Tuesday, November 29, 2005
What a ******************* day......
Right....... finally can use the com....... and its bloody frustrated when things goes what you didn wanted......... for me....... today is an example....
this morning...... my sweet sleep was disturb by my ringing phone...
Phone ringing:"im here without you baby......"
Me:"h.....he....hello??"
"hi yongrui... liang yi here... erm.... your line got free incomin call rite??"
me:"eh ya...."
Ly:"ok... cos i wanna ask you that... whether you can perform with the SCO flutist??"
Me:"H.....HUH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
Ly:"erm ya... cos the group that played yesterday..... wasn't.... erm you know.... ya.. some ran out of tune and some out of beat"
Me:" eh..... not very sure leh..... cos no score for me..."
Ly:" i think should be ok with you rite?? since you play piano everyday.... should be ok rite??"
WHAT THE HELL????????????????????????????
so....... basically.... to cut things short....... i kinda accept it in the end.... and IM SO PISSED WITH THE LAST MIN THINGY !!!!!!!!!! @*%#^@*^#*^@#@#!@@$@$....... ok nvm...... tried to find scores in POPULAR and PARKWAY...... but results was that bad......
nvm...... in the end my sis helped me rite out the notes..... chords i mean.....
then..... i went to tampines to practice........ somehow ...... i was still in pissing mood..... but when the gals came....... i was bit cooled down...... but........ everytime when the other item kids...... male teenagers i mean..... walked passed me.... will always take a stare at me...... what...... am i a scare crow??? ok.... i know playing "TONG HUA" its kinda out dated already.... but thats what im playin for the ballets..... sigh...... first time seeing ballerina dancin for the TONG HUA song.......... nvm.......
then...... practice finshed....... then suppose to go to sihan's hs......... AGAIN...... to collect my dbass... then went to bus stop...... GOT wet myself by the @*#^@^*#@ RAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was sulkin wet man !!!!! and......... the waiting for bus 22 was super long !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... nvm..... got up onto the bus......... si han called me..... sayin that he think i shouldn come already........ WTH??????? after all the sulkin wet and the waitin for bus ??????!?!?!?!!
but the reason was..... it will damp my dbass... ok...... luckly as a musicians..... its understandble..... if not..... i would have screwed sihan's ass upside down through the phone...... HEY SI HAN !!!!!!!!!! its ok one...... i understand.. =D.......
-_-..... but THANX TO THE F***KIN RAIN LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY MUST RAIN IN SINGAPORE????? WHY MUSN'T IT RAIN AT DESSERT??????? think im sick again...... and cos of rain...... my plan was RUINNED !!!!! ARGH !@^*#%@#%^*@#%*^!@%^*!@%^*!%*^@^@#%*^@#%*^@#@...................... nvm !!!!!!!!!!! i hop off the bus....... and wait for bus 15...... when i looked at the floor..... THE BUS JUST DROVE PASS WITHOUT STOPPIN !!!!!!!! FUKIN NB SBSES !!!!!!!!!!! FIRST WAS TAXI..... NOW ITS BUS !!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! XD.............
ok......... somehow........ today its the most happening day for me...... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually.... this is a test for me... somehow~.. for my patients..... ya man.... lucky i passed....... if not...... i would have commit suicide man...... its a test for me to handle such suituations..... ok...... so i wouldn helped much when such things happened again....... sigh.......... but for the last min thingy......... its really kinda pissing ppl off........ but nvm....... i shall try my very best........
oh ya...... for my yesterday's entry....... i've made a soul searching while sleeping........ that........ W.h.a.t.ever it is...... i'll just do what im told to do...... i wont care much....... if last min things happen.... and they wan me to do a perfect one,.... i'll try my best..... but if things goes wrong and if they screw me up for that..... i'll just FOOK them upside down................. nah not that serious...... the most just argue back......... sigh........ what a life i had......... sukin life........
OH YA !!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIKANG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deceiving...
just finished my rehearsal today... felt angry... but what i've learnt from there really struck my mind.....
this morning... reached home at 1 plus from si han's hs... and i had a hard time wakin him up..... whahaha...... but one part where i sit on him and he was down there 'OOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"..... oops..... sry dude..... but at least i've put a pillow at your arse man...... then sit....... whahaha....... ok la !!! no offense to your butt la.......
then...... my sis came back from popular later than me..... heng ar..... no wonder she never call me to nag at me for being home late..... phew........ then the both of us improvise on the song "spread a little happiness" introduction........ hmmmmm sounds more like the MP3.... nice.....
reached at tampines at 4...... then practice the same song all over and over again until 7..... i think my fingers can die man...... thats the first time i ever practice piano for 3 hrs !!!! =/.......
then........ its our turn to play...... first was piano duet with my sis..... both of us were kinda angry with the arrangements there....... dont wanna say bout it....... then its piano and ballet...... the stage for them is too crammed!!! cos of the instruments there........ then after that....... the person in charge went to talk to us....... sayin the duet sounds much nicer than yesterday....... but the piano with ballet....... he told me i must put all my feelings and emotions in it....... i felt kinda sad bout that......
went basement to practice....... then... trying to put all my feelings and emotions into the song...... somehow....... i cant find any.... very sad and full of anger !!! my heart is deceiving me !!!!!!.... i really hate my heart really much...... soft hearted..... always shy for nth...... feelings comes at wrong time...... i always felt like crying..... but i cant...... i think i ran out of them....... but when i need emotions..... i cant find it........ its so empty in it....... somehow.... i really wished..... that i can become my old younger self........ always full of guts...always fighting... no worries..... heck care... care free type...... but these were changed by my mom and dad....... cos of them....... i changed into what i am now..... doesn create trouble..... no fights everything.....
sigh....... i dont know....... sometimes...... i just wished..... i would live as an vegetable....... how i wished that i didn care bout everything...... i dont know why im performin for them....... chingay practices clashes with my performance........ and same religion thingy.... and they said that goin chingay is more important than YGM....... then YGM can go other region....... how i wished that i can tell them... FUCK OFF....... FUCK EVERYTHING.........
SCREW EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 28, 2005
What a long day....
Alrighty then... right now... im at si han's hs again... whahahhaa.... nth better to do anyway.... actually i have lots of things to do..... nvm...
this morning... went to tampines to join my sis's choir... then i sang with the kids "The Phantom of Opera"... with few variations... the song is super cool and nice.... then.... at 1... is the startin of the combine rehearsal.. OH MY !!!! so many performers !!! i was terribly shock by the amount of performers there... then.... we had our dry run through.... be4 that is indivial practices for each item... my venue is inside the hall itself... and when i accidentally played a mistakes... the ppl all turn back and look at me... and i saw them through the reflection of the piano... funny man....
then we had our full run.... hmmm.. seems quite ok... just that the ballets still haven complete their dance... then have to think of few moves... whatever they called.... but nvm... tomorrow have rehearsal again.... full dress... but i just have to bring my clothes to show them....
right... then had my dinner with Mr Fong... my neighbour... he's very lonely since his son left oversea to work... and his other song working at jurong... and seldom sees him... so... kinda feel sad for him.... and i have a feeling that he might treat me as his son.... very touching... but... past few weeks i think im very bad towards him... somehow didn find time to eat with him or chit chat with him... cos its always clashes with my schedule.... sigh... nvm... anyway... had a dinner with him.. he's very nice....
now... im at si han's house again and again and again and again...and his keyboard is super nice to type !!!!!! i can just keep on typing... typing ... typing... and typing non stop !!! its so soft !!! super nice !!! whahaha... anyway.... i think my sis is rather angry =X.... cos she needed to add on few movements for the duet with me... and im at si han's house... and tomorrow is the rehearsal... whahaha sry sis !!! =p....
