Sunday, April 30, 2006
to be or not to be....
What a day today..... its fully packed outside today...!! the waitin for the bus was madness !! ci qing wanna meet me to go Sim Lim together..... ya... he said wait for him 10 mins.. in the end 15-20... and i was late for my practice with Yi kai ! oh man...... anyway.. had a gd night sleep yesterday... and woke up at 12 plus... cos i slept at 3-4 am =X..
the jam was huge... and lots of ppl boarding bus 48... madness...
reached school and almost flying with my slippers... set up everything.. my laptop all that to record my piece... then started playing... just then a lady came in told us that she havin lesson or something with the small rascals.... well... look at all the stuff !!! how to come out immediately??? she told us she give us 5 mins... FUCK YOU !!! i give you 5 mins to get out of my face !! so what if your havin SYT in NAFA???? IM HAVIN MY EXAM SOON!!! for goodness sake...
anyway... Felt very bad for yi kai for being late... but still got chased out... Yeow Yee is nice... telling me that there's room cos she's leavin home... so i happily set up my things there... and poor Yi Kai had to explore Gamalan room.. so far away.. and have to make him come back again.... so we practiced non stop.. non stop hits.... and my fingers almost got crammed... its quite serious.. i tensed my fingers too much,.. and all my muscle got tensed up... maybe i haven been weight lifting for long...
then we have a nice chat.... and realised that i have a same case as Yi Kai... and now.... im facing the same road as him... and there's much things to learn.... he teached me bout musical expression thingy.. its all bout natural... not artificial...
so he left... and i practiced hard..... saw Jwen.... whoa.. first time see her in school during weekends... haha.... miracle =X...kidding...
record my intro piece...... MAN !!!!!!!! it sounded horrible !!!!!! my intonation is getting from ok to bad then to WORST !!!!! lucky i record it.... and got my pitches right.... finally....
had lots of thinking after chatting with Yi Kai.... perhaps i shouldn be doin nonsense stuff... like playing games..... and now im picking up playing online games...... so addicted now..... crappz... and of course watching "whose line is it anyway"... everyday !!! madness..... must stop now.... immediately !!! exams is 2 days away !!!!! and its critical for me !!! sigh....
went to parkway after that..... fully packed with ppl..... gai gai myself around the place..... trying to find Jane.... but until now i still cant find her.... and i forgot the shop that she's working at.... argh... bad memory i've got..... went back home since im hungry... and nth much to see.... only ppl..... enjoyed mom's cookin..... very delicious... perhaps im hungry whole day since i didn eat anything.... went to meet ci qing later..... and went to parkway again...... saw ci qing with his friends....... and they were like kinda... dont dare to look at me?? dont know why...
Parkway..... hmmm..... went to harvey norman.... isetan.... to look for his bag..... and its crazy sale in PARKWAY...... really crazy i tell you.. finally..... ci qing insist me to go play pool with him..... and same line as he said... "i very long time never play pool already.. for one month".... and its a repetition..... lol..... shocking that the pool place wasnt packed at all.... perhaps the youngers were shopping for their love ones...... hmmmm speaking of which...... nvm.... so we played pool..... as usual... he lost.... and thanks to shaun that i've learn bout pool...... its all about planning....... not bout shots...... ok shalln't say more...... met Taiyou there...... as usual... he's playing with his friends..... wonder how can they tahan the pool game...... if i play for more than 1 hour.... i'll go mad...... and i saw bunch of lifeless asses...... broadricians i saw....... they are lifeless fuckers....... they have nth better to do other than shouting vulgarities like ordering food...... and starrin other ppl like spot light...... oh well....
met yong zhi.... my another YONG brother... with our schoolmates..... and his teeth changed alot !!!! becoming nicer and nicer...... and he said the same thing to me... haha so happy...... no more BUGS BUNNY TEETH !!!!!! and my hair is getting brownier ???
after the 'outing'...... my conclusion...... for bgr thingy.. its best to find the one whom you really know..... and really really know his or her personallity..... love at first sight is nth..... its just SIGHT....... ok....i cant believe im mentioning this...... for the sake of my gd friend....... shouldn bother so much bout this...... its unhealthy..... still..... feelin of being love and lovin someone is nice..... but still.... everything has a bad and gd ending....... ARGH.... shhhhhhh shhhhhhhh shhhhhh.....
ok off to sleep now..... tata...... or should i carry on watching WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY !?!?!?!??!??!?!
Saturday, April 29, 2006
1 more....
FInally !!!!!!! my MOA has handed in !!!!!!! and i think all that i did is rubbish..... sighz...... im really bad in analysing..... Just hoped that our PS exam will save us....... and my teacher is putting high hopes for me and my piece...... thats double the stress !!! ... double stress burgers anyone?
Today's aural is real bad..... i completed all.. but mostly rubbish.. not 'RUCCISH'.... =X.... christoven was like pissed with miss yohanna for playing not consistent tempo... well.. i agree with that too... i was lost halfway while counting... cos its either she or me counted fast... but everyone got lost...
so erm... ya... harmony is my hope... so is PS.... history... sigh.. CMI CMI CMI...... i almost ruin my fingers whenever i practiced too hard..... especially the fast movements at the last part.....
orchestra excerpts... gone case.. ARGH !!!!!!!!! >.<.....
today the theatre have a special performance or something.. where they making it look quite big... the students are so SUCKY ! they suck to the core! they have a bad attitude !!! other than that... their screaming were all NOISE POLLUTANT !! everyone of us were pissed and disgusted by them... well.. its so called their tuff... 'so called'.. where they always used the black box for their classes or performance....
but still their attitude real suck... audrey and steph was looking at the white board... then i was opening the door for them.. then a china gal came... she wanna pass through the door and i was holding it... instead of saying 'excuse me'... she hold and push my back... and i was like... "what the..."
anyway.... i was starving.. and saw lots of extra food at the table..... yum yum...!!! but its theirs.....
now.... im back home and eaten mom's cookin..... its damn delicious... and of course nutritious... fish fish fish !!! what the fish !!! and with some KIMCHI..... best dinner....
and finally i can get to rest... kinda sad for not attendin the SSO concert tonight at NAFA... but my teacher wasnt performing..
crapz... now my nose is bleeding... mom told me whenever im very angry, i'll bleed... and now im bleeding... but im not angry... crapz...
