... T~T.....
due date for history portfolio is comin..... argh.... starting my 3rd one.... previous one not completed yet..... will work harder now....
stayed in school to rot in lounge..... samuel.. jeremy sebas and me watching some ghost pic...... very funny..... we even frightened sharon.... the flutist..... whahaha... so bad =X..... and watched some other things...... creepy man.....
went to eat...... sam and fhairul went for mock audition...... jeremy went to watch syo concert...... guess si han is kinda disappointed that we didn go..... sry si han...... its not i didn wanna go........ its no $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ever since i bought laptop..... and i dont like borrowin money from ppl..... but still... its not an excuse... but but... now.... si han is kinda disappointed.... and i dont know how to erm.... compensate..... though today is his show..... but he'll have my moral support... though he might not know.....
Just came back home after visiting my IIC....... he came rather late...... 9.45pm at kallang mac... and i was listenin to Haydn's cello concerto movement 1.... then he arrived...... and catchin up with me bout my life etc etc..... and JUNE will be havin concert........ Wee Liang was askin me to help him play for his group...... cant wait..... and nervous.... anyway.... he talked to me bout life..... how Sensei want everyone to be happy.... 'spread a little happiness' is my motto..... but i think si han is kinda sad.... and its remorseful that i felt....
wonder how SISTAS are now....
Thursday, March 30, 2006
oh my~~
Didn had a gd night sleep yesterday... had a nightmare of assignments all flying over me.... argh >.<... exams... anyway... thats school life... without exam... it wont be really called school.... my pillow had lots of my drools.... thanks to braces =X... i couldn close my mouth properly... and this cos me drool... oh boy... i dont ever drool since sec school.. but now... T_T....
today's exam is kinda.... easy for the first part... but the second part... erm.... did randomly.... hopefully can pass... maybe above border line.. but that will be DAN GU GU ...
had wind band platform... jia lat man... i guess ppl couldn hear me playing... hmmm... maybe gd and bad for some part.... 3 tuba vs 1 dbass... haha... maybe my teacher can be heard...
went with sam... fhairil and mark to bank... be4 that... watched them eat.... then talk... well... maybe BITCHING alot... haha.. bout certain ppl.... then went to bank... woops... its DBS... not POSB...
went back to school for sight singing.... will be havin platform again next week... topic.. CHOIR?? or sight singing.. wonder who will be watching man... everyone will be on the stage... and audience ??? 4 !??!?!?!?!!
Ppl... pls support us !!! XD... its FREE btw... ahhaa...
MOA... analysed Beethoven's piano concerto... Emperior... VERy NICE !!!!.. i just love that piece...
went to eat with uncle... its sad that both of us had this generation gap.. nth to talk about.. other than him askin me bout school while i askin him bout his work... and thats it... geez... if i had this creativity in my head.. things will be better...
saw weikang offering his digestive biscuit to everyone.. like a santa claus man... lol... so nice of him... then when i gave him some of my piece which he gave me.. he started eating... hahaha.... nice eh ~~~
then he went to play lan... didn have the mood to play....
now 'enjoying' myself finding a wireless network..... argh >.<... its hard to find!!!
better do work now... 1 week counting..
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Time Crisis....
somehow...... i have a feelin that i've used this title be4..... anyway...... its really time crisis...... not the game..... but time is realyl crisis now.......
what the hell????? i haven start studyin the listening test...... and i've no idea what to study bout..... other than find all the pieces that dr kan gave us be4.... then study bout it....
yesterday camp at si han's house..... again....... and we didn sleep..... well..... maybe an hour for me..... supposed to do project..... but weikang did the high lighting part...... thanks ar...... the notes that i've found almost make me vomit blood..... its super hard to find the book that Dr kan recommand us....... in the end the book ended up with angela and friends......... thanks alot !!! if not i dont think i can print out the notes....... so heng.... =X
mood start to swing now....... feeling frustrated....... very very........ NDP ppl just called me that i've been chosen and training starts on april fool's day...... i hope they are not foolin me... haha kidding......
history port i've only started 2nd only...... so dead ! im screwed....... saying such words here doesn get anything done...... so its best to do work...... haiz.... but mood swinging around now.......
concerts comin soon.....
still...... all i can think of now is MAMA.............. if only i can experience the childhood feelin back then........ but sis told me its best not to look back...... but ahead..... yup.... everyone is growing...... unless your an alien where you can grow younger and younger until you get smaller.......
right..... im just crabbing.........