anyway... i guessed everyone must have enjoyed the pictures that i've uploaded... WHAHAHAHAHA.... big difference rite ??? nvm !!! i shall put somemore.... whahaha... perhaps the baby me to the now me... whahahhahahaha.... right ppl !! im very lazy to update my blog in details now !!! super lazy !!! whahahahaha.... tata~~~
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Undecisive
Sigh..... im so undecisive now...... knock off from work at 1...... and been doin nth other than practicing piano...... i dont know what to do....... suppose to go joggin..... but bloody bad weather..... sigh...... its endless i think......... and tonight got chingay practices..... but im very afraid to go....... dont ask me why...... is not because of the trainin itself....... is one of the ppl there that im afraid off...... sigh....... scary....... then....... my friends told me i've seen to grow bigger....... just bigger.... not fat...... but big....... so is it gd or bad???? im very afraid of gainning weight again...... serious.......... you all shall know why.......
just ate finish laksa....... piang..... i think my appetite starting to increase daily...... and somemore eatting in a super adagio mode....... sigh......... RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! sigh.... its ok..... there's one month to do it.......... right....... ahem........ tomorrow is the dry run for every item...... and im so nervous !!!!!!......
ok..... wanna know why im so afraid of being fat?? go to the MORE section....... i've added a another pic to entertain you guys =D....... Jwen just said that the first pic was so fat...... hmmmmm WRONG........ see the newest one!!!!!!!! whahaha....... sooo enjoy urself......... whahahaha........ thats the previous me....... before that...... was super super skinny like a monkey...... but....... nvm........ get it ??? whahahaha......
what should i do??? empty!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
........empty..... i felt...... somehow.....
ok peeps !!!!!! in case you guys are bored....... before i goin to tampines........ im gonna blog another one for you......
today super hungry...... never eat at all........ morning woke up at 10.45..... then rush to tampines..... waited for the mei mei to come...... but she's late....... but its ok........ she went to see her new sec school....... well..... she just got back her PSLE results...... i guess she did pretty well....... cos she looked kinda happy and dance very happily..... whahaha....... then i left at 2..... the journey to NAFA from tampines was super long !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg !!!!!!!!!!......... can sleep man.....
then collected my results...... I GOT B!!!!!!!!!!!! wow.... i thoguht i will faill!!!!!!!!!! told my teacher...... he said...... "really? i expected A"....... oh my...... such high expectations for me !!! he said that my preperations was good.... very good..... well...... things does happening durn my exam..... lost of scores...... ran to esplanade...... got lost while searchin for room....... sad rite >?>? i guess that's SANSHOSIMA....... in case you all dont know what's that..... it means bad luck......... ya... i think so.... if im not wrong...... hehe....... i guess i disappointed my teacher pretty bad..... i was the first student who managed to learn Dbass only for few month before goin exam....... not beginner grade..... dip grade....... sigh..... oh well.... gonna work harder after getting my dbass.....
IM SO HUNGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! guys... you all shouldn be like me..... last time i used to starved for 1 week.... in order so slim down...... cos of what ??????? ya... you might have guessed it...... impress gals.. =/....... kinda stupid actually !!.... but that felt gd actually after slimming down 15 KG within 4 months...... =p....... i think that it's not necessary to change yourself just because you wanna her to accept you......... ppl only accept WHO you actually are...... not your change....... well..... if that guy/gal is bad...... everyone hopes to see the changes into good... i did this..... cos...... sadly to say.... im super soft hearted..... i didn know that myself until my sec friend scolded me.... " OEI !!!!!!! why you so soft hearted??? be a real man la...... dun always shy shy...." =/..... ya..... true......... guess thats explain for my softened heart whenever i see a gal cry..... i cant do anything....... i mean i cant scold her or something....... just couldn do it....... sigh...... nvm....
Btw... these attempts i had be4..... its not really correct... so dont follow =X....... just be yourself....... and most importantly... live life to the fullest !!!!!!!!!!!
oh well.. guess im super late again...... tata~~~~~~ enjoy !!
OK !!!!!!!! im back from the meeting !!!!!!!!!! wow..... speaking of slimming down... boon hao slimmed down too........ whahaha..... cool..... he looked different from before......... yup... just learnt something today.... that whenever you face a prob..... its pointless to pit point ppl... i mean its pointless shooting who is in the wrong or what-so-ever.... i rather wasting the energy to think of a solution...... and not just a solution to solve this prob..... a solution..... so that next time you wont face any difficulties...... thats very important and i've just learnt that........ its true actually...... there's more...... but i dont know who to put this in.... its something you must experience yourself to understand it....
anyway... after the meeting...... i chat with boon hao and the rest....... its been 3 months every since my last meeting with boon hao.... yup.... we both kept sayin we look different.. =X... then.... a guy distribute the tickets for the 3rd Dec to everyone.... telling them... " must ask your friend to watch ar.... come and support Yongrui..."........... wow i dont know who's that guy is and yet he knew bout me... =X... funny~~ then boon hao told him that im yong rui......... cos be4 that........ that guy thought im new here.... so he just shake hand with me... =X.....
" REALLY?!?! your yongrui ?!?!"
"haha ya..."
"nice to meet you.... must do well for the performance ar... "
hmmmmm... kinda funny actually... the performance...... just play a simple song actually... well... compared to NAFA.. the songs are very easy...... cos its just pop songs and some oldies...... nth classical...... and after watching Audrey's bro, Tommy, playin piano... i felt that wow..... so young and bloody talented... hmmmmmm.... Audrey is kinda proud of him i can say.... well... im proud of my sis too =D.... also another weirdo.... play piano like nobody's business....
well....... Weikang..... what misleading your talkin about ??? huh huh huh????
My my my....
ARGH..... this morning rained heavily again..... so freaking cold !!!!!!!!!!..... hmmm....... yesterday went back to school after sending avan off the airport....... sam, angela and aud....... kept asking me idiot question........ hmmmmmmmmmmmmm SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh........ ya..... then bought some snacks back to school...... the potato chip cheese flavour is super nice man.... then at night watched CHICKEN LITTLE in the com lab........ oh ya... before that was RED EYE...... so cool..... i like the part where to gal stab the bad guy's throat with a pen !!! cool !!! and there's a hole in his throat...... whahaha..... soooooo....... ppl out there who loves to smoke and worried that their teeth will get yellow... can smoke through the hole !!! =p....
right....... the chicken little show was very cute.... funny....... and at the same time touching....... the moral of the story itself is " trust your family "...... i think its very true....... having family trust is the most important you ever get...... without their trust....... you will feel completely out of this world........ no matter what...... family is most important ppl in your life..... no matter how they treat you, dealin with you, they're still your family......... im proud of my family..... happy family....... cool family........ my sis is cool.... though she's bit plum... =X...... but partly cos she's big sized...... mom's also big sized..... thats why im also big sized.... =X........ if sis ever slim down.... i think many guys out there will definitly woo her....... trust me...... ok...... still.... i miss my dad terribly much........
ok..... i shall go on....... went home....... watched SKY HIGH....... also very cool !!! and its also bout family....... cool eh~~~~ i love the combination of super strength and flying power......... so cool !!!!!!! can punch the floor...... whahaha...... then watcher CONSTANTINE later on...... erm....... its also cool....... but the story line kinda boring....... the last part im still confuse..... the death of the twin sister of the police lady.... still didn solve.... only know that she went to heaven =/...... and by right...... john almost went to hell....... since they loved him so much =X.... but in the end he lived on........ hmmmmmmmmm...... ok......
right........ later gonna have practice at tampines at 12...... so still got 1 hr to blog =X... and then later........ COLLECTION OF OUR RESULTS !!!!!!!!! im so nervous and worried !!!!!!!! sigh...... i hope that i will pass my harmony and practical well....... i have so much high hopes on them...... for the practical..... im very worried..... cos at that time it seems like a masterclass rather than havin exam...... sigh....... harmony...... i so kpo and harmonised the qUAVERs.... argh..... nvm.... then at night got YMD meeting at tampines again....... so erm....... time is kinda tight abit...... tomorrow working in the morning............. got weird dreams last night...... that i got 59 for harmony T_T...... noooooooooooooooooo...........
so...........i guess thats all i have......................... for now........... will be continued at night....... so stay tuned!!!!! ;)
Friday, November 25, 2005
HAPPY !!!!!!!
so happy !!!!!!!!! the weather is gd !!!!!! sun shinning so bright !!!!!!!!!! what a day man...... right....... morning went for joggin...... finally.... its been weeks that i haven been joggin under hot sun..... saw kids central host....... melvin..... hmmmmmmm he's with babes there.... and they were filming i guess...... ya..... continued running running....... and then walked~~~~~
SO HAPPY !!!!!!!! mom finally returned me my precious phone !!!!!!!!! WOO HOO !!!!!!!! and..... wow..... so many msg waiting for me to read....... 30+ !!!!!!!! =/ .....
later gonna send evan off to bangkok....... dont forget to buy us something ar~~~~~~~~` whahahaha......
ok... tomorrow's schedule will be very tight..... suppose to meet the ballerinas for practice but needa go back school to take results...... sigh..... GD LUCK GUYS !!!! then night got meetin.....
sat working again...... then got chingay practices....... sigh~~ no holiday for me....... T_T....
oh well...... this happiness is kinda temporary......
