Friday, September 23, 2005
Inferior belief (con't)
ok... due to my long day... i'll continue here for today.... hmmmm... woke up at 6.15... then took a bath.. wanna eat bread..... but who knows the Kaya is gone !!! OH MY !!! I WANNA EAT KAYA BREAD........ DAMN IT~~~~~~!!!!!!!! ok... surely was eaten by my sis and mom...... great lo...... idiot... then went to meet Shaun.. ok... im very sry that im late...... then see them eat again....... then we took a bus 135 to Yio Chu Kang.... then met si han in the bus....... then we talk talk all the way to Yio Chu Kang... idiot lo..... we exchanged SUanin at each other...... buay ta han man.. in the end they keep suanin me... *^@#*^@#%@!@!@#$@#....... then Si Han told me about Wei kang's composing... that his works are very great !! and i totally agree with that !!! there was once he showed me his works and all the songs are totally perfect !! oh my... he should study composin and i believe he will be the great composer!! ...ok then reached at Yio Chu Kang Mrt..... then we walk all the way to the sports hall... walkin like an old man again... think its worst than yesterday lo... this mornin cant even get up./.. stuck on the bed.... ok... then met Sam and the rest... takin our attendence and we sit inside the hall... gettin ready... saw the rest... and they were busyin takin goodie bags.. OH SHARKS !! I FORGOT TO BRING THE Voulcher !! idiot... ok nvm... lucky Audrey is kind enough to give Shaun and me... then.... we watched the net ball game.... and everyone was cheerin all the way... guess what... we are the loudest !! and almost act like a clown !! whahahaha.... just then..... WE SAW A DEAD BAT !!!! COOL !!! and we scared all the gals... so fun... HEHE =p... then ya... Ren quan was discussin with me tactics about the playin... ya... i reali wished that i will not pull them down...
Then..... we are the 2nd round... we Versin Si han's group... oh my... ALbert is tall sia... and he keep layin out and burned me... argh~~~ but lucky i caught the rebound more than him... ya.... then i manage to get 2 goals... wow... ..... whahaha... then we won in the end... so happy... ok.... then we had another match with the SVAs... then they are gd ...... but !!!!! there's one incident... my opponent and i was grappin the ball at the same time and we were snatchin... until he fall against me... and he lie on my knees... pain la... then i accidentally hit him in the chest.... and he wanna give me a bash... WHOA.... i kept cool... cos this is NAFA and its totally different with my old sec... and everything is happenin... the referee and my teammates holdin him and i forgot who hold me.... worried that i will do something rush... then that fraggot down there complainin... HELLO ??? THIS IS BASKET BALL !!!... NOT NET BALL!?!?!... ok la... i apologise to him personally la... but he shook his shoulder off... and this really pisses me off and i would have slapped him if i did control... ok... i have to say this... i hate VIOLENCE~~~... ya... then they won in the end..... and i was terribly sad that i pulled them down...... went out alone..... and calm myself down... but still very depress.... ok... then i went to swimmin with Shaun and yikki... they keep consolin me by sayin its just a game... ok then we swim... still no mood... then at 1.. i just remembered got TELEMATCH !!... then quickly run back... forgot to go to string class... die liao on monday.... then we play and got 3rd for 3 rounds... but lost in the end in the AIYA !!! I FORGOT WHATS THE GAME NAME !!!,..... ya... then we sit at the audience..... sam and everyone was makin noises.... ya... then i kept quiet....
then lucky draw was called out.. oh my... no.4 won a IPOD!!! but really sad thing is she wasn't there... and they give it to someone else... i guessed.... ya... then i went home while the rest went to Causeway point... slept in the bus until very shoik... apologised to no.3 cos i was late to meet her and her friend... so i went home.... and here i am... finally can use my com.. so happy !! and saw bunch of gayin msges around... and i am the victim... haiz...
felt very sad and disappointed in myself... failed to do things right in everything... and felt inferior... sigh...
but still..... life goes on...