Sunday, March 26, 2006
mom's the best in this world.....
since young... the song entitled "shi shang zhi you ma ma hao"....... yup.... this song is really meaningful...... motherly's love is the greatest.....
had a kinda huge cleaning in both my room and sis room......... and i had a "DnT" lesson with mom... mom gave me a saw to saw the wood so that i can use it as a shelf... then saw here and there... the feelin is like back to BROADRICK sec.... then.. one of the wood drop to mom's leg.. then she was like yellin... and i stood there like an idiot !!! what the hell.. i saw the wood fallin.. and i was far away be4 i could react fast and grab it... sigh... my heart was crying when i saw mom in pain.... im super worried bout her now and then... every min keep thinking of her safety.... dad was all along worried bout her.. but not us... cos we are big enough to take care ourselves... sigh... all i can do for her now is to study hard... and come out for more activities for SSA.... cool thing is ... SSA is formin a string essemble.. and im joinin!!... i wanna go for the audition in april... such busy month... BATAM.... exams... oh crap!!! i just saw my exam time table.. for my practical... is on 2nd of may!!! omg!!!... 1 month counting...
had ps lesson... hmmm.. teacher xu gave me a big and straight forward comment... that the good thing bout me is.. i can read score fast.... but the bad thing is.... my body reaction is slower than my brain.... so that means.. i needa slow down... and he kept emphasising the word.. PATIENT.... ya.. i trully agreed with him... oh ya.. be4 our lesson start... he saw me holdin the SCHUBERT IMPROMTUS score... then he asked me to play for him what i've been workin on.. so i just played...
for some reason.. i got a job !!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO !!!!!!!!!! XD....
had a monthly SSA district group meeting... learnt alot bout family... and coincidently.. this really reflect myself in my family..... i must trully treasure them... im so glad that that time i didn yell at her or something when she threw my TAMIYA car....... like i said... car can buy anytime and many time... but mother... dad.... siblings... there's only one... so treasure them well....
i got a laptop !!! XD... and im using it now.... kinda hard to type... but still gonna get use to it.. sis is in my room.. sleepin on the com table.... so lazy.. tell her to sleep in her room she dont want... still wanna stay in my room.. now i cant sleep with the lights on !!
haiz.... thanks mom for everything.... im sad that your son is really useless.... money sucker.... but dont worry... i'll work hard...
better chiong history now... TATA~~
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Batam wo lai le !!!!!!
WOOT !!!!!!! im goin to batam soon !!!!!!! whahahaha !!!!!! thanks to NAFA orchestra...... for havin this orchestra camp in batam on 7 april !!! 3 days 2 nights..... cool !!!! my first oversea trip in my life !!! erm...... does malaysia counted as oversea??? nvm..... anyway..... i cant wait !!!!!! XD
aiya.... too bad susy is in NY..... if not she can tour me around.... heh heh....... =p
today....... had harmony lecture...... came late..... sharks..... so much for bein punctual..... for all the lecture that 2nd uncle gave me.....
today lots of ppl kena yellow card.... for being late or absent....... and Mr yap wanna add more 'fun' for gettin yellow card...... 'sit at the back of the class everytime.. and dont wanna sit infront' <------- like that will kena yellow card too........ hahaha....
went to play XBOX in the XBOX house a dhoby ghord there...... so fun !!!!! play X men legend 2 !!!!!!! tennis !!!!!!!! and the boat game..... super fun !!!!! but then quite worth it !!! 2 hours for $3 each !!!!! nice nice nice....... i love it man.... and ever since mom gave me the GB advance.... im so addicted to it !!!!!! and now i wanna buy the NARUTO game !!!!! whahaha..... crazy....
BUT !!!!!!!!!!!! the date due for portfolio is COMIN !!!!! KE NWA SUAI~~~~~
sigh.... this is bad man.....
ok..... i better do some work now..... tata ~~~~~ XD
PLS TAG MY BLOG !!!!!! ITS QUIET HERE !!
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Bye bye TAMIYA.....
when i saw a blue potch on the table..... i went to take a look.... OMG !!!!!!!! ITS GAMEBOT ADVANCE SP !!!!!!!!!!!! omg !!!!!!! how did it ended up into my house ??? sis told me mom found it.... and gave it to me....... WOW !!!!!!!!! super happy !!!! its like a small kid got a new toy..... and two games were foudn inside........ STREET FIGHTER 3 and POWER RANGER...... diaoz...... the owner of it must be a super small kid.....
play with it like mad....... shiok man......
but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a horror strike into me !!!!!!!! i saw my tamiya box...... INSIDE IS EMPTY !!!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!!!!!! WHY !!!!!!!!!!???????!?????????? shit !!!!!!1 must be mother threw it away !!!!!!! WTH???????? out of all the things in my room..... WHY MUST SHE THREW MY TAMIYA CAR AWAY????? its my precious racing car since young !!!!! and all of the parts is bought by dad !!!!!!!!!! my memoriably racing car by dad !!!! i intend to use it for competition when im super ready !!!! and now its already ready !!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NOW ITS GONE !!!!!!!!!!!!! @&(#$^*(@%*^!@#R*^@#
i made a huge fuss in my room..... punchin things whatever i sees....... my closest...... super sad lo.... its my collection !!!!! my favourate !!!!! my combination of parts !!!!!!! this is hell man....
