Friday, June 30, 2006
well....
Its 7 training left before national day reaches....
Many performers were getting more and more confused as some of the formations have changed... especially when we got out props... and many people were very confused of how to use it... and have to move around with it...
Its heavy and tiring to hold it up for 5 mins.. but cant complain.. we are MEN... MAN..
Tomorrow will be visiting dad.... its been 5 years since my last look at him... no point of crying as it wont change anything.. and im a bad son where i didn visit him.. im full of guilt now..
Im so guilty for not handing in assignment on time today... im full of guilt...
The only way to repay my guilt is to be more helpful to people.. 2nd year new life..
Off to my assignment now...
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Rise and shine....
Ray of hope is shinning....
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Where am I??
I've been MIA for sometime... busy occupying myself with something. NDP, Anime bla bla.
The timetable that they set is crazy ! basically i have nth on monday and fri only for strings.. and few hours on tues and wed.. and the worst is THURSDAY. whole day lesson and NDP.. and now 3 hours of PS on thursday night.. geez...
Finally got my hair cut, felt so much refresh and clearer for my eye view. Now i can see things better and clearly...
Heard some rumour, or rather, a news for me. Nth interesting, but affect me alot. Sigh.
Anyway must thanks ciqing for helpin me kill time.
Heard that weikang lost his dad... Sorry for his lost.. if he need anything.. we will be there... but i guess i cant do much also.. since im not that useful or efficient...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
First day of school...
I was sleeping very soundly, having a weird dream, which is taken place in a chicken rice stall. I have a quarrel with my old pri-sec class mate, dont know over what also... and suddenly my phone rang. wanted to pick up but still cant pick up. Then SISTER WAKE ME UP!!! telling me that my phone rang. No wonder i cant wake up to pick up that call cos i thought that the ringtone is my dream.
It was Shaun who called. Poor dude called me 4 times and i picked up on the 5th time. He was at his church there, asking whether wanna meet me and go school together. Finally !! i have accompany to go school !!! ahem... Ran and take a quick shower, brush teeth and run half legged. My leg still haven recover and i run like a criple.
We reached school around 9.15. Thought that we have to attend the 9am pesson, but actually that wasn't in my elective choice. Went to check our list. Wah piang, its like looking for a black ant among thousands of red ants !! The words are so small~ and there's lots of people's name in it. Nvm.. My electives were String studies and Piano Repetoire.. Surprisingly, I'm the only one taking that as an electives !! wow... but the rest of the pianist will have to take that too. Phew, i thought its gonna be a 1 on 1 lesson with Mrs Phua. Oh wait!! i saw teacher's girlfriend on 5th floor. Why is she here? OH MY!!! she's studying in NAFA year 1!!! wow... She's in the same class with ma sai.. uh oh...
The talk by Adam was, as usual, just during sec school assembly. Nothing goes in but comes out. This time i must work harder and harder than before, ever since that exam shocked my brain.
Went to practice room where Masai is practicing. Whenever i hear him play, i will cry. Cos he's too good and very good. He told me he learnt for 10 years since at the age of 9.. i guess that is the same year where i learnt piano at the age of 8. Sigh.. speaking of piano. I think Shaun is right, i should work hard on both instrument.
Been hooked on The Sims 2: Open for Business. Its very fun to play! Now you have to worried about the shops other than family, you have to worried about the money issues (even though i did money cheats on it). And now you have to worried about their status (now i start to use the cheats on that too, How cunning. hehheh).
Oh no, just realised that Thursday is a busiest day for me !! last sem is wed, now is thursdaY!! i have MOA, then Harmony, then aural, and History!!!!! oh my tian!!!! im so dead !!! oh no oh no.. but monday and friday no lesson for me, just practice and rehearsing time. Jia lat...
Think thats about it for today, will be waiting for more interesting lesson tomorrow. ya sure..
WHERE THE HELL IS MY RESULT SLIPS?????????????????????????????
First day of school...
I was sleeping very soundly, having a weird dream, which is taken place in a chicken rice stall. I have a quarrel with my old pri-sec class mate, dont know over what also... and suddenly my phone rang. wanted to pick up but still cant pick up. Then SISTER WAKE ME UP!!! telling me that my phone rang. No wonder i cant wake up to pick up that call cos i thought that the ringtone is my dream.
It was Shaun who called. Poor dude called me 4 times and i picked up on the 5th time. He was at his church there, asking whether wanna meet me and go school together. Finally !! i have accompany to go school !!! ahem... Ran and take a quick shower, brush teeth and run half legged. My leg still haven recover and i run like a criple.
