Im so disappointed in myself.... all the hardwork...... come into wasted... i made a fool out of myself in the hall... Lynette seah?? Mark's cousin??? nah....
i had this weird dream last night.. lets say this morning... slept pretty early.. around 11 !! wow... i dreamt of an incident of "War of the World" ? or somehting....... where the aliens attacking my house.... cant seem to find mom... and sis?? i dont know whether its her or not... from what i know.. the alien kill the humans by throwing a grey round stone or crystal.. and when it hits the ground.. it became a BIG spike... and poke the ppl... and i can see the insides.. hmmmm.. bio-science !!! anyway... i was about to lock myself in my room.. then a someone.... i dont know whether is it my sis... cos she appear HUGE to me... lol... anyway..... i kept yelling at her... cos she kept goin to mom's room to see something... and ya.... then this dream appears to be real..
and.... i was saved from this nightmare when my phone rang... IT WAS CLARENCE !! phew..... and its 8 plus...
take a walk to parkway.... as my teacher told me to take a walk to clear your mind...
went to school... and stressed myself out when my teacher told me that we just play our orchestra excerpts.... and i played rubbish...
practiced real hard... in a room... then outside.. where jwen and evan came... all in black.. =X
then its SI han's turn.... and he came out with a smile... cos... he guessed it... Lynette Seah asked him whether if he's CHan Yong Han's bro.... hahahaa...... she since she know.. she should know what to do.... anyway.. its my turn... i told Mrs Santos bout the orchestra excerpts thingy... and she wasnt pleased bout it.... bla bla blabla... and i played.. playing halfway... Lynette asked me not to repeat... WTH??? after all the hard work or memorising which part to repeat... the song became shorter... but it went well for my piece.....
then i became a laughin stock..... I played the Mozart orchestra excerpt.... it sounded like a robot... then after that Beethoven.... the slear part.... the 2nd time it sounded horrible !!!! like mario theme song.... and i could saw Lynette's smiling face.... and i quickly left... told clarence... and his pianist... May... year 3... and they laughed like mad !!! oh man...
went to practice room 1.... took my stuff. and saw Mrs Phua... she told me whether did i make a mess in the room... hey !!! im not a trash ok?!?!?!?! i dont dirty the place like ANYHOW?.... nvm.. she asked me... am i a bassist??? wth?!?!?! she's been asking me that how many timES?!?!?!?!?!? yeah.. mock me all you want... my purpose is to major piano in the first place... and now they give me this .... HUGE WOOD!?!??..... but nvm... its thanks to my teacher that i start to like the sound... but still... its ok to mock me....... but i swear that i wont give up practicin piano.. i've received comments that i should give up this and that....... and i wont !
went to Alexandra hospital after that... WOW.... so many ppl waiting..... and saw sis there... chatting with her and tellin her the incident....
soon its my turn... i went into the room.. and Dr Tan.... Vivian Tan... teasin me that i need someone to inform her bout my late.... actually sis told her herself.. and i didn asked her to... haha.... i sat down on the chair... and told her bout my loose bracket... and she went to fixed it... soon she became furious bout her stuff being lost... and someone must be using it while she was away... and she was tellin off the nurse... and i was so petrified... cos she was winding a wire in my teeth !!! and whenever she got angry... she pull the wire very hard... OUCH !!!!!! and i was like... "MOMMMMMMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"...... it hurts !!! nvm,...next is the putting of the rubber colours... she got angry again.,.. tellin that she's very strict bout responsibility... and she push my teeth so hard....... T~T ouch...
went to eat after that... and my teeth really hurts.. she didn put Power chain to cover the gap in my teeth... and it eventually got loose... sigh
anyway... chatting with teacher now..... and he told me that Lynette Seah dont really know about music... WHAT ?!?!?!?! and she's our examiner ?!?!??! oh well...
sigh... im totally stressed up... total disappointed in myself... and my teeth hurts like mad...
watcing Whose line is it anyway.. to calm myself down.. and i cant stop laughin... its hilarious.... it does improves my english and my comprehension..
sighz...