mom came back from work today.... i asked her what happen to it...... mom said she threw it away........ i got angry..... told her that if she wants the box.... she can asked from me...... AND DONT THROW THEM AWAY !!!!!! ...... mom said that im old enough not to play these kind of things...... but i told mom that its a memory gift from dad...... and she speechless.....
sigh...... i cant blame mom though...... maybe its meant to be gone........ i was once almost got an car accident inorder to save my tamiya car...... dad was furious after that.... and i remember how my car flew off the track and went into the main road...... a car smashed one of my wheels..... then next a taxi stopped infront of me when i collect it........ the driver said...... aiyo.... gone liao..... i still remember that incident....... dad scolded me inside the car...... he's super worried bout my safety wellbeing...... and told me that dont ever come to play here...... so... he bought a track for me !!!!!!
now.... i have the track... but the car's gone !!!!!!!! sigh....... mom apologise to me..... i told her what's done is done...... i dont wanna blame her...... and now bout the box.... cos she found the new gameboy..... she asked me to take back...... then i told her off !! that i dont wanna see the box..... she better take it....... if she want the box and throw away my car.... i dont mind.... but now she wanna return to me??? zZzzzz..... SUPER CUTE man my mother.......
but she's my only mom....... sigh..... car can buy anytime...... but mom is only one...... that is what i wil always remember......
Bye Daimon hawk...... and plasma dash...... ultra dash 2...
Friday, March 17, 2006
Why.....
Returned home from hospital..... this time aunt(dad's sis) is hospitalised..... kept vomitting....... and the doc didn know the cause for this....... so have to make her stay in the hospital....... until now.... they still didn diagnose her....... practically just withdrew her blood...... and still got the cheek to say that her blood count is decreasing..... of course la...... keep takin her blood out....... BODOH.......
the atmosphere was quiet in the ward........ Cousin May...... me and 2nd uncle.... visitin aunt.... i cried inside my heart.... that everyone is leavin.... i really hope that aunt wont leave too early.... in the past she's full of pestimistic..... kept sayin wanna die..... but if she left..... who will look after cousin may?? she'll be alone now..... uncle bobby left last year be4 my bday.... and now her???? sigh...... i myself couldn do anything...... but only to tell her to look after herself.... i held her hands.... and she grab it hard..... as im her younger brother's son... and asked me to look after my mom too...... mom's hand is gettin numb at times...... and this really worries me.... nth can make me happy now.... but only music... and SOKA activities.... putting mask on my face just to look cheerful to everyone.....
just now have a chat with mom..... eating bread while talkin.... talkin bout dad and her..... how dad taught her.... and how clever dad was..... indeed he's super smart.... just that he didn have a cert cos of work.... if not..... he will be havin luxury life now.... anyway..... dad taught mom something..... and this is TOTALLY true.......
If you see a snake which is very poisonous.... and a man...... who will you kill?? poisonest snake or man???
im sure majority of us will say kill the poisonest snake.... but actually....... a man's heart is even more poisonous than a poisonous snake... you may never know what a man will do to you.... back stabbin?? For the snake..... as long you didn KAK JIAO it..... it wont bite you or harm you.....
after hearing...... realised that mom aged alot..... she looked more sleepy than ever.... make me wanna teared..... if only i can make her life more easily...... but for now study and practice is my priority...... thats what she always said.....
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
No curry anymore.....
Just checked my teeth infront of the mirror..... and realised that...... one of my DARK BLUE colour 'power chain' turns GREEN......... oh crap !!!!! thanks to curry.... i remembered Dr Tan ( my dentist ) told me that eating curry will change one of the colours..... especially the WHITE coloured.... oh no...... hope she wont scold me or laugh when i go back for check ups......
This morning had Harmony lecture.... Modulations.... two kinds... then he went through melodic minor again....
Felt irritated by an idiot...... who seems couldn take jokes...... oh WHATEVER......... ( just hate the word WHATEVER)... but im just pissed....
went to eat with Shaun and rest.... at this malay stall at peace centre...... very nice !! and its full of curries...... and that explain for the green colour power chain..
went to play pool with shaun and Nooz..... nooz left after 1 round with shaun..... oh man~~ he almost win him... then my turn..... whahaha fun fun...
then went to practice dbass for 1 and half hour...... until my left index finger couldn take it anymore.... i cant even press a single note.....
Just heard that Weikang fell yesterday...... and sprained his ankle...... no wonder no sign of him in school today....... Hope he'll recover soon..... finally ....... he's lame..... =X..... haha kidding......
attended string class..... Peck Chuan played very well...... full of virtuostic running notes... envy~
later is sectionals... boring as usual.....
met 2nd uncle..... crap im running late...... then we ate and left....
met shaun, angela and steph.... pinky and brain just love the songs that they played.... forgot the title.... but its funny...... whahaha...
then left with Shaun...
now... must.... its a must to do history now !! tata~
Monday, March 13, 2006
Priority....
