Thursday, January 18, 2007
Workaholic...
Finally... back bloggin again... after all the confusion and frustrationsssssssss.......
never felt so 'eager to practice' before... able to practice 6 hours everyday...... since the holiday..
Feeling very terrible now... pls guard my heart... from being waver around... i want to work hard and dont bother bout such petty stuff...
its always the temptation that temps me... to 'wonder around'..
what should i do ?
Monday, January 15, 2007
PWB
Philharmonic wind band is cooool... their quality is cool too..
someone said that she got the shocked of her life when she see me....... sigh....... do i looked like a monster?!?! (susy)...
tomorrow's bass trio preview... oh well..
nights....
confidence is all i asked for..
Friday, January 12, 2007
Calm down.....
Im very upset....
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
1 more to go......
Im so tired...... thanks for the peeps to come..... hope you guys enjoyed it....
1 more to go tomorrow...
many of them sang well.. just that volume can increase....
its a pity that audience is getting more and more lesser.. im worried about classical musician's future... haiz...
cant wait for piano lesson to start again.. i want to work hard...
i'll always be unacknowledge one....
Friday, January 05, 2007
DEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepressssssed.....
This morning got sooooooo worried about mom..... she didn go to work.. and she didn open her doooor.... and she locked it.... sis wake me up tellin me all that....... adding that she didn felt too good few days back...
so got veryyyyyy worried.... and tried to find all the keys in my house...... and in the end..... led me being late for orchestra rehearsal....
feeling superb happy about new bow... i love the sound of my playing now.... louder!! yippe!
as usual.... someone always tend making me pissed..... wonder when will that idiot grow up...
stayed behind and practice longer..... longer and longer..... i cant wait for piano lesson with Ernest lin to start......
helped mom to do house work.... clean the floor... mop the floor.... hang clothes.... and wash dishes.... what to do when my sis is suppppppppperbbbbbbbbbb lazyyyyy!!!!!!!! though she got the brain.... but soooooo lazy!!
went shopping with mom... mom made me embarrassssed while im changing..... she kept coming into the fitting room and wanna see me change.... plus my pants... as usual... kept dropping... those pants are sized 34-35.... and guess what's the size that i've bought for the pants... ? 32!!!! whaaha.....
bought 5 shirts (all size L.. from XL to L).... and 2 pants (34-5 to 32).... $500+ just fly like that to me.....
i've lost 5 kgss......
mom told me that how lucky my sis and i am...... i totally agree and very touched..... somehow depressed now......
'what ifs.......'
i cant make it ?! *choi*
im gonnnnnnnnnnna do it........
im gonna work hard for ATCL.... this year....
haiz........ im lost........ confussssssedd
wellll.. smileeeee.....ee.e.eee.....e.e...........e.e.e.........................e.e
Bl..e.e....a...r.......g.....h...............
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoyed myself yesterday during new year....... woooooot.... its a pity that we didn spend much time at east coast.... i enjoyed roller bladdingggggggggggggggggggggg......... saw C.O.G peeps there tooooo!!! what coincidence....
steamboat was wonderful..... thanks a bunch STSTAS......
UNO game was fun and hilarioussssssss....... pity the forfeit at the last game (call someone to say Ashiteru!!) .... hoho... whahahahahahhahahahahahahaha............ WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -_-
feeling frustrated now...... haiz..... trying to coooool myself..... phew phew phew.......
right!!! back to practice time!!!!! today dont know how long will i practice but will practice as long as i want !!!!! woooooot..... to clear off my mindddddddddddddddd
byee....ee........e.e.......................e......... u.r.......urr.......urrrrrrggghhh.......
