Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Downhill...
Im very tired and upset now...
Never felt so pissed and fucked-up before...
Who am I to you?
What do you treat me as ?
Why do i deserves that?
Because of you.. you fucked up my day..
Because of you.. you make me condemn you..
Because of you.. I despise you...
Im so sick of your fucking attitude..
Im so sick of respecting you or anyone anymore...
I do not deserves this treatment..
I came here to study... not to be humiliated by you
FYI... i AM here today.. i want to play a piece..
or give you a piece of my mind if you dont mind..
without me... the school will be 2000+ lesser..
with 2000+ lesser, your pay will DECREASE..
without me... the school will be a bass lesser..
you are a real CB fucker... im really tired of this shit..
I've been tolerating you since last year..
every since the 'horse shit' guy..
you are a fucking BIAS shit head..
Im really tired of this now.. i really need some air..
peace and quiet..
stop provoking me or i'll burst and flare just like a balloon explode
after been poked by needle..
Today is not my day....
to you.. i've also upset you...
Im upset even more now..
imma woodblock... =(
ITS OVER !!!!!
Finally figaro production is over !! ended !! THE END !!! ......
my eye bags have been growing bigger, wider... and DARKER each day !!!...
today had 3 rehearsals/performance !!!! veyr tiring..... morning string.. afternoon band... and night is the opera..... and tomorrow... PLAYING FOR STRING CLASS>..... bahhh..... very tired now.... on the 2nd week only !!!!!!
reports have yet to be touched..... research started halfway.... sianz..... very tired.. i dont think i've time to commit for additional activities/engagements..... i still have to teach !! i've been changing the time for my student !!!! omg..... im feeling remorseful now....
i want to have more time !!!!! tian ar !!
told one of the peeps.. if you have the urge to scold vulgarities.. just use composer's names to replace it.... it'll sound much nicer...... like... TMD... to.... MAHLER....... sounds bit the same.. but nicer right ? since scolding vulgarities in esplanade is so TAK GLAM... so use composer's names lo.. haha
anyway..... im FRISKING pissed with cab drivers nowadays..... im glad that i told that driver off when he keep telling me that my bass cannot fit into the cab !!! i told him that i've transport that thousands of times in that tiny pinky vehicle of his !!!..... and yet he dont agree... i was so pissed also parlty of the first cab where he run away after seeing my instrument..... super DU LAN....
i told the 2nd one that whether would he dare to take the bet that my bass would fit into the cab..... in the end he run away..... !@#$%^&*(
the 3rd one.... he was smiling..... but asked the same question.... seeing his smiling face eased my anger... but in the end i told him it fits !!! dont know why the taxi drivers have the sudden feeling of rich !! when they dont wanna make business with big instrument holders like me !!! ARGH !!!!
anwyay.... im pissed and tired now....... i just want..........................
gd night...
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Eventful day
4th day where i sprint for my rehearsals...
been late for almost all practices... got scolded... bah...
super tired nowwwwwww...... cant really think of anything to write..... just that today's the 1st Hey Figaro! performance....... it went well.. and its hilarious.. too bad cant watch =(.... why ? cos the vocallist kept singing ABOVE MY HEAD !! and i cant turn my head 180 degress behind !! sigh..
the peru ambassador performance...... was..... short.... think 10 mins only.. where we waited for 2 HOURS..... the president came.... and gave their long long speech before we can continue... and first was our national anthem... we played... and the audience responds was..... like that...... then there's a pause.... and no one spoke anything.... untill H@rtung have to look at them =/.... after playing peru's anthem... there's some cheer from the audience.... where's our ppl cheering for our anthem ?!?!?! hmmmmm =/
Its a pity that we cant eat at the hotel.... why ? cos we were busy panicking if we're able to make it to esplanade on time... Jeremiah (year 1) and i were calmin ourselve down by talking alot.... while sihan kept shutting us up.... and i trying to shut them up when they kept mentioning the time..... and jeremiah shutting us when....... we disturb him..... pity the cab driver..
after which..... we SPRINT !!!!! again... towards the theatre..... i think all the audience heard our stompage...
during break..... we ate alot.... most of it... siao hua must be happy.. that we cleared the left overs..
anywya..... cant wait for tomorrow =)...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Good bye to Deutsch...
Today's the last day for my german lesson... kinda sad... wanted to continue the intermediate lessons but im afraid i dont have the time to attend....
today just received tons and TONS of workload to do...... really pissed... after all the rehearsals and workload previously... im freaking tired already... will get agitated easily... but nvm... i shall be COOOOOOOOL....
its my first time where im SOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED with my phone.... it keeps on dying on me DAILY...... after all the long hours of feeding it with my electricity and wasting my electricity billl!! (even though im not the one who's payin it)... but it just cuts off my conversation and stuff... tmd..
anyway... im so feeling so dumb.... left my bow in esplanade where i need to use it for school.. and the security guard couldn open for me as he wants the person in charge to be there.. ARGH !! im so screwed... or dead..
scheizer !!
calm down.......
im feeling that im just being nuisance...