Just came back from a Trumpet concert..... super nice !!! fantabulous !!!!!!! and super touched by that player...... Shunzo Ohno... is his name.....
this morning..... went to swim with Samuel..... Si Han didn joined us..... wasted man !! anyway.... woke up at 10 plus.... and i supposed to be out by now.... called sam.... lucky he just went out... so got time to bath and run out....
in the mrt...... got a bunch of GINAs..... a guy and a gal quarreling.... basket.... so loud until i can hear them while listening to MP3.... what a typical ginas..... reminds me of Broadricians.....
YUCk.......... anyway.... reached at lakeside....... sam told me we supposed to meet a chinese garden.... who knows he too end up at lakeside !! in a same train as me !! whahaha...... one a one end and one at the other..... funny~~
today.... the stadium is holdin a family Fun-nival for families to enjoy themselves........ what a mess !!!....... its like havin NDP now...
finally bought a tan lotion..... the salesman had to explain to us how to apply here and there.... funny...
then have fun until 2 plus..... where we left....
have a chat while eating.... and sharring with sam bout my family...... now only sam knows bout my family..... Si han maybe.... or maybe everyone.....
then...... went to the concert....... sis's friend... a guy...... is super late man ! and her friend kept encouragin her to go steady with this guy.... but look at his punctuallity !!! how to date !!
anyway.... all he did when he came was givin us a big smile..... a shorty... =X..
then came to the concert...... a jazz !!! COOL !!!!!! a trumpet jazz..... super nice.... Shunzo Ohno... used to have a tough life...... be4 that..... he's a drug addict..... and a drinker... the money that he earn from a concert..... all of them spent in clothings and drinkins and drugs.... that comes to an end when he had this huge quarrel with his manager..... and he turned out to becomin broke...... livin in streets...... until he met his friends....... also a SGI member..... who encourage him to chant this 'NAM MYOHO RENG KYO'......... until his fate changes..... managed to buy a huge house ! and a stable job..... a band which is..
then he had a huge car accident...... where he have to undergo plastic surgery..... and his lips is torn..... the muscle.... and his teeth have been chipped off..... then this doc told him that he couldn play trumpet anymore...... he still didn give up...... everyday practice for 9 hours...... but no sound...... until there's one day where he manage to blow a single note !.... after few weeks !... madness
then...... he had a 4th stage cancer at his throat !! supposed to be dead..... but cos of daimoku...... his tumor at his neck..... shrinked from 5.5cm to 2 cm...... his 10th doc is totally shock... but that actually thanks to his optimistic thinkin where he wanna be the best musicians.........
now...... he touches many ppl's life in spore..... and in NEW YORK....... cool !!!..... SUSY !!! if you manage to hear from SHUNZO OHNO !!! you must listen !!!!!! super nice !!!!
now ....... my priority is set !!!!! thanks to cq's case......... shall not mention....... but hope he will get my message...
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Well..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STEPH!!!!!!! XD
didn blog last night... didn have the mood..... mom made me cried again last night.... and this time is worst.... very jia lat..... *touched*
Went for SD discussion....... talked bout PEACE and CRUELTY...... and we have to make this meetin a happening on next sat..... and i come out lots of ideas...... includin rubbish....
Wee Liang came a little later... be4 he came..... i kept beggin in my mind that he would reach faster.... the atmosphere was totally quiet at first..... until my crappiness came....
so the idea is there.... and now.... we have to research and gather the infor... until we meet again on monday....
MONDAY..... will be havin wind band...... sharks man.... their pieces is..... hard.... thanks to the PRESTO tempo... will be practice soon....... very soon......
Monday will also be havin AURAL test.. TEST..... >.<...... if only i got perfect pitch.....
ok.... im out of ideas..... tata~
Friday, March 10, 2006
Sincerity....
Had a Harmony tutorial this morning.... saw Miss Yohanas standing outside our classroom.... waitin for the room to be emptied... Mrs Phua is havin lesson with Wei Da...... and both of us kept walkin around the corridoor.... then Mr Yap appeared..... and wanna go into the room..... our results will be released next week.... phew....
went to ZQ's room..... and hear him play some music.... didn know he's playin the same piece with sis.....
went to eat with sam and gang...... Ivan and i ate this Cheese baked rice.... $5.80.. at NTUC near our school....... its very nice !!!! the cheese toppings is alot man!!...... then the rest ordered the same one....... Si han's is kinda little for the toppin....... hmmmm.... wonder why...
attended PS with Mr Xu...... he brought his dbass too..... the one which cost S$50000...... and the one which cost him to be broke for 2 years !!! ..... wow....
he said that i've improved..... hmmmm..... surprised!!! cos i didn practice...... and he taught me more on expression..... musically expression..... its hard to express...
after lesson..... he played for me 3 pieces...... and both of them sounded like VIOLA AND CELLO!!!!! at the moment... i thought he's playin cello and viola!!! and he's very superb... totally skillful.... *salute*..... and he told me that after my exam.... he'll teach me that song..... UH OH!!! cos... its obvious that its super hard...... but nvm..... must work hard...
went to meet 2nd uncle..... the thing i met him..... he told me that next time call him at certain time...... and at the moment....... my mood totally changed..... felt guilty... cos i called him during his meeting..... and ... ya...... felt very bad..... he told me that he didn lecture me.... just tellin me....
ok......
next time he teach me was...... SINCERITY...... whatever you do.... must always be sincered..... and its ok to lie to ppl... but you cant lie yourself.... he also told me that..... its ok to help friends.... but must see certain kind of friends.....
sigh...... that time moment...... i felt stunned...... its the same thing which dad told me be4.... and im speechless...