1 more....
FInally !!!!!!! my MOA has handed in !!!!!!! and i think all that i did is rubbish..... sighz...... im really bad in analysing..... Just hoped that our PS exam will save us....... and my teacher is putting high hopes for me and my piece...... thats double the stress !!! ... double stress burgers anyone?
Today's aural is real bad..... i completed all.. but mostly rubbish.. not 'RUCCISH'.... =X.... christoven was like pissed with miss yohanna for playing not consistent tempo... well.. i agree with that too... i was lost halfway while counting... cos its either she or me counted fast... but everyone got lost...
so erm... ya... harmony is my hope... so is PS.... history... sigh.. CMI CMI CMI...... i almost ruin my fingers whenever i practiced too hard..... especially the fast movements at the last part.....
orchestra excerpts... gone case.. ARGH !!!!!!!!! >.<.....
today the theatre have a special performance or something.. where they making it look quite big... the students are so SUCKY ! they suck to the core! they have a bad attitude !!! other than that... their screaming were all NOISE POLLUTANT !! everyone of us were pissed and disgusted by them... well.. its so called their tuff... 'so called'.. where they always used the black box for their classes or performance....
but still their attitude real suck... audrey and steph was looking at the white board... then i was opening the door for them.. then a china gal came... she wanna pass through the door and i was holding it... instead of saying 'excuse me'... she hold and push my back... and i was like... "what the..."
anyway.... i was starving.. and saw lots of extra food at the table..... yum yum...!!! but its theirs.....
now.... im back home and eaten mom's cookin..... its damn delicious... and of course nutritious... fish fish fish !!! what the fish !!! and with some KIMCHI..... best dinner....
and finally i can get to rest... kinda sad for not attendin the SSO concert tonight at NAFA... but my teacher wasnt performing..
crapz... now my nose is bleeding... mom told me whenever im very angry, i'll bleed... and now im bleeding... but im not angry... crapz...
Friday, April 28, 2006
This is how si han sleep.. he can sleep anywhere and any position...... wow... envy...
Well... as he complains that the room is cold... he try something funny by stuffin himself into my casing... and now he looked like a elephant !!! hahaha... i think audrey, jwen and rest can fit in since he is able to.. whahhahaaha.....
2 more.. come on!!
Today reached 5 mins late for harmony exam... very pissed off by the Bus ride today.. so many passengers in the bus !!! its worst than bus 36 !!!! and all the singaporeans so kiasu !!! its like their life is depending on it.... very jia lat... ten youngsters didn even have the courtesy to offer the seats to the elderly... the road jam is thicker than peanut butter jam... its very heavy traffic.. even in highway !!!
the paper today is okk... i spent half-hour just to think for the chords for the first questions... i cant think of anything that suits it !!! but lucky spot the pattern....
went to eat with shaun and friends... ate at a food court behind the chicken rice stall.. wow !!! cheaper than the indian stall shop !!! next time must eat there !! must eat !!! its nice too !!
went to 5th lvl practice room.. did my work there.. and hear some crap from si han and his little cello section...
guess what.. SI HAN'S LESBIAN !!!!!!!!!! she/he's havin an affair with Ellizabeth!!!!!!! and now.. he's interested in Eva's teacher !!! oh my.. hahaha... kidding la.... seeing him been suaned by his little cello section is hilarious... all i did was... listening to music.. and of course add some oil over the fire... to make things warm =D....
then... i showed him a clip "Who's Line is it anyway"... oh my.. its my first time hear him laugh like MAD !!!! i think his high pitch reached higher than high "C"!!! gosh.... lol... anyway... that video clip is super super funny !!! and i guess this show, other than bringing entertainment.. it also improves your english... as you have to listen hard to their language and understand it... i finally understand talk show or game.. hahaa...
i practice for my pieces... chatting with Teacher XU through MSn... gosh.. he's funny.. imagine teacher and student chatting through MSN like good friends...told him bout the orchestra excerpts and he was like.... " REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????????" whahahah funny !!!!!!! my first time seeing/hearing him say that........ lol...
anyway.. i finally can record my playing.. but it wasnt good yet.. so tomorrow must make a good one.. then can put inside my IPOD... hehe...
tomorrow is aural exam.. sigh.. until now i still haven practiced yet.. if only i have a perfect pitch !! or even ABSOLUTE pitch... whats that?? its a perfect pitch plus perfect ranging pitch....
anyway.. its time for me to sleep peeps... blog ya later...~~
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
pictures !!
look at them.... so romantic eh~~~ Si han so shy... whahahaha
Ok.. this is a better one.. haha
LOOK !! my chopstick is floating !!!!....
Look at that CHOO........ see that drool??? LOL
After the concert at the Raffles Hotel... look at their toilets man.. so high class !!
Being Jazzy.....
Finally.... i've handed in "all" of my portfolios.... except MOA....... the sickening one.......... Concert attendance, Performing ports have been handed up....
