Monday, November 27, 2006
Mein unspeakable Gedanken...
Feeling more and more motivated to practice.. and start doin homework early now...
This morning mom was at home.. so glad.. helped her to clean the house... ppl coming for meeting again.. monthly meeting which is..
so erm.. ya... promised zq that i'll play for his band.. and its quite torturing of transporting the dbass around places.. life is like hell i tell you.. waiting for a cab is one thing.. the other is when people kept starrin at you.. its like as if you stoled some gigantic Gems... anyway.. the first cab ride is.. horrible at first..
the driver was like abit pissed when im trying to stuff the giant piece of wood in it.. tellin me that need to invert as he need to see the mirror.. well.. tried to.. but it just couldn get in.. so i tried again and he repeat his last sentence... with a little frustration.. i was sweating like mad... nvm.. he come out of the cab and helped me..
so both of us were like.. carrying black faces... and he didn know how to get to toa payoh... tried to call zq and rest... none picked up my call.. how great..
chanted in my heart... before taking a cab i was praying that i will meet a nice driver or get a driver quick..
how lucky... that driver happens to be a member.... the flag.. and the logo... at first my thought was... well... doesn matter...
so i asked him all that .. and we chatted until we reached... not so bad...
the band is loud !! very loud.. and i tried to play with all my might in order to be loud.. but its pointless... 3 tuba and 1 string bass.. kinda pity the conductor...
teacher xu gave me 2 freakishly hard pieces for my exam... bah~ super hard....
and the etudes were finger torturing !!!
mein schlechter Finger!!
finally finished my harmony.. for the first time to complete 4 days before the submission..
lost 5 kg again... hah...
and ordered wrong food again !!! whats wrong with me ?!?!
[Je déteste ses sentiments indécis..]
