Tuesday, September 30, 2008
So much for life....
In school now, practically doin nth after buying all the stuff for ns... very tiring to travel around and around and around, to find out that most of the shops ran out of stocks... how irritating.. which shows that many poor victims are entering hell zone...
tomorrow night is booking in day... and im not looking forward for it... practiced yesterday and realised that my fingers are super super stiff and powerful that the neck of my bass almost broke off... it sux to be that way... how to continue music like that >!?!??! GARHHHAHH !!!!
super bored now.... cos jacek is not in school today... and all my classmates not in school... and still have to watch concert.... 2 weeks never listen to music.. hopefully this will brighten me up...
its still bothering me of OCS .. sispac and MDC issue.... really... its irritating that they all come into my mind and wondering around... where should i go.. what should i do... should i do it etc... im tired of thinking... but its for my future.. and its tiring... im not intelligen enough to chao keng or whatsoever to get into mdc smoothly.. im sick of that...
Monday, September 29, 2008
Botak days
LEFT !! LEFT !!! LEFT RIGHT !!!!!!
what a marching cheer~..... sometimes i have to do the timer for the march cos some of the ppl didn wanna do...
anywway im back from 2 hell weeks ... and honeymoon hell is over now..... back to deeper hell now.... soon on wed..
the training is very tough.... somehow we felt that our company is e most toughest compared to the others...... wth........ freak....... lots of vulgarities were spoken and its the main language there.... i really wanna go MDC...... i cant believe my company is trained for OCS and SISpac...... freak la..... i really cant take the mental training..... i really needa touch my instrument soon !!!!!
and i miss you so =(
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Goodbyesssss
Well... today's the day of my enlistment..... wishing everyone all the best for their endavour... bla bla..... gonna miss my bed, room, toilet, kitchen, mom, sis, friends and everyoneee...... and my dbass..... haiz......
been busy spending lotsa money on cab fares and stuff for enlisting. bought until my bag couldn fit in.
its been a pleasure time spending life as a student, REAL PLEASURE...... now im turning into a young man, serving as a soldier..... hopefully i'll be back in ONE PIECE !!!! ARHHHHH!!!!....
all the best ppl......
and im reallllllly reaaallyyyyyyyy sssssoorrrryyyyy///////////////.........
Monday, September 08, 2008
1 more week
Well.. im left with a week before NS.... Finally all the performances are over.. except for CFG concert that is held this sunday.. i have yet prepared anything.... today's rehearsal cocked up..
I've nth more to write now.. just that im feeling horrible now. i cant accept the fact of me being stupid to blurt out foolish words that jeopardise the situation... i know what is done is done... and im totally regret of what i've done.. sometimes i cant control the anger and frustrations which led those nasty words blurting out... perhaps imma stupid indeed.. just stupid and horrible..
But this is because i need more time and hardwork to pursue my career... i know what im goin for and doin.... but all i need is time and trust... with that i can produce better and good result that you and I hoping for...but what i really need now is understanding, support and time... thats all im asking for.....
I really regret of my stupidity