WEnt to si han's house again to rush our work...... i went there late..... and bought the hungry ghost some food.... maggie...... lol..... they cant make their mind... whether want spicy or not..... sihan insisted spicy...... while weikang not..... hahahaha..... almost slept in the bus again....
as usual... they made me wait outside for long...... and trying to unlock and lock the doors.... and trying to scare me eh~~~....
we cooked our supper using hot water...... and talk alot...... talk bout music life..... and you can see si han and weikang kept using scenarios.... its hilarious !!! 100 ppl squeezin over a door !!!!! lmao !!! if its me..... i'll go through the window.... if there is....... hahaha
we went to do our work after that...... si han left tons of work.... while weikang and i finished some.... and doin MOA....... be4 that..... we were watching LEGEND OF EXTRAORDINARY GENTLEMENT....... i love that show !!!!!!!! and cos weikang doesn want to watch a show what everyone watched... i lied to him.. heh heh so i can get to watch again !!! XD.... i like that character MR HYDE...... and of course the VAMPIRE lady !!!!! cool~~ weikang told me whoever you like the character reflects on your character...... so..... bout mr hyde..... i dont know what am i.... lol......
that show is cool man........ next is MISS CAST AWAY....... gosh !!!!!!!1 its damn dman damn damn damn lame !!!!!! they took a scene from LOST and Cast away......the MISS UNIVERS went for a plane flight...... then they met a accident..... cos of some stupid reason...... then they landed in a island.... as their phone line doesn work...... they cant call for help...... BUT THIS LADY GOT A PHONE CALL !!!!!!!! and she said WRONG NO. !!!!!! instead of asking help !!!!!!!!!!.... such bimbo blonds....... lol.....
next funny thing is when a guy keeps receiving mails!?!?!?!?! mails as in stuff like sofas... toaster.... AND HOW THE HELL DID THE POSTMAN KNOW THE ISLAND??????? whahahhaa..... its dman lame i tell you..... and theres a scene where they saw a plane...... and the gals trying to sketch a word "HELP" to let the ppl know........ who knows they put "HEPL" !!! lol..... and the pilot was like..... "what the hell is HEPL???" lmao......
we watched for awhile.... then went to eat again.... we talked alot...... and took some pic..... its fun !...
next we carry on with our work....... Weikang explained to me the stuff..... and still i dont understand........ i became crazy and nuts cos of the workload and the difficulties.... Weikang accidentally flashes his butt little... and i used my leg to wack on his butt... hey im not a gay ok !! i dont use my hands to squeeze it!... im just being crazy after such work.......next he kept callin me nicknames.... and what the hell is that !?!?!?!?! how sinful weikang is !!!! i hate that nickname!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then.... si han play his game again...... lol.... and we were about to sleep..... but still must finish our work...... then its 7 am...... weikang went to sleep while si han taking a bath....... and i took a pic of him..... DROOLIN !!!!!!! whahahaha......
we fell asleep in the cab as we are late for our composition practice...... christoven forgot bout it..... so 3 of us went to practice with weikang watching.....
the sunshine plaza is FILLED WITH NAFAS !!!! sickening... here's a china bimbos.. where i was queing infront of them....... and the lady told them that i came first......... and they gave me that look........i starred back at them...... felt pissed with such bimbos.. they wore ridiculous clothing man...... as if they are dolls......
went around for 1 hr to search for printing shops......... peace centre is empty !!!! so happy !!!! but their cost is $0.50 PER PIECE !!!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!!!! i have 20 over pages !!!!!!!! which means $10 !!!!!!!!! and...... i went to fortune centre....... then searching for printing shop...... then a lady...... kept calling me to come to her........ i walked a few steps........ then saw the bar... Oh MY TIAN !!!!!!!!!!! i faster ran away !!!!!!! gosh.... IN THE DAYLIGHT TOO???
finally wnet back to NAFA com lab...... being pissed..... some of the com cant print cos of the connection........ i used Yin xuan;s com.. and suddenly his stuff is gone...... was it me or who..... i cant remember closing his thing....... and i dont think so....... cos i just pull out my thumbdrive..... suddenly he keept askin me what happen..... and i seriously dont know...... i was busying finding com to print....... then he wanna my content page... so i gave him....... but he didnt print for me...... so i just asked him again...... and he got pissed....... yellin at me...... his yelling is like speaking..... makes no diff........ i got pissed again....... and yell even louder than him..... Shaun saw the incident...... but kept quiet.... in the end he gave me back my thumbdrive...... lucky no one saw both of us yelling...... or was it they didn care.. who cares.....
finally i printed out my stuff.........
went to bind my harmony stuff....... at peace centre..... no one..... phew....... made a bet with Shaun that i will be fast than binding in sunshine..... so many ppl !!! the lady at peace centre is very nice..... helped me cut out papers which were not A4...... so nice.... gd service.... no wonder they are called peace centre.....
in the end shaun is faster...... hahaha.... but im happy with the service there.........
went back to print out stuff again........ so happy bought the NAFA printing card........ then went for composition.. Ester's is last......... and we kept practicing....... its hard for me..... the fingering is jumpin about.......
then..... its our turn...... and i screwed up...... played wrong notes....... leave out notes........ but comes in back just nice...... sigh.... so sry ester......
went to marina square....... watiing for sis and played VIRTUAL TENNIS 2..... i just LOVE THAT GAME !!!!!!!! no one can stop me from playing it....... only when out of coins..... lol........ then few ppl challenged me....... and all lost...... so fun......... i managed to save a ball while running all the way back....... the opponent thinkin that i will miss it.... then sis came....... and i lost cos of the faulty controllers....... wonder how ppl play man...... so rough....... just play with gentle you can win !!.....
watch piano concert by JOJA WENDT........ OMG !!!!!!!!!! THAT GUY IS SUPER SUPER SUPER PRO !!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S SUPER FUNNY !!!!!!!! AND SUPER PRO !!!!!!!!!!!!!! he played BLUEs song....... and its super super super super super super super fast tempo !!!!! and played Rackmanivos or something...... all the chords in octave....... then he play with funny manner...... and he missed the highest notes..... and fell off.. HE's damn funny man !!!!!! he played a 4 hand piano piece ony himself !!!!!!!!!! he played a part where two hand is needed..... but he did it with one hand !!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my tian ar !!! .. i wanna be like him !!!!!!!!!! he's very humble....... and very nice......... there's one a cellphone soudned... and he just looked... and smile........ lol......... there's a lady came late......... then he stood up and asked her where she come from.......... OFFICE she said........ then he told her that he have played 3 songs be4 she came........ and told her that she missed a nice sogns......... SO NICE RIGHT ??????