Right... now im in school.... finally went back to school... whaha.. i missed the coms there.... the HEAT and COLD over there... now im waiting for sam they all to return from their "dinner"... so hungry man... think my tummy kept complainin over 2 hrs.... =X...
ok... just sent evan off..... and managed to reach there on time.... 5 mins be4 she went in... PHEW.... thanx to the driver man... and we took some pics together... her bro funny man... no wonder she kept scoldin her bro like nobody's business... shhhhhhh !!!! whahaha.... oh ya... weikang is a joker man.... be4 evan went in... weikang msged me that he can go but what time... WHAHAHAHA.... funny ~~~ if he can reach within 5 mins.. whahhaa....
Then... i went off with nuzli and joyce... very sad to hear that she wont be comin back to NAFA until next july... joininh the year 1..... again.... very sad for her,..... just because of attendence only... what a money sucker man..... shhhh... shouldn say more bout school.... oh ya... tomorrow is the release of our practical results........... im so worried !!! gd luck everyone !!....
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Dedications
Right...... just practice finish my duet part..... added some ornaments in it... and im still bored.... really really bored......waiting for the BLEACH eip 59 to download finish.... so slow !!!!!! just heard from Jwen that i passed my harmony !?!?!?!?! wow..... so happy !!!!!!!! whahaha..... but thing is..... how much i've fare...... all my hopes are in harmony..... and i started learning the rules everything in grade 6 when i was in sec 1... until now.... i still haven taken my grade 6.... mom is so mad at me..... yes mom..... im repending now..... T_T..... oh ya..... im glad for everyone who passed harmony too.... CONGRATS !!!!!!!! and for the practical results that will be commencin this fri.... GOOD LUCK !!!!!!! i dont know will i passed though...... sigh~... nvm
right~~~~ just glance through everyone's blog..... cos im really bored... sry dudes..... and saw weikang's blog was gettin interesting..... wow.... weikang..... dont worry..... everything will go fine~ =D...... dont worry to much.... Jwen you too !!!! whahaha...... so........ im dedicating this song in my blog to everyone of you !!!!!! enjoy !!! X-D
left... so bored these few days...... dont know what to do either...... im still very undecisive of what to do now....... how i wish i can be like CLOUD STRIFE..... with no worries......he live to fight and fight to live..... with no obstract in his heart..... somehow he's a non emotional soldier...... but with the entry of TIFA and AERIS....... they opened the gate in his heart..... and erm.... ya...... a lover boy now..... =X..... can say its kinda triangle love......
so erm...... i think i've ran out of ideas again... -_-"..... to my friends out there..... no worries.... everything will be just fine....... ^_^....
ADIOS !!!
Into the Realm
Just came back from practice with the ballerina........ wah..... kinda felt sad and happy.... sad that cant get to play the songs that i wanted...... happy that the ballerinas finished their dancin moves......
this morning..... woke up super late..... first time man...... 12.30.... whahaha.... and im late already !!! suppose to reached there by 1.... and i needa leave by 12.... but luckly the ballerina called my hs and said that she will be late...... phew....... so lucky...... then i rushed there le.....
just ate finished chicken rice that mom bought........ so nice of her !!!!! its been long time that i ever eat a traditional chicken rice...... yum yum....... and my mom also bought the INDIAN rojak...... also long time never eat le........ and she force me to eat the ONION !!!!! not small one..... BIG ONES !!!!!!!! omg..... i almost cried while eating halfway.... so many of them !!!! and the onion make my nose itchy.... and spicy.... btw...... SI HAN AND WEIKANG will you feel jealous??????? ONION LEH !!!!!whahaha......
ya...... so fun eh~~~~`........ haven been goin back school since last week..... kinda miss there.... and so long never see my classmates already...... some goin overseas soon...... BON VOYAGE !!!!!!!!...... wahaha.....
yesterday..... my sis wanna play the HARVEST MOON........ and she kept asking me what are the configurations while i was bloggin....... irritating !!!!!! =X..... and funny thing is........ she accidentally throw the seeds in the house......... wasted man......... cucumber seed somemroe !!! whaha...... cost alot man..... and i told her to dig her house....... =X....... and then....... she slept in my room... -_-..... lol...... and she kept makin noises when i wake her up...... whahaha......
sharks....... the onion smell still trapped inside my throat..... !!!
anyway..... the performance is next week already.... kinda nervous.... first time to perform in my temple..... and playin duet with my sis FIRST TIME !!!!!!!!! bro-sis duet.... cool ~~.... hope all my friends will go...... =D...... the main purpose is to gather all the youth and enjoy themselves.... ya....
25 of dec will be havin party at HENDRI's house.... kinda miss everyone of my classmates...... well..... obvious that everyone of them changed their appearence....... sigh...... i dont think mine did..... whahaha.......
Anyway..... kinda glad that weikang and rest have finally made their move..... by confrontin you-know-who...... i mean its really a need to stop all this nonsense..... though im not really involve..... but i've help you once....... worst... you backstabbin the ones who helped you..... thats not super nice....... and that sux big time..... and when you told us bout the OPERANTIOn..... everyone almost got their heart pump out... kept worryin about you even though exam is coming..... and i would appreciate that you should stop denyin and just admit it...... even if we are wrong.... just convince us with your EXCUSES....... we are not being prejudice..... we just wan to study in NAFA happily.... and im very glad i've found a good place to study compared to my sec school....... with a cockup principal and a cockup wanna-be students......ok i should stop.....
oh well..... thats all for today........ see what i can blog tonight if i have any more ideas...... tata~~~
(spread a little happiness!!)
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
STupid nose
ok...... just came back after meeting my leader......... ate at the food court there...... wow he bluff me... T_T..... he asked me to buy something to eat...... and the something,..... i thought is MEAL....... in the end..... his something is DESSERT..... T_T...... hahaa..... nvm....... then he talked to me about.... bring confidence in yourself....... show your passion whatever you do...... ya...... its true i can say....... heeding advice from an experience man is gd~~ his experience is a scary one....... lots of hardship he have to go through.. and he managed to break through this.... and i respect him for that.......
still got lots of things that he talked to me about...... and he told me that.... mixed music and confidence....... and will become a good musicians...... i think....... if im still remember....
just saw weikang's blog...... wow very interesting i must say !!!!!!! he can become a policeman.. can play mind games too...... wow....... his IQ must be high.... i think mine is lesser than 50.... sigh......
idiot thing is...... my nose keeps bleeeding....... really irritating....... since past few days already...... really irritating !!!!!! and these blood clot stuck inside my nose.... ARGH !!!!!! whahaha...... is like "BI TI"........ =X...... ok dont say already.........
oh wait.......... "HNIFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!! HNIF!!!!!!!!!! ssssssssplat''....... ok.. there goes my blood clot... =X...........
wahhaa kidding......... tata~~~~~` GD NITE GUYS !!!!!!
