Sunday, March 22, 2009
Missssing

Just felt upset now... cos whatever i say wont change things back...






but i just want to say is, pls give me more time... all i need is time...





still.... i value you very much... more than anyone else... honest


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Saturday, March 14, 2009
Why?

Im back from camp.. and im happy to be home, but not totally.. cos things changed.. sometimes i wonder what have i done to make things like this.... why does it happen.... why must it happen now.... why ?! why why why why.....!!!





I've grown so tired of arguin with my love one.. im very very tired! and why cant u just understand ?! why cant u just be considerate at times?! so what if im singapore!? does that mean im TOTALLY free?!?! my life was taken away by S@F now... and i've lost my freedom! i cant progress on my music even though you THINK its TOTALLY INPRACTICAL to pursure music as career... ok maybe you're right.... but NOT TOTALLY right.... working in a bank will drive me crazy! counting money that doesn belong to me! and my pay will be even lesser than what i count!



im totally lost.... very lost now... ok imma failure cos i cant hong... maybe im trully a failure.... im just a figure of wasted..... im just an excused for living... if thats e case i rather not to be borned... i should have just died while trainin... shoot myself with live rounds....




why is it difficult to forget past ?! whats with the egoness?! why pursue something which wont bring us gd?! why?! why must make things worst? why? why cant just look into future?! why cant forget and forgive?! why pursue it?! WHY ?!




why not supportive of what i do? why not surpportive when i entered ocs? why?! whats e prob?! why am i even treated that why....



why am i even serving in e first place and torture myself?!




why cant i pursue my music immediately after graduation?! why?!


why why why why?!



why am i so freaking depressed?!


why?!?!


why things changed?!?!!



why?!?!?



whhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!?!!?



there's so many whys now.... why?! i want an answer....



i want a reason for this to end....


i want a reason why things change even though i had to serve!


i want a reason why end at crucial time..


i want a reason why ?!


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