then his friend's birthday.......... and played moonlight sonata in different keys....... E major i think....... then he improvise that piece to birthday song suddenly !!!!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!!!! his friend wanted more..... and tellin him that he love MOZART....... and he said.... "for your birhtday"..... DAMN FUNNY!!!!! then he played a sonata piece........... suddenly change to birthday song again......... but in different style......... last is RACMANIVOV.... the chords jumpin about...... then he missed it...... lol....... fall off...... and then play the slow part and become birthday song again....... his improvisation is damn pro !!!!!!!!!! SHAUN SHOULD HAVE COME !!!!!!!!!!!
at the same time i saw MRS RENA PHUA AND MR ERIC WATSON..... ERIC watson was shocked to see me there......... thanks to my sis......... cos her piano teacher invited her....... and she called me along.......... nice.....
then he sang a song....... GREAT BALLS OF FIRE !!!!!!!!!!! the Steinway and son piano CAN MOVE ON ITS OWN !!!!!!!! like a hip hop car !!!!!!!!!! can move up and down !!!!!!!!! while he standing and playin !!!!!!!!! its damn nice !!!!! but sadly the show is short.........
at last........ he played "MOON REPRESENT MY HEART" IN BLUES VERSION !!!!!!!!! then suddenly change to JAZZ !!!!!!! omg........ he's a god of improvisation !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we went home and i fall asleep.....
Monday, April 24, 2006
Crapz....
im in deep shit..... i only started 2nd MOA.... so crapz..... harmony is down... and its really a pain sack... i did everything i could... and alll i get was some insultation from williana... and some remark from Mr yap.. well... thats all i can do... that really sucked man...
anyway.. im si han's house now... supposed to finished up everything.. in the end watched end of the world or something... so crapz... the ending is boring.. nth must fighting...
anyway.. today's history presentation is quite well done by Angela's group... sam's group is funny cos of the exchange of sweater... sam looked suitable in that sweater... WHAHAHAH =X....
today's concert... is... just like that... i guess its the last day for Mrs Santos to conduct us... quite sad for such part... but we need a better in a way of conducting... but overall not bad.... i know she tried her best...
mom is so sweet... always want to buy for me a better Dbass stuff... sigh... im a disappointment... i dont know how to impress her other than letting her watch our concert... and now... i cant do my portfolio right... sigh... im very depress now... i dont know how to do MOA...
i love mom really much... and i dont know how to cheer her up... now she's alone.. and i seldom reached home early...and i always think of her everyday even in school... she keep telling me how lazy sis is.... and indeed she is... and she wanna get a car... mom said go ahead if she's capable enough... how i wished sis is not that lazy... i mean.. when she's at home she can do some house work... if only she read this... sigh...
right... blog later.. si han is pestering me to eeat....
if only.......
Saturday, April 22, 2006
No more nuo HIA....
just returned home from citation searching.... and from marina square.... well... its been a week ever since i had a very SHIOK and gd sleep..... i felt very giddy today while doin my SAS in library... but who cares?? dont think too much can le...
si han's dad so nice.. bring us to the bus stop and off we go to school... we were late for the harmony clinic... and i wanna attend to brush up everything... wei kang went to practice. si han and i went to lounge and sleep.. i was busyin doin the MOA but im clueless of what to do....
clarence joined me and do his hw.... im too tired to do and i went to sleep..
next thing i know is si han is sleeping also.... then the next thing.... he's gone.. geez.... but fhairil came and i quickly rush off to practice for PS...
PS was really short...... like 10-15 mins ??? teacher Xu told me i did very very well.... but i doubt it... maybe im a perfectionist... and i dont accept where i stand now..... teacher xu pointed out the flaws which i got and asked me to practice using his method.... and indeed it works !!!
ok.... today....... i played for the string performing class... sihan... wei xiang and i were the entertainer of the day....... sihan and weixiang got their comment from the audience... and its common comment... sound projection.. eye contact... as usual.. but mine is rather short..... i wonder why !?!?!?! i know i played very badly.. and i practiced my flaws part for 1 hr...... scolding and insulting myself...... im at the limit of patients....... i want to be perfect........ but come to think of it....... its impossible to be perfect... but you can be gd... "no one's perfect in the world"...
after i play finish... the people gave me the shocking look and... start to clap accelerando.. (slow to fast)..... hahaha...... Mrs Santos told me that the standard that im playing for this piece is very gd for year 1 already.. cos of the fast running notes... and its really madness come to think bout it....
anyway... i must do better.. i must not feel nervous and shy... i must do it... i can do it !!!
but DA BIAN !!! i haven done all my port yet... tonight... im gonna sleep !! i dont care.. i msut sleep already... and i want to CHIONG all the way... i can do it !!! XD
anyway... makan sutra at ESPLANADE is bloody expensive..... the nuo hia cost me a BOMB !!! 6.40 for 3 ingredients !?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!! crazy !!! thats why i never want to eat that again.. but today no choice... 'human mountain human sea'.....
anyway.. i better go bath and sleep now....
Monday, April 17, 2006
f[U]r|oUS
its been a long time ever since i used that word... with other character fonts in it... its my nick when im playin cs... so WU LIAO come to think of it... anyway.. im kinda furious now....
thanks alot to my groupmates... williana asked me to come early to school.... but in the end all late... and they just see my powerpoint... at least they compliment bout it... rather than complaining bout it....... but still... they added more burdens for me !!! shit..
almost finished my history port !! very glad....
today felt so sry for teacher Xu.. first.. i delayed the time... cos of the missing Dbass.... that time MA SAI used it and we dont know where he placed it.. clarence and i have to find all over the place.. asking around... then call Mr adam... argh !!!
apologised to teacher... at least he wasnt angry with me... but with ma sai.. lol..
anyway.. he changed my Dbass string... adjust the Bridge and the sound pin... OMG !!!!!!!!!! it does sound really gd !!! teacher can fix my bass too man,.. but due to time consumin.... however.. the string that im using.. i have to transposed it higher to 1 semitone... and the sound is very different.... causing my sense of pitch... gosh.... so sad when i have to spend lots of time keepin my intonation right....