Monday, July 23, 2007
First day....
Today.... is the reopen of my school.... things were pretty normal... which is the peeps there... only lots of year 1 came in...
saw another bassist... nth much to comment~
audition was just like that..... his only concern was masai.. =/.... bullshit...
school system is as cock up as usual !!! darn it !! Tpo's fri concert is clashing with school's concert.... this is full of scheizer.....
anyway... im looking forward to meet you again XD
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Nostalgic..
After watching the skit of a person's life testimonial.. it really reminded me of myself 6 years back... i seriously hated myself in the past... pissed... feeling pathetic... hopeless...
cos of 3 incidents.... i will never look forward to by birthday... or even think about it.....
anyway.. its 6 years later NOW.... im glad im still living strongly.. cheerfully... i think... but im happy now..
N@fa is super last min freaks... it really pissing students off where they dont send notice to you through email.. but in SCHOOL DURING HOLIDAY !?!?!??! who the hell will always go back to school lo ?! other than me la.. lucky...
audition on 23rd.... clashing of some performance between TPO and shangri-la hotel.. OF COURSE I'D GO TO TPO'S CONCERT!!!!!! im paid for it !!! whereas i have to pay N@fa to perform ?! play what ?! national anthem !! hah~ interesting.... shall discuss about it on monday with BOTAK !
anyway.. just came back from hendri's place..... its huge !!! its totally like korean show... envious... mom always told me this.. "you want this right? work hard!" ok.. i'll work even harder now..... for myself... the audience... and my loved ones...
for now im just sad...
I FEEL LEFT OUT...
Friday, July 20, 2007
When banana tries to fight for an apple with orange together with pineapple!!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO......... im high tonight....... really high.... something triggered me and become sor high...
practiced for 4+ uhrs in school......... and tour aroung bugis..... ya.... they have 3.8m tall WEDDING CAKE !!!!!!! THATS SUPER TALLER THAN MY DBASS !!!!! I WANNA DEVOUR IT !!!! YUMYUM !!!!!
WHATS A+B?!?!?!
the equations is....... 1452356............!@#$%^&^#@!@#$%^& ARGH !!!!!.........
sorry peeps ! im high tonight.... i just.... need to cool down.... phew phew phew......BREATHE IN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*PPPROOOOOOOOT*.....
yup... feeling better... yesterday watched st3ven l*m 's video to reply snowy's entry about him....... super hilarious.... imagine you're seeing 2 monkeys calling each other fugly and retards..... one of them have a powerful usage of english..... while the other....... hokkien vulgarities perhaps..... only in wrong pronunciations~ =/
anyway...... its so....... childish......
i may not be perfect......... but....... im who i am.. i'll work hard =)
Danke, fűr sein mit mir!!
ich sehr *iebe dich................................. viel!!!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Hairy Pottle
Watched harry potter 5...... ahhh..... not that bad..... cos alot of talking and planning where the previous one is better than this.. anyway.. looking forward for the next one !! which is probably have to wait longer =/
my gum is swell!! difficult to eat and brush...!! grrrr....
Today.... you've made my day... =) danke !!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
One last time...
Today is the final day for having practice in tanjong katong area.. HOW SAD !!!! cos its nearer to my house... =(... Lim y@u wasnt in good mood in the beginning... late comers.. attendence not full.. and etc..
in the end he went high... cos of our music... muahaha....
went to cineleisure.... its been long time since my last visit 2 months agoooooooo.... changed alot !
anyway.... today's entry is short...... just wanna say felt better =)....
maybe i think too much >:(
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
16/7/2001
Today went to visit dad at mandai columbarium... its been long time since my last visit to him... how unfilial of me..... still remembered that day.... the day when he was very for the first time.. and when i find something's not right.. anyway its over..
realised that i forgot to buy flowers for him.... so i made for him one... its better than buying...
went to visit tommy to discuss about itac meeting and stuff.... after watching him play... i realised that im ver inferior to many ppl.... where im trying hard to please..... there's a saying whereby just be yourself and stuff... but i cant buy it... im the kind of rather pleasing others than myself... i hate it...
anyway.... im very happy of what i have now..... but im working hard to improve to be good.......
im afraid of losing you....
My brain is dead tired now... perhaps why im so emo now..
alles gute...