Uncle is a straight forward man..... he'll just tell you what he thinks and how he feels.... if he's free ... he'll tell you ok.... if not.... no..... its pointless to be 'po po ma ma' or something.... hmmmmm learnt something new....
and also..... whatever task you've got..... its gd that you do it fast..... dont drag.....
ok..... i think thats all bout that....... and now.... sis keep askin me what he told me..... im totally irritated by her.... so KEPO.........
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Was it difficult??
Just finished out MOA exam.......... EXAM !!!! ......... oh crap... i really regretted for not studyin hard enough... some of the points i do remember... but some i forgotten completely.. just blank in my mind...
woke up late this morning... and the fequency of the bus 48 is super long today !! half an hour !!!! @#%$!#&%$!%@&$!@%!@... anyway.. met gabrel in the bus... he's very nice... offered his seats to an elderly lady... and i asked him bout MOA stuff... somehow he cant remember.. its like 2 years ago... hahaha
History lesson is...... fun~... mix and match the pictures of Mozart!!!... and only half of the class is present today... then slowly by slowly... ppl start sneakin in..
Went to Bugis to Celebrate Yikki's bday........... HAPPY 20th BDAY DUDE !!!!.......... ate pasta mania... the prawn and fish egg linguini.... nice man!! with lots of cheese.... and tabascco sauce....
Shaun, Angela and steph brought a small cake... fruits... and they said that they can only offer that to him... so funny !! and you can see Yikki's face is kinda sad.... we sang SUPER DUPER loud bday song for him... and the whole floor is rockin with our 'BEAUTIFUL' and TUNED voices... whahaha.... super funny.... then after Yikki ate finish the bread.... Shaun and friends went to take the cake... its obvious that they are bluffin Yikki... the way Angela fakes... hahaha.... and TADA!!! its a CHOCOLATE CAKE !!! yummy.... and i ate a little... and slow as usual... after puttin braces... my eating rate is super slow... and im the last to eat finish my meal... cool~~ surely will lose some weight.. heh heh...
TOday's platform is nice !! by the woodwind students...... MARK played super nice !! and the piece that he played is for his exam... OH MY !!! with his current standard... will definitely pass for the exam !!! so envy... must work hard... but ARGH !! i didn bring my scores with me !! and i had PS tomorrow !!!.... Mr Xu is gonna kill me... uh oh~ and since he's adding another piece for me... i just went to try out... not bad... but the highest note... i have to reach near my bridge .... wow...
Had sight singing test... quite ok... cos we thought we supposed to sing solo for Dr Goh...
then comes our afternoonmare.... MOA TEST !!! Shaun and i were stunned when we looked at our papers..... and we kept makin sad faces... whahaha funny.... but....... sigh... i think im screwed for this module...
now... its time to practice... i dont wanna care for social life now... tata...
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Incomprehensible.....
Tomorrow's the MOA test...... and im still have no idea of what to do...... or even study what.... ideas and brains were nowhere to be found in my head...... sigh.. how i wished that i can comprehend things well..... well... i dont.... i cant absorb things.. and im always blur, not to mention bout the looks. what i've read will never get into my mind, only pictures. so, i guessed its best to see things in pictures than words.
Today had Harmony lecture, started out showing us our test answers. CRAP... i think im gonna fail this.... then Mr Yap start MODULATION..... OH NO!!! its difficult man !! and my group will be doin presentation on THAT !!! @#*%$!%&@$%&!
Heard somethings.... and its beyond my comprehension.....
went to MAKAN with angela and friends.... at SUNSHINE plaza..... its fun man... where everyone of us kept playin the MAYO on our food..
went back to school..... went to find teacher Xu...... and he asked me whether im prepared for my pieces....... and when im rdy..... he will asked me to perform..... uh oh~~ ..... and now.... i got another piece to practice on........ NEWS PAPER BOY?????
went to com lab... si han was watchin this movie.... saving bla bla bla..... i cant remember... while i was playin gem fighters with Reid....... crap man!! im supposed to study !!!!! wth.... so much for motivation.....
went for string class..... clarence didn come..... and im alone for the basses....... Mrs Santos..... as usual...... talk talk talk and want us to play......
went to find 2nd uncle...... rushed there like mad....... and Singaporeans doesn have the sense of courtersy...... ~~.....
went back to school and study.... instead..... we kept laughin and chatting..... kept asking for definitions...
went to eat with si han.... angela and Nuzli joinned us.... and we talked about ghost..... angela was afraid..... its common for gals to be afraid..... i dont believe in ghost.... except for spirit... but seeing things or hearing..... its all psychological...... believe me or not...... i never seen one be4...... even though i went to a graveyard be4....
somehow..... my EQ is decreasing..... i think its time..... to be alone....... maybe... or something.... i couldn communicate well..... nor i've something to say...... nth comes out my mind...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Argh......
