Sunday, November 27, 2005
Undecisive
Sigh..... im so undecisive now...... knock off from work at 1...... and been doin nth other than practicing piano...... i dont know what to do....... suppose to go joggin..... but bloody bad weather..... sigh...... its endless i think......... and tonight got chingay practices..... but im very afraid to go....... dont ask me why...... is not because of the trainin itself....... is one of the ppl there that im afraid off...... sigh....... scary....... then....... my friends told me i've seen to grow bigger....... just bigger.... not fat...... but big....... so is it gd or bad???? im very afraid of gainning weight again...... serious.......... you all shall know why.......
just ate finish laksa....... piang..... i think my appetite starting to increase daily...... and somemore eatting in a super adagio mode....... sigh......... RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! sigh.... its ok..... there's one month to do it.......... right....... ahem........ tomorrow is the dry run for every item...... and im so nervous !!!!!!......
ok..... wanna know why im so afraid of being fat?? go to the MORE section....... i've added a another pic to entertain you guys =D....... Jwen just said that the first pic was so fat...... hmmmmm WRONG........ see the newest one!!!!!!!! whahaha....... sooo enjoy urself......... whahahaha........ thats the previous me....... before that...... was super super skinny like a monkey...... but....... nvm........ get it ??? whahahaha......
what should i do??? empty!