Rain rain go away !!!
ok.. the blog skin was change again... at first was the FFVIII rinoa and squall together...... and thanks to Jwen and i now FINALLY now how to do these kind of crap le..... haha kidding..... and now its Cloud from ADVENT CHILDREn..... the anime was...... erm.... cool during the fighting part..... i only like his...... SWORD.... and his hair.... whahaha...... nth else....... oh ya..... TIFA !!!!!!!!! heh heh..... =X...... strong gal i can say...... ok....... THE BLOG SKIN TOOK ME 1 HR TO FINISH !!!!!!!!! so...... i wont change again !!!!!! until when im free... whaha........ eh WEIKANG........ im not a gay nor a girly....... i dont know what to put also....... so i put this skin........... so difficult to choose....... ok... i just found another one already...... whahaha
anyway...... just came back from work....... doing cashier today.... no excess or shortage..... whahaha...... ok..... its been raining for days already !!!!!!! really.... SIANZ ar.... cant do what i wanna do...... tomorrow morning pls dont rain....... dont spoil my activities....... sigh~.....
tonight...... will be meeting my student leader..... dont know doin what also....... anyway..... hope it doesn rain again..... whahaha.....
tomorrow will be rehearsing with the ballerina at 1 tampinese...... hope that she will dance on the song that i wanna play...... its by KEVIN KERN....... the sundial dreams....... the one played before in the MRT one..... hahaha..... remember????
yesterday the dudes havin conference....... so sadist man..... dont wanna include me... =X... kidding la...... not free also..... and its about the YOU-KNOW-WHo...... dont wanna get involve more about it....... just let it be........ but names being use anyhow wasnt nice either...... but its fine now...... whahaha....... glad that didn return to old self....... kinda idiot i can say...... but now...... studyin in NAFA..... is very fun and can say that my life changes.... must start new and gd..... =X..... even things start to go wrong...... best is to compromise...... if not...... this thing have to go on for 3 years man......
anyway....... i think i've made a wrong decision....... givin ppl my msn mail whom i barely know, wasnt a good choice...... i dont wanna talk about it...... its very scary........ very very scary...... SUPER SCARY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh...
oh boy...... rain rain go away~~~
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
what a day
Woke up at 10 plus this morning......... yesterday have fun time with si han...... we both were high..... i kept disturbin his friend....... and vice versa.... and he's so scared and kept tellin his friend that it was me who did it..... lol...... funny...... had a supper with him and his dad..... his dad is really nice....... cool also...... funny too...... i wished i can see mine again....... sigh......... ok...... then we played chess...... then keep lookin at blogs...... lol...... so fun....... BO LIAO i would say...... oh ya..... we were busying findin food in his hs.... and all we eat was sardine....... thats for the later part.............................................. then my sis called si han's phone this morning... and i pick it up...... cos the no. is very familar and realised that it was my sis~~ =X...... nvm.... pick up the phone....
" OEI !!! where are you !?!?!?!?!! you know what time is it now???"
" ya... woke up quite long ago le.... leaving soon la.." ........... actually im not.. =X...
"you better faster come back ar......................... eaten already??? "
=X...
then si han woke up..... asking me who called... and he got shock after i told him...... " REALLY??? thats your sis??? like a aunti leh..... shout so loud..."
SI HAN... you devil devirish!!! whahaha... keep dreaming of someone eh....... MSN somemore....... lol........ ya... i was busying disturbin his friend through msn while she thought it was him...... whaha..... didn know he's so scared of her..... sectional leader only ma...... the most just woo her lo.....
OK JUST KIDDING !!!!!!!
=X... whahaha....my sis is similiar to my mom..... not the looks..... but as in character.... both of them are really smart... while im dumb..... ok la... i admit ok???? in addition....... they both can yell very loud...... whahahah scary eh~
ok... then took cab home.... really tired...... then my sis was sitting infront of the com..... telling me stop makin them worried..... whahaha.....
then went to work........ really tired today..... and i worked extra OT 1 hr just to help the gals..... what to do..... im the only teenager guy there..... and today is a busy day for us...... whahaha
and here i am.... BUSYING FINDIN THE SONG for the ballet...... i foudn the score already !! but i needa MP3 for the ballerina.... shocking...... she's older than me while she looked young... and she's same age with my sis.... this week is a busy period for me..... working.... practicing..... and CHINGAY TRAINING.... oh my..... the schedule is very scary.... SO MANY TRAINING !!!!!!!! can kill me anytime.....
hoping that things goin smoothly after this holiday.... things are getting complicated already..... and its really pissing everyone off.... the call from the you-know-know-who to the gals is already making me pissed..... called my name for nth..... oh well.... nth to say...... must have BIG heart.....
so envy of my friends who are goin overseas soon...... while im still stuck in spore~~ sometimes.... i hate local singaporeans...... kia su... kia si.... everything also complain...... so spoiled..... and its pointless to complain.... wasting money... time and energy... rather use them for enjoying with family and friends......... serious...... and sometime i felt shameful of being one...... SOMETIME only ar..... but im proud to be singaporean....... really lucky to live in spore....... close and warm...... and thats why.... everyone take this for granted..... and eventually became kiasu kiasi.....worst of all.. young kids trying to be a beng..... or lians..... seeking attention..... playing trurant...... being rude to teachers.... shoutin COLOURFUL words to them.....
ok i think thats enough already.... must have big heart.... whahaha....... just hope that everyone of them will know whats right and wrong...... and most importantly..... LIVING IN HARMONY !!!!!!!!!!!! with perfect cadence at the end........ =X...
but......... just saw weikang's blog...... something must have happened..... not trying to be KPO.... but seriously... this really concerns us.... we all trying to be nice...... kind..... concern..... and wanna help you.... but YOU!!!!!!!!!!! taking advantage of us !!! taking things for granted....... think what?? your the only one who is facin difficulties??? then we are not??? think that the ppl with single parents not facin difficulties??????? when you were in pain.... we took all the trouble to save you...... and..... mocking us behind us...... its fine with me..... but thats not what everyone wants to be treated this way..... everyone coming to NAFA is to study.... making nice.. and good friends...... and then graduate happily with cert....... when i first saw you....... somehow.... my impression is right....... but we close one eye........
ok..... dont just because of that dummy and spoil our mood........ its really IRRITATING....... nb........ if you weren happy..... can jolly well get the F*** out of nafa.... or even better..... bring whatever cockroach gang of yours..... or GODDY bro.......
WHATEVA...........
lastly... BON VOYAGE to everyone!!!! =D
Monday, November 21, 2005
Si Han's house.... again.... again... and again....
TA DAH !!!!! here i am bloggin again... i just realised that i blogged twice daily.... whahaa... and now im at si han's hs... maybe stayin overnight.... eh.. no.. confirmed..... the last bus is GONE !!! GONE !!!! just like that.... actually i went to his house mainly to get my Dbass.... then we went to eat...... but in the end his dad told me that the person... SABO... said that the dbass got some prob... and... ARGH !!! nvm.... understandable.....
and here i am bloggin... just now si han is cybering with his sick friend.... =X...... whahahha kidding..... lalala~~~.... so fun eh~~~ didn know cybering is so fun... somemore will get to use SNIPER !!!..... cool~~.... nvm... PIG HEAD also got.... muahahahaha
ooops... he gonna kill me.... KIDDING LA !!!....
ya.... what he mentioned in his blog is kinda true.... if cant look after your gal.... let him look after then !!! whahahaha kidding.... ahem ahem... seriously.... everything is about trust and faith.....