ARGH........ >.<..... for some reason..... i dont know why i cant enter my blog.... it says that im not authorise to enter..... !!!! idiot...
just came back from orchestra....... Beethoven Symphony no.6 is a killer.... especially the 4th movement!!!! nvm... shall talk bout that later...
went for aural lesson this morning...... oh no!! i've done wrong pages for the hw.... so kuku man!! and im so worried that Miss yohanas will chase me out of the class... well...... it didnt.... she kept asking the rest of the class to sing out the sophage....and i was the only one that she didn called out.. PHEW!!!.... weikang joinned our class too...... hmmm...oh ya... must be last fri....
today is the first time for attending Symphony wind band...... wow!! the feelin is super different compared to string class and orchestra.. its very stressing...... there's this song that i have a solo part with a bass clarinet...... and the tempo is PRESTO!!! and the notes were in quavers... imagine how to play....... and !! the beat is in half time!!.... dotz...... and i got stucked....... Mr Adam looked at me..... and laugh......... Li feng laugh the loudest... argh!!!.. CLARENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls exchange back !! >.<......... no no no ... i musnt give up!! this is just the beginning.....
after wind band...... i play games with christhoven and sihan........ boy!! that christhoven is super CUNNING !!!!!!!! kept running about...... luckly thanks to SAKURA that i've been practiced on....... heh heh...... so idiot rite?? instead of practicing instrument...... i practiced on games....... dotx...
then Wee Liang..... from Campus 1...... came and asked for my help for his project.... by playin the piano while he taking pics of my hands...... wow........ so cool~~ and his camera...... i mean school's camera..... is ultra cool...... so many gadget...... lol...... and i seen my finger movement..... THEY LOOKED LIKE A FREAK !!! T_T...... nvm..... must do something bout it.....
went to meet 2nd uncle..... and he's bringing aunt to hospital for checkups...... sigh.. many sickness........ and she still dont wanna take gd care of herself..
then....... went for commuter concert...... sang by a Tenor..... PETER ONG and SHANE THIO, a piano accompanist....... Peter looked like a small boy while singing.......... and he has a gd voice......... perhaps Jeremy.... access course dude....... will be like him one day..... heh heh...... will be looking forward for that day...
went for dinner with sam and si han.......... and.. there's a secret among us........ whahahah.. SUPER FUNNY !!! XD
orchestra......... so ku ku man !!! clarence and i looked at each other.. and kept laughin.... kept missing notes........ and all we do was just pretending to play........ the first note and the last note...... while the middle notes were just pretending.........
right.......... very sleepy now.......... and hope that i have the AUTHORIZE to enter my blog......... kuku......
Monday, March 06, 2006
Great.....
Finally........ im done with all the performance.......... fri had CSCO concert....... i think its nice overall..... and all the songs starting to become GRAND.... lots of the audience kept callin for their friends on stage...... like a market...... Wen Chien.... a gal who also plays Dbass...... wasnt feelin well on that day....... ate some porriage that was bought by her teacher... thats nice~ she also told me something shockin after the 15 mins break....... where her junior was kinda interested in me???? =S..... she was amased by my skill or something...... thats what Wen chien told me...... zZzz...
then..... we went to Julia's chalet....... weikang and i got lost...... and Thanks to Zheng qiang to bring us in.... if not we will be rotting outside..... lol..... the chalet is fun....... weikang and rest went to play MAJONG.... since some of us dont know how to play.... we went to the beach..... talk talk talk......... Zheng qiang also taught us bout the Star pattern..... cool~~ then bout his army life...... very interesting..... hahaha.... oh ya...... i also bought French fries to share among us...... and me.... instead of chewing the food.... swallow the food like mad...... very bad for me.... surely will had indigestion problem..... sigh~
went back..... then talk talk talk..... ivan joined us..... and we got hungry again.... lol...... so we went to MAC...... ivan joined us..... he shared with us bout the year 2s different kind of ppl...... ok~ i didn know there were such ppl in NAFA..... shouldn say much...
went back.... and everyone was sleepin....... poor charmine.... no space for her to sleep...... so we sleep at the hard-rock platform..... we had to land the platform carefully so that it wont get damage......