We reached school around 9.15. Thought that we have to attend the 9am pesson, but actually that wasn't in my elective choice. Went to check our list. Wah piang, its like looking for a black ant among thousands of red ants !! The words are so small~ and there's lots of people's name in it. Nvm.. My electives were String studies and Piano Repetoire.. Surprisingly, I'm the only one taking that as an electives !! wow... but the rest of the pianist will have to take that too. Phew, i thought its gonna be a 1 on 1 lesson with Mrs Phua. Oh wait!! i saw teacher's girlfriend on 5th floor. Why is she here? OH MY!!! she's studying in NAFA year 1!!! wow... She's in the same class with ma sai.. uh oh...
The talk by Adam was, as usual, just during sec school assembly. Nothing goes in but comes out. This time i must work harder and harder than before, ever since that exam shocked my brain.
Went to practice room where Masai is practicing. Whenever i hear him play, i will cry. Cos he's too good and very good. He told me he learnt for 10 years since at the age of 9.. i guess that is the same year where i learnt piano at the age of 8. Sigh.. speaking of piano. I think Shaun is right, i should work hard on both instrument.
Been hooked on The Sims 2: Open for Business. Its very fun to play! Now you have to worried about the shops other than family, you have to worried about the money issues (even though i did money cheats on it). And now you have to worried about their status (now i start to use the cheats on that too, How cunning. hehheh).
Oh no, just realised that Thursday is a busiest day for me !! last sem is wed, now is thursdaY!! i have MOA, then Harmony, then aural, and History!!!!! oh my tian!!!! im so dead !!! oh no oh no.. but monday and friday no lesson for me, just practice and rehearsing time. Jia lat...
Think thats about it for today, will be waiting for more interesting lesson tomorrow. ya sure..
WHERE THE HELL IS MY RESULT SLIPS?????????????????????????????
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Back in National Stadium
Finally, Im back in National Stadium again for Ndp training.
Today woke up at 1, Eudora must be happy to know this. Anyway, didn do much again, just watch anime and anime and anime. Watched lots of anime and enjoying it. And of course do housework again. This time round more work for me, must fold clothes le.
Practice piano again for 1 hr, lifting weights again, finally i can get to do things that i always wanted to do. Then finally, went for NDP training. Its been 2 weeks that i haven been attending le.
The traffic jam was heavy!! and its like 6... took bus 16, and have to sit behind a irritating lady, talk so loud in chinese and they damn sua ku! ... Finally i ran down the bus and ran to the stadium. The place look older than before, and more stinks in the 2nd level.. I walked in gate 2.. walked 1 big round and saw many secondary gals students, practicing their steps, saw some band.. and i still couldn find my item...
finally they are at gate 3... how blur i am. My teammates saw me and kinda happy, its like finally im back from MIA... i told them the reasons, and they were all very concern.. like my papas... We went for the human tower 1 hr of training.. i was appointed as one of the 20 basemens... its like this, a 5-layer human tower consists of 20 men as 1st layer, 10 as 2nd layer. 5 as 3rd layer, 3 as 4th and finally 1 superman for top layer..and we tried out many times for just the 20 men only.. its a pair of 10, and im in 9..
We only tried out 2 layer of towel and all attemps were success... My 2nd layer teammate stepped my tail hair onto my shoulder when he got up.. OUCH !!! my head got tilted.. i think its time to cut hair. Then we went for a break. And came back for the 3rd layer. The first attemp failed and almost fell onto the ground. Phew~.. In the end, one of the trainers, told us straight that, if we dont have this ichinien (thoughts) of determination, eventually we wont put up a 3 layer, dont mention about 4th and 5th layer, and they will call off this formation. Everyone of us were determine to put after hearing this. At last, while the 5 men stepped onto the 10 men, we were chanting inside our heart. Finally, we succeed. A group of photographers took pictures of the tower.. After that, the show chairman, Colonel Nelson, told us that after watching this practice, he got inspired by our spirits... And he spotted a few of our teammates tearing, not tears of hardship, but tears of JOY.. He said that it is true that togetherness makes things perfect. And he hope Singapore will sees this.
After training, Wen shen, my Student division IC. Treat me to eat Beef Kwey Tiao at Geylang, i didnt wnat to go there at first, but since he insisted and asked me why im afraid of goin there. Told him that its because of the enviroment that scares me. The food taste great !! but expensive... while walking to take bus, a few ladys looking at our direction and called us YANDAOs wanna come in... Wen Shen laughs and looked at me, that he finally got my message..
Tomorrow will be doing nth again, maybe going back to school.. WHEN MY RESULT SLIP WILL BE BACK!?!?!?!?!
Today learnt a true meaning of DETERMINATION.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Lost of appetite..
Didn really have the appetite to eat these few days. Nose have been on running marathon and its horrible. The 'Bi Ti' keeps falling off my nose... argh.