First day
alrightly then...... just reached home from chingay's training..... woke up at 7 this morning.... and slept at 4 plus...... cos of playin HARVEST MOON..... whahaha..... then sis's friend bring us to tampines there...... and prayed for 1 hr..... and i slept while praying.....=X....... basically i closed my eyes and just chant....... most of all... prayed for every students in spore who are still havin exams all the best.... ya.... then general director told us that MAN... as in older men... are not what they look like.... for instance.... "why men are so timid at times?" " well... men are not timid.. they were just understanding where they try not to argue and have a conflict".....
after that..... went to eat ROTI PRATA with sis..... not so fullin though..... then went to chingay practice....... reached there late.... and everybody learnt few steps already...... and i stood there confuse..... no idea what to do..... then there's one trainer came and taught me..... after he showed me once..... i was able to dance all the steps.... whaha..... and he said that i was a fast learner..... =X.... cool~~ ya... its very fun actually..... and i met my GYM friends !!!!!! yay !!! what a reunion!!! and we have a chat during break...... catchin up with my friends..... then went to practice again..... then our group (mine is A)..... had a little sharing..... introducin ourselves..... they were shock that i am a music student..... whahaha... and they even thought im a sportsman or something..... maybe~~..
then went to find my sis in the next building..... where she's coaching the junior choir.... and every kids keep calling me...... calling names.... lol.... calling me TOMATO... where i used to laugh until my face turned so red..... ya.... =X....... and i played the duet accompaniment with my sis.... sight reading.... whahaha....
then..... went to parkway to have lunch with mom..... funny thing...... i was so hungry !!! first round was beef noodle !!!!!! YAY !!!!!!! and its upsized...... then.... i ate duck rice !!!!! whahaha.... so hungry~~~~~..... must do 3.6 KM run le..... =X.....
after eatin we went to NTUC.... to buy stuff for makin CHeese cake...... after payin and waitin for my sis to fill up the lucky draw thingy.... my mom and i went to see the magazines...... and i was thinking that whether she will take the MAN'S HEALTH S'pore...... with the front cover page model ALAN WU.... and really she went to take a look..... WAHAHAHAHAH......
Me: " wah not bad ar mama~~...... you also will read this kind of MAG ar~~ " (in chinese)..
Mom: " no la... no la..."...
whaha..... so funny she.... =X...
cant blame..... ALAN WU is indeed a HOT BOD...... how i wished mine is like his.....=X... well.... only little..... but must work hard for it....... its kinda difficult to have a bod like his~~....
phew..... now.... im still very full after 2 meals...... whahaha....... and now.... its time to play game and piano!~~~~ whahahahha.....
Right..... bout previous blog.... its been long time ever since i've been swearing..... and now...... didn have any choice...... to some ASSHOLE.... its a must to swear at them...... it indeed felt gd after swearing.... whahaha just kidding.... but i wont do it again....
Maybe
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Confusion
oh well.. just reached home from the rehearsal with sis.... erm... did nth actually..... just that my sis and i have to improvise a song from the CD..... wow..... not one ballernia but TWO...... and i have to play for them...... =S...... the song that one of the ballerina showed us.... is very very nice and slow..... but somehow..... its hard to capture it....
and later~~ i practiced the duet with my sis....... she was busying naggin at me...... whahaha...... so fun~~~...... oh ya...... and the place was full of kids..... and those kids nowadays.... really like being PUNK..... dont see a need to be one actually..... just be yourself~~ BREATH MORE !!!!!!! whahaha.....
right........ went to ate supper with my sis...... so nice of her to treat me..... really appreciate...... and then.... she told me that how fortunate i am.... that so many ppl cared for me..... and while i thought she's the lucky one.... but actually no...... felt very bad.... thats what i told her...... but she said it wasnt me..... its just them..... my relatives.... and my neighbour..... they kept asking about me...... and not her..... sigh.... and now.... i must treat her better and nice..... and not to take advantage of her ( IM NOT !!)......
well..... tomorrow must wake up early...... to have chingay training..... the first training..... so cool........ oh well.... NIGHT guys !!!! sweet dreams
just heard that someone told evan and jwen that i gave that bastard their no.. what the FUCK??? im gonna spell this CLEARLY AND BIG !!!!!!!!!! whoever ANYHOW SAID this.... they better watch out...... son of a mother fucker........ FUCK OFF......... to that particular person...... YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.....(phew..... Felt better.... whahaha.... but didn mean to swear though)
Spread a little happiness....
Right now...... thought of what Dr Kan scolded me yesterday..... still erm... ya... last min work totally suks... not really last min la... lack of documents surely no choice but... heh heh... nvm ....
yesterday night... my sis and i had a hard time finding scores for duet.... my sis practically found bunch of scores of ANIME through online !!! wow !!! got INUYASHA !!! NARUTO !!!! BLEACH !!!!!!!!! oh my... SCORES !!!!!! then got the SPIRITED AWAY !!! and more !! cool~~ and there's this song "Kaerazaru Hibi"...... its from some anime.. and its totally a jazz-type... its so nice and very romantic.... and whats more..... its improvised by someone..... so... there's no score for it...... WTH !!!!!!!!! argh >.<.... so its time for me to learn how to improvise.... and funny thing...... i dont know what to start with..... i dont know the main melody yet..... and tonight is the rehearsal already...... ARGH !!! time passed so quickly within a blink of an eye!!! ya... still remembered durin NAFA orientation...... and now its already holiday... and my life surely changed ever since i stepped into NAFA... can be gd or bad..... or even both... still.. i still missed my sec classmates.. wonder how they doin..... im sure they have their gd time.... many of them already founded their ONE already... and im not ready yet still..... aiya... dont talk about that already....
today is LITING's Bday !!! HAPPY BDAY !!!!!!!! whahahaa.... sry ar...... just received the news that you all now already at marina sq there le...... maybe i'll join..... cos..... needa practice piano soon..... for tonight's rehearsal.. =_=....
now.... im listenin to all the songs in piano version..... wow.... jap pianist are very great...... they can improvise whatever they know..... cool..... how envy..... how i wished i know how to improvise..... but nvm......... still a rookie for now.... whaha...
think i stop here already..... out of idea...... finally can get to play "Harvest moon" in Play station again.... YAY !!!!!!!! its my pastime favourate and its fun man..... ok... im not a kid anymore..... but thats all i can do during holiday other than outing.... whahahaha....... so.... GUYS !!!!! ENJOY YA HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!! tata~~
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Glad... somehow disappointed...
Left..... right now im in com lab.... just received my history results......... guess what... I PASSED !!!!!!!!! shocking !!!... my test paper i got 45/100.... even shockin !!!!! wow... serious.. i expect to get 20 plus only... and even shockin.... my essay got 22/35.... wow.... serioous.... i really didn expect.... but shouldn be complicent for now..... and im happy for all my friends who passed.... for some who happy for their acheivements and some did not... but still im happy for them.... for some who needa retake... my support to them... and all the best to them....
before i go to school.... received a call from Liangyi.... my zone leader.... somehow he asking me... to perform another item... O_O.... ahhhhh.... ya... he also passed me the ballet dancer's no. ... i called her.... guess what ??? its a indian guy who picked up the call... WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... and my first thought was that oh my... an indian guy ballet dancer... whahaha... i called back Liangyi.... told him about it... he too was shock.. and i kept laughin secretly... whahha... blur~~~ then he gave me another CORRECt one.. try calling her... but no one picked up... oh well... think call her back later.... for the Ballet song... i think i know what to play already.... 'TONG HUA'... with the effect of the ballet dancer.... somehow i think i should add ppl...
Right..... now we still thinkin where to go now... si han cant go out cos he ran out of cash now.... weikang... dont know what he wanna do also... stayin in the com lab ?? i think im gonna died out of hunger... im totally famished....
disappointing... Dr Kan scolded me infront of everybody... that whether did i copied anybody's work... i said NO... but she insist askin me again... and then she asked me that whether did i lent other ppl my work... i told her i lend it to si han... and i kena scolded again... sigh... i apologised to her... and she said no need... SIGH...........................................
so now... im kinda sad bit... even though i passed my history... got a D... but B for study skills.... oh well... more sad thing is... my harmony... all my hopes are in it... i have confidence that i will pass during the exam... somehow... stupid thing i did is... i HARMONISED THE QUAVERS !!!!!!!!!!!! noooooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!! ..... very sad..... sigh....
Front.... still thinkin what to do during holiday... very undecisive now... but i have the clear pic of what i wanna do....