Charmine couldn get a pillow to sleep...... so i offered her my bag.... inside got my clothes to make it soft..... and she went sleep....... sleepin halfway..... FHAIRIL SNORES !!!! loud man...... and both of us kept laughin....... Fhairil was sleepin beside her...... while ivan sleep beside me...... then..... IVAN SNORES !!!!! wah piang.. both charmine and i got caught by a 'Ferrarri' chiongster.....
this goes on until 7 plus.... and i went home at 8....
overslept and woke up at 12 after a nightmare...... maybe that nightmare was something..... and i rush off to Soka Youth Centre for rehearsal..... Today...... Soka University students will be coming to singapore for exchanging programe with us...... and our item was called to perform again since they find it interesting and amusing durin SD anniversary.... and me..... being a Panda again.... had to struggle to become a Tree again... =X
the Jap ppl are very 'ON'...... i admire their spirit..... they are full of energy...... full of passion..... and full of love among themselves.... this is what i learnt at the exchange... WATANABE.... a old jap member..... was called to dance their songs too....... i almost cried...... Imagine a old man doin a Fan dance...... and that dance is so violent until you hand wil fly off that kind..... that kind of spirit is superb.....
after that..... we went to eat..... i was called to escort three jap ladies..... (WOOOO HOOO =p)... with Wee Liang.... to a food court nearby..... then we share our local life in Singapore..... and theirs too..... one of the students told us that her trip from her house to the university is...... 3 HRS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one way trip only !!!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!!!!!! THATS CRAZY !!!!!!!! my trip is just 15 mins !!!!!!!!!!!!! and the other 2.... they living in the domertry.... or something.... 15 mins on bicycle....... wow !! now i realised that sporean ppl takes things for granted....... just a 1 hr trip...... they complain like mad.......... while this poor student took 3 hrs to reach school !!!!!! and 3 hrs to come back !!!!!!! so poor thing !!!!
and..... we introduce our local favourates to them... 5 dishes.... HOKKIEN MEE...... FRIED KWEI TIAO..... FRIED VERMICILLI..... FRIED CARROT CAKE..... and FRIED RICE......... all of these...... they never tried be4 !!!! oh my..... and they love it.... im so glad... they weren dare to eat the samba chilli..... and its one bunch of them...... i told them that i can finish..... and they wouldn believe...... so i finished it infront of their eyes...... and they were like..... " WOW !!!!!!! SEGOI !!!(amazing!)" then for our desert...... is fried ice cream !!!!!!! very nice !!!!! thanx to Weeliang who introduce them...... and its my first time tryin too !! yum yum....
and for the drinks....... Sugar cane....... we had to explain to them whats sugar cane and they didn understand..... until they tried and they love it !! Wee Liang is a great artist.... and he drew it perfectly until they understand.....
then...... we went to Telok Blungah Soka Centre..... by SBS bus...... then one of the jap guy..... not bad lookin...... wore 3 different coloured band...... BLUE YELLOW RED.... these 3 colours are the main colour of the SOKA GAKKAI INTERNATIONAL... and i asked him whether is he wearing for it... and he said yes........ and i showed him the colour of my BRACES !!!!!!!!! and everyone!! all the guys and gals...... went.......... WOOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! SEGOI!!!!! and all of them took picture of me and my braces........ whahahaha....... im so fortunate that my dentist is willin to let me choose my colour..... and its not just one colour only...... whahaha......
then we reached TBSC..... they came to watch our POST CHINGAY CELEBRATION....... the first part of the celebration is a video showing of us during the actual chingay at orchard...... and all of the jap student were amazed...... then..... later its a script by our TRAINERS !!!!!! super funny and nice !!!!! ....... then...... a pop dance...... and then......... GROUP SONG or CHEER !!!!!! our group.... A........ was called first....... then i played the piano....... playin a JAP song.... written by our SENSEI....... and the student was called to join us too since they know how to sing.......
i was so high that the way i play the piano..... is strong enough to break both the piano and my fingers....... whahaha...... and everyone loves it....... im so happy !!!!! XD.....
then...... its the rest........ we FINALLY GOT OUR CHINGAY SHIRT !!!!!! WOO HOO !!!!! and i went back to visit our jap student whom we met earlier...... they were shock and impressed by my piano........ and they didn believe that i was a pianist at first...... wow...
took lots of pictures......... and the guy whom i met in the bus..... came and took pic with me again...... with my braces showing.... whahaha......
then....... we went for supper .. and went home.....
FINALLY !!!!!!!!!! IM HOME !!!!!!!!! XD.....
just read Weikang's blog........ i really pity him........ and his dad...... indeed poisoned by a china whore...... i was so mad after reading this cos my uncle..... was also poisoned by a china bitch........ this is shit man...... my uncle...... havin a lovin wife..... with 3 daughters...!!!!!!! and he's got blinded by a slut......... there's this once where my aunt called my uncle...... and this bitch answered the phone...... scoldin my aunt... that my uncle is hers.... and scoldin my aunt not to pestering him........... WTF?????????? its should be the other way round man !!!!!! and my uncle....... is totally useless....... kept pestering my grandma for money and never ever work..... money for what????? for that CB BITCH !!!! ....and now...... i despise the china whores..... mom and dad always told me that china ppl were super cunning.......... and they are smart...... i agree with that.... i realised this statement when my china friend in sec tricked me........ not trick..... is backstabbing........ and i shall not forget their sin...... i dont know why are they doin this..... destroyin other ppl's family....... even if they in need of money or they are desperate...... just go geylang PLS.......