but... the sound is very romantic.... lol.. dbass wont sound romantic... but the piece.... and the types of string will make it sound romantic.... understand JWEN ??? lol.....
anyway.... lesson is bout 2 hrs.. killin ! and i finally got the piano score for YI KAI !! woo hoo...
then we tried the whole piece... its very nice havin him as pianist... at least im feelin much better now... after listening to the complete piece....... though it may not sound correctly.. but im feelin much better from frustration...
met steph and angela.... so we had our dinner at the prata shop... so kuku !!! they dont have eggg sambal !! and i spent 7.20 on my stupid dinner... guess what... MOM COOKED DINNER FOR ME !!! wth~~ im such an ass.....
anyway.... im trying my best to finish everything.... harmony... history... and MOA.... the MOA group i'll try to do some... at least thats what i can do to compensate for the presentaion where i didn do much.. other then sukin their blood....
bout the malaysian thingy... i think im interpret it in a wrong way.. the reason i said that malaysian are cunning... NOT ALL.. is because of my grandparents... (mom's parents).. in fact.. i despise them... for ill treating my lovely mother......... whenever my mother askin money to buy books... mom loves to read... my grandma will wack her head... wth??? is it illegal to study?? granddad is gd for nth..... listens to grandma.... and there's time when grandma had a tiff with granddad cos of INDIAN mistress??? WTH ??? ITS A JOKE LA !!!! i know it wont happen... but HOW CAN LIKE THAT>?? very funny lo...
i went back to malaysia when i was 15... i missed my cousins.. wonder how have they grown to be like... all of my cousin called me a fat pig back then.. now... i wanna see their reaction.... lol.... anyway... i hate them for giving my mother a hard life... lucky that she came to singapore and found dad.... my perfect dad....
thats why i have this impression of it.... my grandparents are cunning !!! i'll never want to see them again... even so... i must be successful musician... and let them know how wonderful my mother is !!
anyway... its pointless to look back... everyone have grown old from adult.... mature from kid....
anyway.... this is the time... i must worked hard.... *though i've been repeated this upteen times*... i still must do it.... if anyone can.. then i can do it....
Sunday, April 16, 2006
harmony harmony harmony harmony !!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!! @#*^@#%@#
right...... im still stuck at the harmony powerpoint...... oh man.... its been years ever since i use that powerpoint for fun..... and now i have to do from scratch..... i forgot how to do the animation...... (acutally im just being lazy to do)..... crap la....... all the thing im actually doin by myself..... being a leader issnt easy......... but what Williana told me that time im super pissed.....
" you are the leader..... so you do everything.... "
like what the hell??? the word leader doesn mean do everything !..... but... oh well...... yeow yee in malaysia...... yin xuan....... dont know...... but he did some simple slide for me...... fhairul did the background and animation...... hmmmmm gd idea indeed..... but looked like cartoon!!..... wonder how will it goes......
today practically spent whole day doin the harmony...... i was bout to leave for school until i found out the the harmony book is in my bag. not in school..... phew.......
anyway...... i've cracked my brain like mad just to do the harmony..... the english from the $100 book is way different from our harmony first year..... totally different !!!!!! and i had to read thrice??? to understand...... haha.... at least that can improve my english....
didn do much today..... just harmony harmony and harmony....... then help mom cook fried rice for her...... did some house work chores...... then watched tv alittle...... then watched this programme on the hollywood stars...... when they are young....... Britney spears looked so different when she was young !!!!!!! and i meant different....... cos she kinda looked deform when she was young...... =X...... her eyes were sooooooooo small !!!!!!...... mike myers looked so kiddish..... John travotta looked so........ charming..... when he acted in the GREASE....... then Jacky chan....... as usual....... fliping here and there....... anyway..... all stars have their childhood days....... the days where they worked so hard to become hollywood stars........ ok..... im talking nonsense now.......
my mind is blank.... this harmony presentation is endless !!!!..... williana kept rushin me to do fast....... i was wonderin that whether she's the leader or im the leader........ and wanna meet earlier...... cos she got ps........ as if i dont ~~ and mine is 1 hr earlier than hers.......... shhhhhhhhhhh........... its gd to keep quiet at times........ but hey...... im a newbie at this stuff......
hopefull tuesday will goes smoothly...... their part was so simple !! just push the things to me while i do all like mad...... hmmmmm ....... im just stupid anyway.....
watched Miss Singapore........ have no comments......... sis kept talkin bout her senior Jade Seah??? her JC senior...... or was it TGKS??? cant remember... bout her bla bla bla ....... asking if i like her or something...... netballer type..... just like felica chin...... and guys would find her cute or something... photogenic... hmmm kinda looked like one...
then the hot topic...... carol cheong???? sis kept sayin bout her BIG BURDEN.......and how she won the Triumpth dont know what brand.... and i cant be bothered when im crackin my heads on harmony.....
anyway.. they won the title........... and i also saw CLEMENT in tv !!!!!!! geez....... that dude..... gd lookin...... big bod..... lots of gals were chasin him man.... even when in CHINGAY....... lol..... but its nice to know him too..... we've been to gym be4...... fun......
then this interview bout the "you think you can dance?"....... i saw YONG ZHI !!!!!!! my another yong brother... lol..... he's a dancer....... break dancer....... and i once learn with him...... and all i can do was freeze and hand stand....... thats it...... chartwheel???? hmmmmmmm maybe can~....
anyway.... so irritating la........ everyone in my group such a busy business woman/man........ either they not free or in space....... nvm...... nvm......
i'll just do my part and thats it.....
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Junoir Choir....