Back...... home from school....... watched the "god pls give me more time" with weikang and rest..... bought lots of snacks back..... oh boy..... weikang is a good eater.. he can eat everything =X.... kidding...... and he keeps asking about the show..... AIYO!!!! just watch la.... lol.... and he keeps asking us to watch shark tales....... ya... the show is cool and funny... sadly... i wanna watch the jap show..... why?? cos got Kuyoko Fukadah.. =X... i think spelled wrongly... nvm....
now... just played finished the 'tong hua'... i think its kinda short..... should added more melody........... just received msg from Liangyi.... wah..... so many rehearsals!!! and during 3rd dec... rehearsal from MORNING then performance at night...... @_@..... tomorrow... i dont know what to do...... slack at home ??? nah... i think i know what to do already... haha
Friday, November 18, 2005
o_O
Just finished my work....... THANKS AUDREY !!!!!!!!!......... my sis make cheese cake.... YUM YUM !!!!!! somehow that cheese is not those sweet type... its kinda sour.... but my mom said its totally nice!!! =X.... but sadly... she accidentall drop at the edge of our fridge..... AW MAN !!!!!! wasted !!! but lucky still got some...... and she's down there sobbing her bad day..... well... and the song for my blog... totally suits ...=X.... just received Dr Kan's mail..... that tomorrow changed to 2.30-3.30.. i dont know whether should i go....... cos i know the results...... have no confidence in myself....... sigh... seriously.... i dont know what should i do..... im afraid....
Ci qing just told me his school will soon give him an attachment..... somehow he will be earning 1500 per month.....and he's still tellin me... SIANZ..... i think he owe a bashing BIG TIME... -_-.... think he better go bang wall.... =X..... haha jk.....
just ate sushi again..... same ingredient again..... wanna try new stuff.... like adding beef ( MY FAVOURATE!!!!) ??? or something else.....
Sunday is the first day for our chingay practice.... kinda excited for it.... can meet new ppl.... and can learn new things too...... and while my sis teachin choir in the buildin next to our practice area..... cool~~....
3rd Dec is YGM gathering.... so nervous !!!! gotta perform 2 item..... argh..... any ideas for a ballet song guys ?????
Beginning of holiday??? or ending of school term??
Right..... today is so called holiday for me...... time to work le.... to kill time of course..... and of course earn a little~ tomorrow is the day which will determine whether i should be happy or sad..... ya.... its the result for our history and study skills..... study skills i woundn worry about..... but history...... i can predict that i will fail..... sigh......... today morning suppose to jog with ci qing..... that kuku didn call me..... and somemore call me so late...... oh well.... rainin too~
i wonder what will everyone be doin during the holidays..... study to catch up ? play?? goin out ?? workin?? hmmmmm...... im not sure about that...... but for me..... i think i would probably working..... catchin up what i've been missing out..... perhaps changin myself ??? why??? i think thats my habit since sec school..... i like those changing over or something.... the feelin is extraordinary and gd..... serious !!...
aiya.... my friends got their full of comments that my DOTs is too much.............................................. awwwww...... =X...... too bad~~ my keyboard sensi is high.... so i press and hold for awhile..... the thing will run fast.... BLEAH.....
3rd of dec is the Youth Gm gatherin..... still got no idea what to play for.... and im still thinkin whether im still playin for the duet or something..... songs for ballet..... i dont know..... i've thought of it.... but.... dont know or lazy to get it =X...
hmmmmmm heard that today is Angela's bday???? HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her!!! think kinda slow by 12 hours =X..... haha... perhaps they havin a celebration maybe~~~~ heh heh Yikki.... you should know what to do man...... make her day happening ;)
yesterday its not actually a chingay meeting..... its just an normal meetin..... and all the friends there shared their testimonal... somehow is very related what im facin now..... and i think their very strong and wisdom to face and conquer it... its something about management.... and i think i know what to do for my lesson...... maybe~... somehow i admire and evny those ppl who can managed their time and thing very well.....
this sunday is the starting of chingay trainin le.... so fast !!!! i dont even know what to do !!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
what should i do???
my goodness... its raining now... suppose to be on my way to SYC for chingay meeting... and yet im still here.... nvm...
today just had my practical... i think its very chaotic.... first... clarence lost his SIMANDL original book which the examiner need... 2nd... i lost my way to the room !!!!!!!! omg..... and i met up jovan, fairul..... they thought its raining outside...... why ??? cos im sweating like mad... and i look terrible.. thats what they told me.... its so chaotic... oh ya... clarence broke his dbass... dont know what happen... the scales.... wah piang... luckly mr richard and watson got patient.... my G major scale and F major scale is fine... so does C harmonic minor.... chromatic scale.... should be ok ba... then F# minor arpeggios !!!!!..... ARGH !!!!!!!!!! i know how to play..... but the neck of my bass is so wet...so i cocked up.... oh well... then the first piece for my studies is not so bad...... they even said not bad..... but for my 2nd... sigh... can la..... but the first line i got messed up.... the last note for each bar suppose to be sustain note... but i played it as accent.... T_T.. so its like havin masterclass rather than havin exam...
then watched movie with the rest... finally can get to watch the myth... not bad.... but its confusing..... the story line always change here and there..... @_@.... then after that.... we watched the ever after... again~~ but i left..... needa go for the meeting...
reached home..... guess what... boon hao called me....... asking me to accompany a ballet dancer for a show on 3rd of december... ahhh~~~~... im so confuse now.... cos i will be havin piano duet with a gal.... dont know what and how she look like.... =X.... sigh.... nvm..... gonna work hard for the pieces..... gotta find a piece for ballet.... any ideas guys ???
oh my.... look at the time now !!!!!!!.... blog again later.... tata....
what should i do ??
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
What if.....
Reached home around...... 11 plus....... practice whole night....... and tomorrow is the DAY !!!!!!!! torturious day...... my scales...... i think really cannot make it....... sometime i really hate Richard for givin me dbass as my major...... its like....... my dbass is totally ungraded !!!!! and yet he put it as my major...... my piano.... being studied for years already..... but its put to an end..... i wont give up all the 11 years... and my dbass studies..... the 1st piece.... not so bad,.... but the 2nd, its deproving.... im really worried.... sooo worried....... my history already cant make it..... weikang and jwen told me that Dr Kan told them they've passed...... and i knew at that moment..... i will definitely fail..... im really hopeless... i dont think i can cope at all...... even though i copied every notes in class.. but nth comes into my head...... really disappointed... and often felt left out...
few days back..... i kept thinking that..... what if...... i study in another school...... really have lots of thoughts...... negative one...... and almost givin up....... but... think about it...... just for that and give up??? come on man.... get a life !!... and i have a nostalgic thoughts back when SSA havin YCF.... all my gymnas friends..... they facing more difficulties than me..... and yet im still complaining.... oh well.. guess i have to change my ways of thinking...... and ever since i've joined YCF gymnas, i finally understood what is hardship.... back then... the theme for YCF is... change impossible into possible... and its true enough that we manage to accomplish that.... its very touching........
tomorrow is exam..... and i must do it...... but for the scales...... i really prefer playin piano...... really.... fri is the day when results are out..... i dont wanna see..... and i dont wanna know......
what if...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Envious
phew~~~ just made a sushi myself..... have been eating sushi for past few days already... got variations types of sushi.... tuna~ corns~ crab meat... but...... NO SALMON !!! T_T.... sigh~~ nvm... today... gonna go back to school to practice... hand in the journal and gonna go si han's hs to pay his dad for the Double bass.... haven seen that yet but hope that the quality is good...
just watched finish harry potter the prisnoner of azkaban... its kinda cool...... ya~~ im abit out dated... the show been showing since last year.. and until i just watch like yesterday ~ and today... yesterday also just watched star wars III.... exorcism of Emily Rose... boy.. thats kinda stupid.. but its base on true story... and the house of wax... its disgustine... watchin it halfway will make you puke... while watching... everyone was scared... by fairil's scream... my ear drum gonna burst !!! ... whahah.. but its fun actually.. really really fun... i enjoy watchin shows with my friends........ most of all.... my family...
