Saturday, September 03, 2005
Whole New World O_o?
Today...3rd sep....4 pm....
ok... hmmmmm.. here i am... trying out this blog... NOT BLOCK!!.. erm... ya.... think thats all ba... boring rite??? ok la... to entertain u viewers bit... erm.... here goes:
YCF just finish after 18 july... and its really really sad to appart all my GYM CORE friends inside... they are the one who really encourage me and my ego(dunno for what also haha)... and the times we had during the trainin... is really unforgetable... we sweat together under the hot sun and become a roasted animals.... get scolding together by our trainers cos we tok too much... haha... and we eat each other... NO NO NO i mean eat together before the shows... ya.... and i really really wanna thank my friend, who is a trainer too.. who ask me to join this event.. and he is the one who really make my life happy... (sry to disappoint u, im definately NOT a gay... so bare this... haha).... ever since i encountered an incident that i almost ended up my life.. so foolish rite?? end my life just like that... ok nvm... anyway... to stop my misery, i spent lots of $$$ on comics and watching anime just to get rid of my misery.. so pathetic man.... ok forget that... anyway...... the life in GYM core are realli enjoyable and happening... i still remember my teammates and i were mioing at the gals during the day of our shows.. haha... and its reali reali funny./... cos in the end our trainer hit our heads just to force us to concentrate.. and NEVER COMPLACENT!! but den.. in the end THEY WENT TO MIO!! WAT THE!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? haha jk....
And fortunate thing is... after our show... the CDCs invited us to perform for NDP!!! wow... even though its not in PADANG.. but nvm la... got chance to perform can le... but sad thing is... we never get the chance to build 4 layer human tower.. but we did made a 3 layer pyramid.. and i was the base man... and always the one who get stepped on... haha but its realli fun.. cos i can take care of my top man's safety... so if he happen to disturb mi... i'll just throw him... whahahahah... -_-||...
Most of all... im reali reali glad that i participated in GYM core and realised the power of gohonzon... and i've met more ppl who are even more unfortunate than mi... so... i'll never take things for granted again... and i've learnt that making others happy is my own happiness and making impossible to possible.. thats my motto... haha... thats y... i start wackin jokes... jokes that are lame... -_-||... cant think of anything better... haha... but hey thats for Entertainment value ma... thats what my buddy always says.. "Entertainment value ma.... "" Hey!! entertain mi leh!!" think what... im a clown har?? haha jk ... but its fun to see someone happy.... =D
sooooo now YCF is over... and must return back to reality from enlightenment... im so glad that i studying in NAFA.... i reali reali reali love the facilities there and the ppl there.... its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO different from my pathetic sec school... but still i misses my old classmates.... and im majoring in Doubls Bass...SO SAD!!!! but i guess tats what my answers are when i prayed... i reali reali wanted to majoring in piano... but with my current piano skills... CMI!!!! meaning cannot make it la... but this doesn stop my motivation... cos of my motto... i will study and practice hard for double bass and piano... but den... its a very very difficult task... i cant imagine myself playing double bass halfway and den play piano the next moment and i guess i did it in school... sooooo scary =S...
ok~~~ now lets move on to my social life.... durin my sec life... when i was in sec 1-3.. i was an unlikable kid.. who will like a bloody fat pig man... which i was in the past.. so untidy and just fat... but what counts is the head too... and back then my head was damn retard... cannot think of anything... but cos when i had this motivation... things starting to change... im gettin slimmer thanks to gymnasium, swimming and bball.. and i lost bout 15kg in 3 months.. WITHOUT ANY PILLS!! lol... and my mom reali reali give mi a long lecture cos i didn eat anything for a week.. whahaha... so fun... ok..... now in NAFA.. the students are soooooooooooo diciplined than my sec... everyone's sooo hardworking, talented... skillful.. natural pretty.. and natural handsome.. unlike mi which i will never ever fit into these catagory... but they give mi motivation... the motivation of... "I will do it!!.. make things impossible into posssible!!" ya!! thats the way boy... ok lets move on... my classmates are soooo funny and full of humours.. and i reali reali enjoy being with them (wei kang aka dua kang.. haha... samuel.. audrey... si han aka HAHAHA or ... king... the Spiders who called mi panda.. haha so fun... and more la... countless... lost count...)...
But now... i have this uneasiness in mi.. i cant explain what is that.... is it love??... is it about school?? is it about my lifestyle?? is it about my family?? or is it about myself?? i dunno... the answers lies inside mi and i don't know what are they... and its reali killing mi... I NEED ANSWERS!!!
well....... i guess thats all for today... i reali reali have nth to do, no one wanna go out with mi T_T and no anime to watch... HEY speakin of which... i'll go watch few anime....... tata~~
