Friday, November 13, 2009
effortless
our battery is going on standby next week.. So, kinda busy with blk e preps for past few days.. Plannin events for my men wasn't easy.. Have to find supervising, safety and also conducting for it. Not easy when ppl keeps rejecting etc. 10 more months before livin back to civilisation. I guess this flat black bar really change a person.. E pride, stress lvl, ego, demands etc.. Well.... Not completely true... But there are some exceptions.. Hmmm...
Continuing on e standby.. Everyday gotta do parades.... Shan't elaborate more....
"Hai-ya!!"
E guys are having their lessons now.. On combat trainin.. E 4 of us have learnt it before so we're just spectating them.. How funny when they are learnin breakin fall and shouting to inhale more air..
I need more air now.. Thinkin back bout e gadget that i've bought.. It was freakin expensive for its value!! Really really heart breakin..
Whats more heart breakin is that no one's talkin to me....
Dont think bout that anymore....
I miss school now.. E times during history lesson and practicing at e corridor.. Boy i miss that very much..
Monday, November 02, 2009
back back and back
After so long of mia. Im back again.. Im in e office now, whereby im readin both music text and my S0P (standard ops procedures) for e coming standby.. For my role, i've lots of things to prepare and do upon activation. Pls dont activate..
Spent one month in my new camp already (while 3/4 of e peeps here went to india for evaluation). And i now how my life's gonna be for next 10 months.. ARGH! Yea.. You heard that.. Pain in e bee hive and brain.. I looked after my men, givin them bit of welfare (well not that BIT), and also handlin their stunts whenever there's chance for them.. My boss is a hokkien beng.. So almost 80% of his conversations im havin a hard time comprehend it.. And he's good at pointin pistol at us, extras extras and extras. Every greenhorn is so afraid of that word! Extras.. One word that can actually petrified few ppl.. Yea its cos of e duties that everyone tryin to siam... I've done 3 so far and im deprived of sleep everytime.. Waitin for e mail to arrive before sendin my reports.. And everytime im sleepin on e couch, with weird pose.. That doesn matter. Im not lookin forward for this week's activities.. Boss comin back.. Two duties waitin for me.. Sat bookin out cos of change of commander.
Im back to tpo! So happy that im back to music world.. E feelin of holdin e neck of e bass was so good! Holdin my new bow with excitement and pressing it against e string and pull it to make a horrible sound for a start. Ah.. With a huge vibrato to make it wavy.. Hoho... May sound crazy but i preferred this than that.. I miss school!
Been attendin gym once again.. But its on e cardio basis.... Cycling, skipping (freakin tiring) and stepping up on e machine.. And it help for running on up slope..
My phone is real quiet now....