just seen Si Han's blog..... wahH~~~ not bad ar~~ someone starts to shoot arrow le ar...how envy... whahaha.... but he's got a point there.. 'having relationship adds on to everything'..... true enough..... and i myself afraid of havin one.... just afraid.... oh come on.... my purpose comin to NAFA is to study.... and not that... but havin social life is important too... i think its kinda sad when everyone ignores you or something... and that's worst than death.... in the Naruto anime... he himself was ignored since young cos of the ninetail fox lived inside him.. just for that ??? in order to catch everyone's attention, he did many pranks on everyone... and oh boy.. he's a joker and the no.1 in surprisin everyone .... but ya.. its just a show...
tomorrow is the exam day... and its the first time that i ever done by practicing an instrument which your not familar with for 3 months and then goin for exam.... i think thats a killer.. when i took my piano exams... i needa 1 year to train in order to get good grades.... and worst of all... playin scales on double bass is worst than playin two hand scales on piano.... and without good intonation... my goodness... surely sound horrible... as for my Etudes.... the first one not so bad... cos its short and kinda easy... but nice to hear... the 2nd is suppose to be fast... but i play it moderately... and trying my best to play the arpeggios perfectly....
lastly..... OH BOY... the sushi taste great!!!!!! my lastest invention... canafonia roll with tuna, mayo grab meat, corns, cucumber and pickles... TASTE GOOD !!! oh ya... with a crispy chicken with mayo comes with the side....... SHIOK MAN !!! whahaha... ok back to where i was.... treasure your friends and never ever take advantage of them.... that goes to your family too.....
oh no !!! tomorrow is exam !!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH !!!
Monday, November 14, 2005
is this the end ?
here i am in the school com lab... trying to finish up my port...... done 2 parts for the concert review already.. now left with the last one... masterclass and commuter concert review.. i dont know what to start with... oh well.. think of a solution boy !!!... and whats more im left with the reflection that Dr Kan asked me to do... what to do... ok...
phone was kinda confiscated........ so i wont be able to contact everyone le T_T.... until i get back my phone~~~ sigh~~
today is the submission of the concert port... and maybe today will be so called the last day for the LIVING HELL.... and to compensate all the hell life, the rest wanna watch movie today, but i dont think i will be joinin them, firstly, im too tired, ya... im too tired to sleep, =X.... secondly... i wanna practice... and whats more... i dont wanna waste money... =X.... but its sad that i wont be joinin them... it will be fun of course... but there's so much things to do.... maybe after this wed practical exam... I'LL BE FREE !!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO !!! and most probably i will do what i've been missed out..
ya.... im talkin about my TOYS (dumb bell)... its been long time... but i think i should reduce.... worried that doin too much will eventually stiften my fingers.... but that.... i'll think trice again...
this wed is my prac exam... so nervous... but.... still..... GD LUCK GUYS !!! oh ya.. today Weikang is the first in our group to have exam first.... gd luck to him~~
Sunday, November 13, 2005
time management
ok... didn blog for few days.... friday... so happy~~~ cos i bought new shoes.. well... not exactly the colour that i wanted... but its ok la... then... stayed overnight at si han's hs again... suppose to do the concert portfolio... but in the end play games... as usual... then his dad brought us to eat supper... so nice... but its very pai seh for him to treat us.. and weikang and i felt embarrassed... his dad bought lots of food for us to gobble... and he kept tellin us to eat more... =X... and the 3 of us kept playin the number game and that loser eats everything... and when the loser is called out.. his dad ate the food be4 the loser.. SO FUNNY !!!
anyway... actually wanna go home... but no bus at late hour le.. so went back to his house.... then we use the com... and weikang conferencing with the rest... while i walked around... checkin my shoes =X ...
saturday... went home in the morning.. and si han and weikang go ahead to school first.... ate noodles at home... wore my new shoe.. and rush to school to practice.... then the rest watchin the "the brothers" ... and i practice.... cos i know that i watch le surely feel touched.... cos its very sad....
today.... had PS in the morning... at bukit batok... wow... Xu li's new home is very cool... swimming pool... gym... EVERYTHING !!... except shoppin centre.. =X... anyway.,.. he bought a new double bass... cost S$50000+!! wow.... and its very special... the finger board can be adjusted... and the neck as well.. and clarence and i practiced the scales together... and we both took sometime to figure out the fingerings... its so different from my instru.... then we both played out pieces... teacher Xu said that my first piece is excellent... but for the 2nd... must take note of the fingerings...
well... here i am in schooo com lab... wth... they took away the DVD player in the lounge... and its sickening !!! i wanna watch harry potter and the incredibles!! =X.... and my neck hurts now...
gonna do concert review soon...
practical exam is just this comin wed... and in the first after the break.... so nervous...
tomorrow is the date due for the concert port... and i've done NONE at the moment... and its really sad that i dont have proper time management... things doesn goes what i've planned... sigh~~~ as my sis always emphasis bout priority..... well... I NEEDA TIME MANAGEMENT !!!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
angry..,. hatred.... sorrow... disappointment...
Finally finished all the exams... now left with practical.... and my dbass wasn't ready yet... the harmony was rather alright.... finished half and hour before 10.45... and the half an hour was to checking for mistakes... and i dont know what are the mistakes..... hope can score well..... before that... i woke up late.... suppose to wake up at 7 and reach school at 8 to study and then attend the exam at 9.... and i woke up at 8.30 !!!!!!!! thanx to my sis... and she gave me 10 bucks to take taxi....... the waiting for taxi was very long and i was so pissed with taxis nowadays.... everytime when you need it, its not avaliable.... whenever you dont need it..... they will just appear infront of you...... luckly.... one passanger depart infront of me.... then i took the cab..... the driver is friendly.... i told him my school... and he asked me what im studying etc etc...... and he even wished me luck for my academic... so nice..... and he said that study also must count passion.... interest i mean.......
after the harmony..... i went to see dr kan.... was rather sad and shock...... that she suspect me of copyin my journal work with other ppl.... teaching student ??? i didn even asked them bout it.... well.... maybe asked them about the points and everything...... and she told me that i have to do extra work by writting the reflections..... so.... i'll be doin that later......
joined the rest for brunch at pasta mania..... listened to their jokes and everything.... and next we went to eat smelly TOFU.... si han almost faint when he ate 1 tofu..... and his face changed..... as if he was raped or something... =X..... next... we went back to school....... then lounge...... then after that it was aural exam..... the rhythmic part was easy...... maybe..... but the melody was..... erm.... dont know...... then went to lounge to watch troy... again..... but i went to practice at the level below them..... so glad that i managed to play all the pieces..... but still.... needa more practice....
saw something which hurts me little..... well..... nth much actually.... but that actually reflect bout my character..... so depressed suddenly..... dont know why the feeling of it is rather nostalgic..... nvm... dont wanna talk bout it.....
reached home..... and i felt sry for my mom and sis..... that they had to put on on my anger or something..... but i apologise to them..... dont know why so depressed...... nvm....... tidy my room..... SO MUCH BETTER !!!!!!! durin the peak period be4 exam.... my room was soooooooooooooooo messy..... worst than a store room... but now so much better..... phew.....
now....... weikang just sent me his concerto..... super nice.... 1st movement is a running scale..... but nice..... with background by percussion.... then 2nd movement..... bit like jap-chinese type...... well.... gonna do my reflection now.......
tata...