Today... Soka Junior Choir have their first big performance at ICA hall... wow... full house !!! today's concert is a graduation day for junior choir seniors.... well... for me... im so called offically graduated.. but i didn get my cert or something... cos i left quietly... without leaving any words.... yup... im used to be from choir.... sang in choir i mean...
anyway... today.. im helpin my sis.. who is now the pianist for the choir itself... to play duet... hmmm... last min thingy... and just for one song only !!.. but at least im her page turner.. haha...
the song that they sang.. is kinda sad... they sang The Phantom of Opera medley.... where there is lots of songs inside... nice... then last song is Arigato or something.. meaning thanks in Jap...
then everyone took their cert.. except me... lol.. didn care much bout it... though it kinda distract me... mom came for the concert too... and she's very sleepy.. poor mom... then we went home...
Friday, April 14, 2006
FInally... but just a beginning..
Finally !!! i have handed in my port... but left 1 more now... but still... that is just only the beginning .... the worst haven come yet... MOA .... SAS... PRACTICAL !!! crapz...
Have been rushing through the hw... and didn have the time to blog... but had the time to play GB with si han... whaha... so kuku...
Tomorrow will by havin so called concert... helpin my sis to play the 4 hands piano together with the junoir choir....
today's Ps is bad man... Teacher Xu brought his gf along.. wow.... and it was embarrasing !!! i had to play for her and had to get tutor under my teacher... so embarassing...
anyway... Its time to chiong all my work...
yesterday met that kuku Hoe Guan... lol... still remember his pattern,... everytime trick ppl... kns...
anyway.. today's entry will be short... seems that someone is unhappy with my blog.... complains?? WHATEVER.....
well.. i dont have a diary... so thats why I HAVE A BLOG... cos i hate writting.. and i prefer typing... and letting my friends know what im doin.. if they are interested knowing....
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Vltava
Just came back from NAFA concert.. geez... arent we exhausted??? mom ad sis came to watched my concert... so happy !!! finally they came to watch my concert in NAFA... how still.. i didn performed well... the mendelsson piece is killing us !!... especially the fastmovement... its impossible to play !!!
Anyway... SHIT !! ! all port 's date due is comin super super super soon !! argh !!
anyway.. i just love the piece 'Vltava' by Smetana.... he's a genius !!! i love the dance movement !! i almost dance while playin the part.... its very nice..... too bad i didn record it...
Ma Sai is freakin me out !! today he told me that he quarreled with his gf cos of me ?!?!?!?!?!... and wth !???? what did i do?? he told me that she liked me when i said hi to her on the phone... hey hey hey... i was shoutin away cos i didn hold the phone when i was playin my teacher's 5-string bass !!!! WIERD GALS !!!! WIERD PPL!!!!... well... Clarence came to my "rescue"... by tellin him im gay... but.. IT MAKE IT WORST !!!! in the end that ma sai......... he grasped my butt !!! and he even said it's soft !!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE !!! i never wanna see him in NAFA again... worst... he's studyin dbass.... @^#$&%@#&%@#&%$#%&@# son of a mother !!!
let me get this straight.. IM STRAIGHT !!!! ..... im just hope that he would changed his taste to clarence... =X.... much much compatible....
nah just kidding.... BUT IM DISGUSTED !!...
anyway... mom and sis laughed bout it.... they even said my hair is too long... lazy to cut la....
but its really a burden... it blocked my view while lookin at the conductor.... sigh... the Mendelsson movement is crazy.... i almost glizzando the notes up and down... lol... funny...
anyway... saw Jwen's mom.... hmmm looked fierced... just like my mom... they hardly clap after piece.... know why >> cos mom was sleepin !!! and so shiok somemore.... she told me at the bus stop that she's enjoying... haha... then in the end sleep right ??? lol...
anyway.. im downloading a online game... RAkION... gosh !! my first online game !!! whahaha... its gonna be lag like mad.... DA BIAN !! '
right.. off to take a rest now... tata~~
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Cant believe it.....
Just returned from esplanade music shop.... set up by a thailand guy, Frank.... his double bass is very nice !!! i love the sound !!! Teacher Xu also find it nice... just that its too big.... i didn notice until he took out his $50,000 double bass... the size is so much different !!! geez !!!!.....
today's rehearsal is tiring... non stopped all the way... morning had aural.. Miss Yohanna checked our book... and was surprised to see empty pages.. whahaha... die.... went off to eat with christoven after that... talked alot.... and shared lots of things... then we went back to student lounge VIP room.. the cleaner is nice to let us in.... and i was 'enjoying' doin my work.... Christoven is great in viola... he played my favourate piece by J.C. Bach.. the viola concerto... nice...
weikang and rest came.... then left afterwards... leavin sam and sarah.... sam was sleeping so shiok until he got disturb by the cold... sarah is playing her Grade 8 piece... wow... same piece too... then christ left.... supposed to do the MOA... but everyone is busy with some stuff.... i didn help much... cos i dont know what to do... im stupid enough to understand what we supposed to do... bout the presentation.. im grateful to them...
went to orchestra rehearsal... Dr Kan was there... and was about to hide from her since i didn hand in my port... crapz.. im like a criminal now... but she didn say anything.. just smile at me... thats even worst !!!!!
then went for 2 hr break... wk... sihan and i supposed to meet dr kan for MOA group... Fhairil dont where he ended up at... always MIA whenever we needed him... then sihan and i was restin at the sofa at the level 4 outside Richard Adam's office... the sofa stinks according to sihan... Saw Dr Goh.. he asking us to play bball with him... on fri.. but i cant cos im havin concert with my sis... and asking to change on wed or thur.. but they keep suggesting on fri... ok lo.....
wk is disgustine man !!! he found a comb at the sofa.. and combed his leg hair !! arm hair and TOE HAIR !!! YUCKS !! and offered to comb our hair for us.... si han and i were like yelling and kickin him away !!! YUCKS !!! and he also combed the CO ppl !!! OMG !!! wk !!! lol....
wk almost raped si han and i in the lift... cos of the scores... which none of us wanna keep.. haha.... funny la... run outside and ppl lookin at us... whahaha...
went to esplanade to return Cds...
went back and only to found out Teacher XU came !! and was lookin at MA SAI's playing.. he said it.. he's talented.. and i agree... BUT HE TALKED TOO MUCH !!! lol... i couldn believe teacher Xu said that.. i thought maybe he would favourtism him... or something.. cos he is his friend's student.. plus same country.. plus talented.. but tlaking too much ?? lol... funny... Frank also find him wierd... crazy in the mind... where he talked too much in CHINESE.. Frank couldn understand chinese... lmao.. its hilarious...
went to sim lim with Frank.. and he taught me bout music life.... its not easy... serious... where now adays music is common... just that talented ppl are rare....
