Saturday, January 07, 2006
o_O...
Yesterday didn blog...... came home late as i was helpin Jane to record a song for her sis to perform for her friend's bday... i think the recordin didn went well...... played wrong all the time.. =X...
yesterday is the best lesson for me... only 1 hr........ and then ZOOOOOOOOOOOM back home.. i think im the first one to leave the school........ but i went to clinic instead....... the queing was soooooooo long man..... sis and i waited for 10.30....... then everything finishs at 2......... zZzzz....
Teaching under Karen was soooooooooo gd !!!! im really evny the dudes under her......... weikang they all....... sigh.... my group.... 4 gals and me... and i being their leader........ Mr yap is bullyin me man....... zZzz
when he called out group A....... the first 4 is gals....... and i thought i wont be with them..... who knows Mr Yap called out a name which is similar to mine......... and its mine... =/..... i mean.... how come man..... sigh~
at night...... went to geylang kaikan......... (ya la... near the AHEM AHEM place)..... lol........ and test out the costumes..... wah piang....... the clothing and pants....... make me look like a scuber diver man......... super tight...... and got the slimmy slimmy look....... but the robotic outfit is cool man.............. me...... as usual..... being big size....... givin the peeps lots of trouble..... to find the actual size for me... whahaha...... sry peeps....... and my left leg hurts like mad when i wore them...
then went to susy's house... played few songs there......... and left..........
now........ my lessons....... with mr PHILLIP (i think)...... starts at 11...... and here im still at home....... its 4 th day since school starts.......... and i start to feel drifted away from the rest.... perhaps its the holiday that causes this........ i didn talk much to the rest to them....... dont know why........ its not i dont wan........ i've nth to say....... its just sad...... like i've been missed out lots of things...... still...... i dont want the to happen..... Jovan have quit school........ and i think im the last to know..... and i was shock like mad....... jovan called me on tuesday and asked me for bus direction to parkway..... i thought he didn come to school cos he wanna slack or something........ then i heard from others........ i mean... its quite sad for ppl to quit....... but anyway...... all the best to Jovan........ somehow....... i have the feeling of givin up...... studyin in NAFA........ just felt inferior to the rest....... felt like....... being stupid that i cant understand the modules....... but...... mom and dad always told me not to give up your dreams..... etc etc........ well...... maybe just give 'WHATEVER' best i've got.....
think i've nth to write bout now....... tata~