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Vivo vivo vivo~~~
Being to vivo city twice in a row for 2 days... fri and sat.. the contrasting was totally diff.. fri morning was super quiet !! i can even hear the sound of a pin dropped on the floor... anyway.. the trip to sentosa was cancelled due to the overwhelming of our laziness XD...
the trip was so-so as everyone was tireddddddddddd..... and tiredddddd..... walkin around the vivo city and exploring the new shops.. then ate at carl's junior.. and felt sooooo cheated by the cashier! i just WANNA ORDER $4.40 OF FISH BURGER !!! she kept asking me in super-ultimate-faster-than-machine-gun tempo... so i just say " ah............................... double.............. eh...... bacon......... eh..... sandwich!!"
in the end... instead of 4.40... it came out 9.20...... wah steady... no wonder her counter is the only one that was open.. i think her boss purposely made her stay there to increase business by askin ppl in that tempo.. (lazy to type out)
then................ we went home and i lazy around in the house like a good boy... XP
one lookin at front, one rubbin eye like small boy, one playing game like kuku, the other .. no idea~ =/
Mark didn know i was there... honest!! =X
EH!?!? KUA SIMI ?! =X
Depression!! when waiter didn wanna take your order...
Vainpot in action.... XD
Prisoner Mark Seah, no. ben&jerry's..... (front view)
GROOOOWWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLL..... YUM !!!!!!! hippo in devouring an ice cream~!
It feels fat to drink their milkshake~~ (my milkshake are bigger than yours~~......) =/
The consequences when teenagers didn get to eat an ice cream =(
it feels so high ! XD
finally a hair cut !! looking kuku there~ =(
Friday, July 13, 2007
X-(
My brain is dead... so dead !! i cant think of anything.. just find myself very dumb.... freaking dumb... sigh... why no ideas coming out of my mind......................................~~~~~~
Life isn't easy if you're blur and dumbbbbbbbbbb...... bah...
maybe just think tooo much, even though i cant think of anything.... sharks...
warum?! warum bin ich denken nicht ?! schizer!! ich haß selbst !!! ASHFIKA !!
warum meine mutter ist verständnis nicht ?!
möglicherweise bin ich dumm...
Tiefstand ....
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Basket Jam!!!!!
Hoho.... its been months and months since my last playing of Bball.. today went to play with dr goh and gang......had lots of fun !! thanks to the milkrun of 5.3km and gymnastic that i still have the stamina.. lets play more often !!!
Really enjoyed and glad... =D
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
=)
Imma Happiest Boy !!!!! XD
Monday, July 09, 2007
080707
The best memoriable day for me.. =)
though didn do much.... but great !!! XD
oh !! 070707 was great !!!! we yelled at the top of our lungs !! whahaha... the stomp was fantastic even its halve of our actual ppl... but the spirit is never halved!!! i'll miss you guyssssss T~T and of course if there's a chance... i'd gladly be your trainer again =D..... gym core rocks !! the stadium was shakened!! whaha.... i miss everyone there!! all the throwings as well.. and the sweat we perspired... i'll never forget this day....
thank you 070707... 010707 as well!!
i love 080707 =D
after all the trial and error.... finally!!!! left 4 more >.<
the ultimate no-link dude.. =X
Friday, July 06, 2007
Its coming !!
ahhhhhh 777 is just comin soon later !!!! i cant wait for it!!
and it'll be over after that... no more gymnastic le... till further notice...
yup... feel so happy now.. =D really hope.........................
yet again... there's always worries... thinking back in the previous time line.... i hate bad memories... but who likes BAD memories? anyway... look forward and be happy what you have now =)
hope..
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Finally =)....
Ahhhhhhhhhhh..... 777 is coming soooooon !!! cant wait for it... all the hardships and time spent on the practices shall not be wasted!!
after this... everyone will be back to reality; goin to school, work, etc...
today's german lesson is killin me !! i must write a short diary of what i did few days back...... in german !! oh my tian... wunderbar !! das ist wunderbar !!!
but it was hella fun... the population have decreased tremendiously!! from 20 to 10 students!!!!
anyway.. i shall do my best !
finally.. after waiting for over 3 years... =D
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Chill......
Very very sianz now...... too busy to have other rehearsal..
Plan a musical group etc..
Get someone to give testimonials during meeting..
reachout to 'dont-know-how-many-ppl'
no moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood nowwwwww......
T~T
chilllllll...... pssssssssssst..
but nvm.. i shall do it with all my might then..
Sunday, July 01, 2007
thank you stomp!!
Today's performance really changed my life... other than managing my time... i also know how to take care of ppl... making sure no one left behind...
the rest of the group was great too !!! the cheerleading was energetic and fun !! cool!!! they have star wars, chicken little, pirates of carribean, some jap actress... COOL !!!!!
i really enjoyed myself..... truly...
the stomp trainers !!! love to work with you guys again!!
our precious participants !! XD
Stomp!!!! XD
woot the celebraties !!! XD
Cheerleading !!! woooot!!! cq.. that's waht you wanted right ?! they are just infront of me leh.... whahaha
lastly... i really thank stomp once again... cant wait for 777 gymcore now.. haha