Teacher Xu forced me to sit with Ma sai... and i didn wan... whahaha... we both fighting place to sit beside Clarence... cos ma sai talked too much... wahahaha.. at least give teacher xu a chance to know ma sai well... Ma sai is very excited to see teacher xu... lol.. that explain for his talkative and excitement....
shit la... my phone batt died.. and that really sucked lo !!! until im still pissed.... cos when your phone batt is dead... you cant do anything.... and things happened.... shit !!! DA BIAN !!! ....... chicken nai nai....
saw si han's msg... saying that i have a new friend already and abandoned them... lol.. rubbish la.... im just goin to the shop to see new bow and bass..... i need a new one now....
anyway.... whether how ppl treat me... ignoring me... i tink im used to it already... starting to... its being like this since young.. where ppl find you irritating... make use of you... then kicked you off.. ya.... that feelin... suck to the core... thats why im being anti social.. and ppl often find me dao... shy?? dont want to be ignored.... its like that.... until boon hao helped me... but i think im gonna disappoint him again.... ii've disppointed everyone.... ah crap....
tomorrow is nafa concert... sad that SISTAS cant make it... oh well.... maybe next time ???
ITAC ppl??? thats the thing.. my phone switched off.. SHIT....
so many things you can do with your phone.. ARGH !!
crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap... i seriously cant believe it.....
mentally shut down.... physically awake...
Didn blog for few days already.... well.. been busying myself with the orchestra rehearsal which will be performing TOMORROW !!!! 11 of april.... wonder who will go.... mom and sis finally agreed to watch after all my persuading... haha.. 'THANKS' so much for not goin to Batam... really disappointed... as everyone wished to go for this trip to enjoy ourselves after all the portfolios.... and CRAP im still haven finish all my port... so crap !!! the date due is last thurday... die die die and i still got the mood to blog.. argh....
anyway.... three days of rehearsal have been taken place in the NATIONAL library... met the new double bassist who will be coming to study NAFA coming June... and his skill... OMG !!!! i think in a year time he will surpass my teacher !!! and its really sad for me.... to actually count the time for learning double bass.... it is about 6 months !!! and my skill is still suck to the core.. real disappointment... and i guessed i have disappointed my teacher... now the new comer have arrived... i think he'll put all his hopes in him... and as for my senior and me.... or maybe me myself.. will be given up hope... sigh... if only i have the music sense and talent... i cant feel music... im just like a robot.. playing the piece which were given by the ppl... and playing without feeling... Boon Hao have been telling me about musical feel... and Teacher Xu also... im so sad now... if only i have prayed hard... if only... lots of 'If only' appear in my head when i arrived in NAFA.... lots of things...
just completed 2 port... 2 incomplete and 2 'haven touched' work.... shit.. DA Bian..
anyway.. bout the china bassist... whose name is MA SAI... its not horse shit la... i respect his name... is a name for HORSE RACE.. cool... and he's bloody tall !!! 191 !!!! 10cm taller than me !! and now its his turn to bend to listen to me... normally i have to do that to my shorter friends... and sis !! whahaha.... Heng yee is my first victim.. hehe... anyway.. as a foreigner in singapore... he have to friends or relatives here... and i think he's really happy to meet me... as i helped him.... and he kept thankin me for that... i escort him in bugis... introducin nice food to him and nice stuff... buying things for his gf... haha... cool huh... but i dont expect anything in return from him.... just that he must quit smoking... i dont like smoking and smokers... they are inconsiderate to those ppl who are totally despice smoking.. like me...
goin to his hotel is my very first trip to a hotel... PLS DONT ANYHOW THINK... im just goin too see my teacher's 5 string bass !!! and his score... his score is way up my standard.. and i dont think i can sight read that on dbass... except on piano.. oh man i missed my piano very much...
anyway.. i taught him bout ppl's character.. how ppl will react at certain things... and taught him bout publicity.. that he should respect public... and ppl... by not starrin at them even thought they looked damn pretty or wierd...its inpolite.... and give him opinion of what to buy for gfs... something buying expensive stuff like handphone... it doesn mean that your love for her is very gf... in fact your spoiling her.. if you really love a gal.. you should think of things that she will need in her daily life... rather than buying such stuff.... which is unneccesary.... serious !!.. thats what i feel and learn after all these years of experience....
anyway... suppposed to wait for my group to start our meeting.. as usual... drag here and drag there... jia lat....
christoven's skill is great.... his viola sounds very nice... he got this musical feel... should learn more from him......
right.. off to my work now.. TATA ~~~
Friday, April 07, 2006
The sims.....
just hooked up in The sims 2 nightlife... its really fun and exciting... man... im not getting young either... and ya... exam's coming soon... and im still not complete my port yet... craps.........
woke up late today.... and didn attend harmony.... argh... craps...
went to school at 11 plus... suppose to have PS at 1... but teacher Xu is havin his hospital checkup... and he's queue is rather long... and so we postpone the lesson to 8 pm ! wow...
so i just practice all the way until my left index finger got blister... it doesn matter...
went to Alexandra hospital.. slept in the bus journey.... then saw my dentist with her new hair done... cool ~~~
then i went into the room... she was smiling at me.. asking bout my teeth.. not my mouth... so she changed the wire in my mouth. and its getting more and more tight... and the colour of the month.. GOLD... plus orange and black...
went back to school... do my port.... then play Sims2... fun fun !!!