(looking for new change)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
nightmare
today........... IS THE WORST exam i ever took !!! history....... first time that i ever ever felt so stress until stomach growl.... i think 3 times.... no.... 4 times !!!! super hungry at that time.... i think others didnt heard.... super loud man!!!! phew... ok... left out 3 questions... felt so jia lat..... CMI CMI CMI..... then peek at wei kang, jwen, and all surround me... my goodness... they sure got lots of points to write..... and dr kan...... keep standin beside me... make me feel so stressed !!! oh ya... hope she didn hear my stomach growl too.... phew~... 1st section already felt hopeless... the first question makes me even wanna give up..... score readin.. i think also CMI... must write 5 features.... and i wrote only 1.... maybe got elaborate more..... like literature... all crapping around.. essay writting..... i think i wrote very little !!!!! 1 and half page only !!!!!!!!!!! and i saw weikang wrote dont know how many pages already... keep asking for paper...... that charles also..... write so much !!! sigh...... think have to retake history exam le.......
after history....... felt so disappointed.... everyone went to eat at sim lim..... and we played some quiz.... i think is testin on observant... and i think im rather retard.... cant see....
then went back to lounge.... i think that will be our home base.... lol..... and the rest slept there while i went home to get my harmony stuff... changed into sleeveless and short pants.... macham goin to market.... lol.... and luckly i brought my jacket..... i dont think thats a jacket also..... but it looks cool~~ =X..... ok... went back to lounge... and saw si han, wei kang and aurey sleeping... so shiok !!! and yikki and angela... oh well... shaun askin me to teach him harmony... glad that i remembered some.... and the notes.... Fhairil was there too.. glad he is there..... cos he reminded me the accented and unaccented note.... phew... THANKS !!!
then we went to buy food... snacks i mean..... and guess what.... THE DVD SET ARE BACK !!!!!! and we watched troy..... then the Grudge.. =X... the gals were that scared and weikang was scarying them after the show..... but the american making was so much boring compared to the jap's Ju-on !! that's more scarier !!!................. then we all slack there..... and i done some of the harmony..... wah piang... i think i forgotten everything !! all the rules that Mrs Tay ( old piano teacher) taught me be4...... oh no !!! pls dont return everything to her !!....
but !! luckly my hardworking sis wrote them in my menuscript book...... phew....
then..... watched the ever after ..... again~~ but its on disc 2... cos its already 8 plus pm..... and i was down there screamin HUNGRY !!!!!! then si han, wei kang and i played the swing around... by holding each other's hand in a circle then spin around fast.... SO FUN !!!!!!! ITS LIKE A THEME PARK!!!!! then when audrey joined.... ITS EVEN MORE FUN !!!
then... we went home... whahaha.... and get to eat real Katong laksa at katong..... bought by my sis.... WOO HOO !! YUM YUM !!!
Lack of Knowledge
tomorrow...... will be the nightmare for everyone...... HISTORY !!!!!!!!!! and today, everyone was so worrying about history and studying like mad.... but at least i finally understood everything...... well only bit... but still... i find myself inferior, while others know so much bout history. And i just sit there alone, trying to figure out what fiquency are they in. sigh~ what to do... wasn't born with much intelligence... or lack of eating fish. maybe ~
but still... im very glad that i have many helpful friends..... who willing to teach the ones who dont know anything (me).... and boy.... they are smart man: si han still can sleep while im still looking for points... everyone needed weikang to teach them... and all i have is notes but i still dont know what i wrote about.... what an idiot... =.= ....
now... i think everyone will surely pass the history...... history........ HiStory..... HIStory....... HISTORY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@%@#&!%@&%!@#&%!@$&%&%@#&%@#....... how i wished that i can write down the points while listenin to Dr kan carefully..... 2 in 1.... =X.....
oh well... think shouldn waste my time bloggin..... JUST FOR TODAY !!... so...... blog in some other time.....
maybe nt sleeping again~~ -_-....
oh ya... Thanks to all my friends..... and GOOD LUCK !!!!!!!
tata~
Monday, November 07, 2005
Its time for a change....
Today just had my music tech.... well...... the essay part was bit easy...... lucky jwen had her notes done so i can read bit..... =X..... the sibelius was....... ARGH !!! make me take so much time just to figure out whats the instrument. so... done finished the sibelius..... next........ is the Sona... wow...... the rather hard one...... luckly.... the scores is done in sibelius and then saved to Sona...... then just open..... guess what....... when i play my piece... there's some laughin sound !!! oh my goodness !!! i beg mr watson is gonna laugh at it....
anyway... after the music tech exam..... i quickly do my performance portfolio...... and managed to get it done within half an hour without any distraction ( FINALLY !!).... then... si han and the rest came and use my com...... and i went to eat alone at the fortune centre.... (so lonely =X..) and hand it in....... the waiting for my principal study teacher was rather long...... clarence and i had to wait for him outside the office and we both look worn out...... and finally he came..... he signed the ILP paper and we all left after that......
i went home to get more notes so that i can study in the airport with the rest...... well.... I SLEPT THROUGHOUT the bus journey while returnin home !!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!! luckly the bus is 16 and its a loop to my house ... phew~~
then in the airport...... everyone was so nervous bout the history exam.... i was so blur what they were discussing about....... i have no idea...... then they left.... left weikang fhairil and me...... then weikang explained to us all the important notes...... THANK YOU DUDE !!!!!! phew.... thenks to the genius, i finally understand the History~~~~` =X......
yup...... thats all for today...... oh ya...... just heard that some one spamming in evan's blog..... wow..... that particular bacteria really got nth better to do..... STUDY HISTORY LA......... waste so much time just to shoot people..... what a retard shrew man~~~~ =X.... but shouldn we just ignore him/her and let him/her to have him/her own fantasy????? nuzli got a point there.... and its very irritating to have such ppl doin these rubbish... creatin a scene..... oh well.... HECK CARE =X
Sunday, November 06, 2005
so dead
im so dead...... i just realised that there's many things that i've haven study yet........ and tomorrow is the exam!!!!!!!!!!! tomorrow's paper will be music tech...... dont know what to do also........... should be answering 1 essay.... then do the sibelius of the Sona thingy...... my goodness........ im still slackin right here.... nvm........ chiong later in school with si han and wei kang.... maybe......
right now things are getting more and more complicated in me...... i dont know how to exaplain and i dont know what to do with it.... so confusing~ gonna have recital exams too.... while im still at the beginning for my Dbass..... im so far away to have that standard..... but yet my teacher got confidence in me....... what should i do~~~~ ahhhh oh well.... shouldn disappoint him then....... work hard~ maybe later...... =S....
ok... seems to me that i've nth to blog about now..... so tata~~~~
Friday, November 04, 2005
Fun time..
Finally !!!!!!!!!!! i've finally handed in all the portfolios !!!!!!!!!!!!! except the concert review.. and i think im screwed enough........
anywayz... i've stayed over at Si han's house for 2 days already.... 1st day is to finished up the harmony portfolio.. and 2nd is to have fun =X... perhaps accompany him since he's so lonely after his sis went back to America.. so lonely.... im so fortunate my sis is still at home.... at Si Han's house we ate Mac donalds.... then we play the Magix card or something...... at first i think its rather boring to buy all these cards..... spend lots of time building the decks..... but...... when we 3 played together..... its quite fun as wei kang and i was very blur bout the rules and everything.. nvm......
after the magics... we play the number game.... is like scramble.... but its in numbers.... super fun...... and i've won 2 times in 2 rounds.... so fun... then after playin..... we went to sleep.......
this also the same as the 2nd time..... oh ya.... wei kang does sleep talk and snores !!!!!!!!!! and i was disturb by it ...... muahahahaha...... at first i thought he was talkin with si han..... and si han does the same......... and we two were shock...... and went back to sleep....... whahahaha...... while sleeping.... Si Han and i tickled wei kang... and its very fun and funny..... whahahha..... and then was SI Han's turn.... so fun... but wei kang and i knock our head against each other while ticklin Si han..... but its very fun.... the feelin is like playin with my brothers even though i dont have a brother....
then sleeping halfway... wei kang was snoring..... i was disturb by it and i couldn sleep that well..... =X..... then this morning....... the gals called us..... and kept yelling at us..... tellin us that its late in the morning and we still sleeping liike a log........ hahaha...... funny~~~~
then we watched the VCD movie... Meet the fockers in the Lounge..... so fun..... and ate snacks......
Ci Qing (my neighbout/old classmate) met me outside my school to get his phone back in Orchard...... while waiting..... i was playin the sample game "dragon ball Z" on PS2..... its very fun... and i took quite a time to sort out what was the configuration was.... as the language was in jap.... nvm..... and its very fun....
then we went back home.......
until now i haven study much yet..... so jia lat !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