Until now i still haven receive my results yet while most of the peeps got theirs. Some have improve and some have deprove. For me, definately deprove and im not so happy about it. sigh. Laziness does kills. What have i been doing all these while? Im worried i cant cope with school work again. No no, musn't give up yet. Its only the beginning.
I worried that its due to the library books that i have yet to receive my results.. Lee Tung ar, when are you coming back to Singapore? I need to return the books!!! sigh. Moral of the story, never borrow things from library. Its best to photocopy it.
Today basically didn do much, just rest at home and enjoy my last 4 days of holiday. School is starting soon. How exciting is that, and i still cant remember what group i am for the history tutorial. I can only recall that i took piano sonatas. Because of that, si han called me traitor. Hmmmm..... maybe, but im still comfortable with piano than strings.
Yi Kai asked me whether should i consider to change major. I have the urge to change ever since the exam incident. But would that solve? I've finally chant to the Gohonzon and seek for guidance. And i realised that its best to continue, work hard and study hard. Thats all i must do. Most importantly, set my priorities right. Masai told me that what teacher xu told him and not us (clarence and i). He said that im much better than clarence. But i think its quite sad that, Clarence work much harder than me, i have to admit. He is very hardworking and very devote to his passion. When i see his tears after yesterday's reassessment, I really envy his passion for music. For me, this time round pass can le, but deep inside me i really want to get a 'A'... its very difficult.
Mayumi's aunt just passed away due to cancer. I have failed, that i didn pray hard enough. And all i can do is to cheer her up. I sent her my exam piece which i have recorded, which i think its really sounded horrible. Surprisingly, she felt better, and said that she is looking forward for more. wow.. that is the first step for inspiration to work even harder.... thanks mayumi.
In case you guys didn know who she is, She's the Japanese pen-pal whom i have been chatted with few days back. She's one of the Soka University student that came to Singapore for a exchange programe. Back then i was selected to perform a sketch for them. Come to think about it, it was a embarrassing scene where i felt myself stupid. But to them its wonderful.
Recently, i have pick up listening to Mrbrown's show. Their language used was really hilarious, Hokkien. Its sad that i dont understand any dialage, only understand cantonese. Mr Brown and his friend, Mr Miyagi, were bloggers, and they have brought entertainment to his viewers by recording a audio podcast, 'Zhng my car' and recent 'Persistently non-political podcast'... Today i just downloaded a new show which is EX(NS)men 3... damn funny!! For those who went to army, will laugh until stomach cram if they hear this. I showed weikang and sharon, sharon said its nth funny. Hmmmm.... maybe she's more lame... oops.. kidding =P
Just saw a disgustine, rather familar picture where weikang said in his blog. its really a appetite remover. A maggot in breast. Shall not say much. Its really disgustine. Sister have showed me this picture few years back and now it is said again. But i didn know about the video where the doctor pullin out the maggot from the..... ya... and funny thing is, the maggot is somehow playin hiding and seek with the doctor where they hide when the doc is trying to grab it.. yucks.. enough already..
Have only a meal daily for now since lost of appetite. but after watching, wah piang i guess im gonna be a monk le. no need to eat.
Tomorrow's NDP training will be at National stadium!! yay !! dont have to travel to kranji camp anymore.. woohoo..
still Im very worried about my results, when can i get it back.
Friday, June 02, 2006
Once and for all...
Finally, im here bloggin again... have been busying with practicing and doing MOA... and have finally handed in... and have played my best for the PS reassessment...
Ma Sai came back to school and have been kak jiaoing us... he's so excited to play or perform or something... ya.. he's good.. but... ya..
Nose has been running badly, even while recording my pieces, i could hear myself sniffin all the way... and also during the exam, my pieces have additional instrument added where my nose kept sniffing all the way... and finally for the orchestra excerpts, our nightmare... Mr Adams kept telling me to slow down for the Beethoven pieces, and follow his tempo... jia lat man... and guess what, my exam took about 40 mins !! not 20... i went in about 3.20... and come out at 4.10.... including all the talking. Mr Adams kept emphasising on practice... ya i have been practice alot, recently when exams are coming... bad habit since young when talkin piano exam...
Finally i passed... both clarence and i passed.. but we arent happy about it... cos we were scraped to passing... so jia lat lo... nvm.. work harder... but yi kai was kinda angry i think... like WTH?!?!?! cos he was there hearing my playing.. i tried my best
our examiner is Mr Adams, Mrs Rena Phua and Mr Eric Watson... finally no you-know- who.. too bad my teacher wasn't there..
Today went to sim lim square with Masai to buy his laptop... its horrible... he kept wanting me to help him ask around.. where he can ask in chinese... and when he used to ask around.. he kept asking people bout this brand and that brand... its funny...
finally he got himself a HP brand... worth 1600+...
have been exchanging mails with my pen-pal... glad to share stuff...
really sad about what they told me...
