Thursday, November 10, 2005
angry..,. hatred.... sorrow... disappointment...
Finally finished all the exams... now left with practical.... and my dbass wasn't ready yet... the harmony was rather alright.... finished half and hour before 10.45... and the half an hour was to checking for mistakes... and i dont know what are the mistakes..... hope can score well..... before that... i woke up late.... suppose to wake up at 7 and reach school at 8 to study and then attend the exam at 9.... and i woke up at 8.30 !!!!!!!! thanx to my sis... and she gave me 10 bucks to take taxi....... the waiting for taxi was very long and i was so pissed with taxis nowadays.... everytime when you need it, its not avaliable.... whenever you dont need it..... they will just appear infront of you...... luckly.... one passanger depart infront of me.... then i took the cab..... the driver is friendly.... i told him my school... and he asked me what im studying etc etc...... and he even wished me luck for my academic... so nice..... and he said that study also must count passion.... interest i mean.......
after the harmony..... i went to see dr kan.... was rather sad and shock...... that she suspect me of copyin my journal work with other ppl.... teaching student ??? i didn even asked them bout it.... well.... maybe asked them about the points and everything...... and she told me that i have to do extra work by writting the reflections..... so.... i'll be doin that later......
joined the rest for brunch at pasta mania..... listened to their jokes and everything.... and next we went to eat smelly TOFU.... si han almost faint when he ate 1 tofu..... and his face changed..... as if he was raped or something... =X..... next... we went back to school....... then lounge...... then after that it was aural exam..... the rhythmic part was easy...... maybe..... but the melody was..... erm.... dont know...... then went to lounge to watch troy... again..... but i went to practice at the level below them..... so glad that i managed to play all the pieces..... but still.... needa more practice....
saw something which hurts me little..... well..... nth much actually.... but that actually reflect bout my character..... so depressed suddenly..... dont know why the feeling of it is rather nostalgic..... nvm... dont wanna talk bout it.....
reached home..... and i felt sry for my mom and sis..... that they had to put on on my anger or something..... but i apologise to them..... dont know why so depressed...... nvm....... tidy my room..... SO MUCH BETTER !!!!!!! durin the peak period be4 exam.... my room was soooooooooooooooo messy..... worst than a store room... but now so much better..... phew.....
now....... weikang just sent me his concerto..... super nice.... 1st movement is a running scale..... but nice..... with background by percussion.... then 2nd movement..... bit like jap-chinese type...... well.... gonna do my reflection now.......
tata...
(looking for new change)
