Thursday, December 11, 2008
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Back to blog world... and im feeling lonely now.... POP is over and now waiting for unit results..... i know it hard that i cant make it to MDC due to stupid posting problem...... fucked up ppl inside there...
anyway... its a wonderful time during recruitment days but the days will be harder after enterin unit...
im depressed now..... so many things happened and im really down..... gugu just passed away.... and i didn get the chance to talk to her..... send my wishes and stuff... i missed her traditional pork meat to the core.... and im gonna attend her wake later... very depressed.... many of my relatives passed away slowly by slowly... i pray that my cousin will be alright.... she has no family members now.... but she's getting married.... and its a grave pity that gugu couldn watch her weddding.... but i know she'll always be there.. RIP gugu....
suddenly.. i felt lost now... what if mom just go off like that one day.... and what it my dreams for my career wont be true ? i really dont know what to do..... i hated army and i still hate now..... but i had no choice but to serve and fuck off.... what should i do.... what should i do now.....
i really need someone who REALLY cares now..
my body is achin after 24km march... many ppl also fainted during the parade as well due to the long standing period..
i just hope that things will be better and even better... gdbye