Friday, March 03, 2006
OUCH !!!!!!!!!!!
oh man........ im busyin writin out the lyrics for the performance on sat now........... so sleepy.......... oh wait !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIH HONG DA GE AND MARIE !!!!!!!!!!! XD.............. wow...... didn know both at same day ~~ =X.......... anyway......... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JULIA as well!!!!!! XD
had harmony test today.......... im surprised........ out of the ppl in our class......... i guessed im the first to leave at 10.......... whahahaha.......... i hand in my paper...... and Miss yohana kept reading through my paper.......... sharks......... confirm fail !!!!!!! 100% potential to fail.....
anyway....... went back to hospital to get my braces fixed....... who knows....... Dr Tan will be back at 2 while its 12 now !! omg........ wasted...... so i went to orchard to gai gai~~....... then went back
met 2nd uncle today....... treated me fish head curry........ yum yum !!!! very nice...... but he ordered so much for me !! and in the end i have to finish it all...... and he left hurriedly...... since he have to be back home early....... poor uncle........ busy man~
went to meet bday boy and other SISTAS............ watchin them eating Yoshinoya..... then gai gai again~~~~~~......... wanna cut hair......... but dont know why i dont dare to step into the shop !!!!!!!! cos.... few gals were inside......... and for some reason....... my legs didn dare to step in...... zZzzz....
in the end went home......... tomorrow performance......... hopefully can get hair cut~~
very pain now....
Thursday, March 02, 2006
OUCH !!!!!!!!!!!1
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
insufficient
its very stressing when you have to quickly get your hw done be4 the lesson next day.... appearently i haven touched my history and MOA homework since the CHINGAY practices..... and all sorts of practices..... oh sharks...... i think its time that i must return home early~ T_T...
anyway...... ARGH !!!!!!!!!! test is on thursday...... stress stress stress........ and yet i still can slack........ oh mother......
right.... im so glad the chingay is over........ but now..... its CSCO performance and SD performance..... piang~ busy busy busy...... i need a gd time management..... hopefully this week is over..
today Mr Yap dressed like a SBS bus driver...... and indeed he does looked like one ! =X..... kidding....... anyway...... he went through the notes everything that we've learnt be4..... and of course ppl do forget the previous notes... luckly my treasure is still with me... my notes of course...
went to eat with Shaun and gang...... steph asked me a simple question...... and well.... it does make me reflect myself.... gosh !!!!
string class is boring... but fun~ with the show from SI HAN~~ *claps* ya he performed a sonata piece by Beethoven.... accompanied by Yi Kai......while im the page turner... during the practices...... its fun to spot mistakes and correct them..... and sometime we laughed at our mistakes..... whahaha..... but its ok..... as long we corrected them will do... im so glad that Yi Kai is willing to coach me on piano !! boy !! i've been hopin to be coach by anyone..... Yi Kai is a gd pianist..... and his teacher is Ong lim tat..... wow~~ and im glad that im able to learn piano again...... previously..... ppl kept telling me that since im majorin in dbass now..... i should practice hard on it.... and im no longer a pianist.......like wth?? ..... this sentences hurts alot la~ its like throwing your 10 years of skill into the drain just like that... but its ok....... i shall work hard on both instrument...... no matter what it takes..... 2 hr on one instru then another 2 hr on other instru...
im glad that CQ have solve his prob..... and he thank me for being his gd friend...... even though i didn do anything much....... but anyway thanks CQ~~ isnt it gd to have a someone whom you can confide with??? go home with?? share secret with ??? sigh~ appearently..... i dont have any...... its like completely in your own world where you only have yourself to talk to..... or maybe a blog? diary?........ anyway.... its been like this since young....... hopefully can ta han abit more.....
thursday will be SH's bday.......... YAY !!!!!!!!! thousands of apologes for jane and cb for not joining you guys buying presents......... been busy with practices and lessons........ hopefully will join you guys on thursday after my dentist appointment....... one of my braces came off... needa fix it soon~.. wonder how's everyone..
tomorrow must show Dr Kan my work....... sharks man... surely kena screwed by her... shall burn midnight oil starting from now~.....
mom's hand is getting more and more numb as time goes by........ very very worried bout her...... sharks......... i must reach home very early after this week...... to help mom with chores......... hope that my sis will be hardworking enough to help out since she's always at home....... sigh....
had a very very very bad cough these few days....... jia lat man..
i needa more time and more sleep !!!!!!
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