saw our access course peeps... and another basket that i start to hate... hate to the end of the hell... is the most irritating person i've ever met... kept complaining... kept scoldin ppl whenever IT like... just FUCK IT... i know IT doesn like me... and i dont like IT either... such farker... and this gives me a big impression of that IT.... and thats it.... it saw me... and was gossiping to another person... argh FUCK IT !!
went to practice at 7... saw evan and gang... was surprise to see them so late.... and they were playin each other's instrument... si han showed us a most hilarious VIBRATO on the trumpet... looks so retarded man...
then had PS lesson... teacher xu was late.. he gave me comments on my DBASS..... gd and bad... ten we carried on with our lesson... i tried hard... and he wanna teach me more advance stuff... he told me stop practicing the same piece... as i couldn advance by it... so he gave me some song to play..... very cool...
saw Dora... very shock to see her that late... then i watched her practice her percussion for tomorrow's mock exam.. then saw richard....
Do we sound and speak alike ??? where GOT ???? lol... qing lu also said that we sound alike... and it drives him crazy... whahaha... COOL MAN !! but serious.. we dont sound alike... just that we love the same colour... =D ORANGE ROCKS !
Monday, April 03, 2006
Oh sharks...
im super confuse now..... its left with 4 more days.. to hand in history port... and im stuck at 3 only... supposed to finish 6... if only i didn slack that much...
today woke up at 7 plus.. yesterday slept at 3 plus... thanks to mom ar.... cos im supposed to help out at the EXPO to sell Ikeda sensei's book... mom made a delicious pancakes for my breakfast... then chat....
went to expo... and the sun rise is beautiful... cool....
helped to open the stall... then wen sheng... my IIC.... brought me with him to distribute flyers.... damn... i hate doin that... is like givin my face away... but i understand how other ppl feel when they doin this work... then we both chat bout our break through of propagation.... then i told him bout dad.... and supprisingly... he heard about my dad. and he's shock that im my dad's son... (you know what i mean)......
then went back and caht..... then left
the callin for taxi is funny.... the operator thought i am JWEN... cos that time jwen and i call the cab using my phone... so they keyed in jwen's name... then sis thought she's my..... nvm... rubbish sis... sis helped me made the call... told the operator that im bringin a instrument..
then when i go down... the driver was super shock to see my dbass.... he didn know im bringing that big instrument inside his car... thanks to si han's dad that i know how to put my dbass inside a car...
the driver loves music which i can see that/.... he's listening to orchestra pieces... mozart... beethoven blablabl but none i know.... lol
the audition went quite well.. just that im super nervous.. and the powder messed up my finger board... and i have to use my feelings to play rather than lookin at my fingers...
so went home with a same situation.... lol
went to school to meet up si han wk and fhairil to do our project stuff... all of us were pissed offf with the writter... for their super duper chimilogy english !!!!
and for that.. we spent hours to figure out...
here i am at home... very sleepy now... but must chiong hw... for once i finally finishes my AURAL HW ~!!!!
thanks to HOE GUAN for keep disturbin me ar...
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Once is enough....
Just returned home from pub.... I didn like it very much.. in fact... i hate pubs.... where ppl smokes till they die... it just stink my clothes... i have to TAHAN the smell... and the beer smell.... thanks to my sec school friends that i finally experience pub night life and their changes....
today is the most pissed day i ever had... first is best denki or whatever.... bout the promotion thingy for my laptop.. is just fuckin bullshit... knn... made me run all the way to Funan centre.... then the person gave me a weird look as if i asked a most ridiculous question.... and what he told me was to get it from best denki... its like where i bought my laptop from... such rubbish la... when i went back to parkway best denki... the promoter there also another attitude one.... i asked him whether is the promotion still on.. he said its over... and i was like.. crap.... i told him i bought this laptop a while ago... and i haven get the free gift yet... WEB CAM + HEADPHONE..... he said the promotion is over... and i asked again.. how to get my free gift... he said THE PROMOTION IS OVER.... __... there you go bastard,..... son of a mother.... im just being nice not to scold you.... so i went off with cq...
si han told me that the batam trip is cancelled.... sarah told him that adam told her that he's cancelling the trip... like wth??? last min??? and only call sarah to tell her that... si han and i hoping that that was a april fool's trick... and it better be..
be4 goin to funan... cq kept callin me.. i knew he's gonna asked me out.. but i didn want to.. i wanna do my hw finished.. i knew im gonna be dead.. like RIGHT NOW.... when i call him... he's with C.b... and i asked them if they wanan go.. C.b didn want to.. and i could hear them playin pool... pool is very sianz... super sianz... im sick of it... and im kinda pissed with them... not their fault if they didn wanna go... so mom forced me to go...
when i came home empty handed... mom was kinda angry for not gettin the gift early.. and deli-daly..... so i explained my excuse....
went to cq house.... installed SIMS2 NIGHT LIFE... cool man...
at night.. my sec classmate asked me to meet up at east coast... mac there.... which he said... when he called me while i was outside... he said we are goin to pub... wah piang... at that moment. i felt like running back home and finishes what i've being doin on...
so no choice....
pub stinks with smokes and beer... well.. weiheng kinda glad to see me.. he grown super alot... bigger... like a god father... he hurried came towards me and gave me a hug.. i was WHOA..........
and off they drink their beer... enjoying themselves.... the ppl singin there SUCKS BIG TIME man... totally out of tune... nvm that... CLASHES NOTE occured.... mr yap is gonna be pissed if he hear this...
so i decided to escape mysself from the hell by goin to toilet fequently... some of my friends shocked that i put on braces... hmmm... nth surprise though...
so here i am.... regret so much for goin to pub... wastin money on pool... wastin time rotting there... like the smoke corrode me... and i managed to trick the guys that im drinkin beer where i didn mix my coke with the liquour....
ok... tomorrow morning.. no... LATER gonna be at EXPO at 7.45 am.. freak la.. i haven done my work yet... sharks... tata... better off now...
so... once is enough...
