Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Great symphonies.....
Im burning out soon... the heat in my eyes are deteriorating slowly by slowly.... is cos im lack of sleep and of course..... psp =/..... i shall stop.. for now...
feelin wornt out by the rehearsals that im goin through and dont have a 'one-full day off' to chilllllll..... and enjoy my day.... darn it.... im feeling so freakingly tired and pissed...... snco (not a chinese orchestra)itself is a headache one.... not because i dont wanna play for them... it is the way they treat ppl... sometimes its not right.... but its nestor torres that im playing with... i was delighted to hear that they're asking me to play for them... but its..... nvm...
Philwinds concert is coming soon as well.... and i've yet practice the toccata and fugue in d minor... its a headache i tell you.... but i love that piece.. i wont be playing for them for the time being....
TPO... as well.... sibelius performance.... they really in need of more basses.... but i need time to do my own work.... and also kosen rofu and of course .... YOU...
schubert's great symphony is a killer... especially the 4th movement... fast and tons of running notes for everyone.. no wonder many musicians are all asking for MC leave... i hate the new rosine that i bought.... it sux to the core !! it spoils my feel for the bowing.... and the strings !! darn it.... $10 more ex than Pop's !!!! omg..... pissed..
few days back we went to watch the ghost opera and the mad king.... the ghost opera is difficult in coordination....... somehow got the errreeee feeling..... the mad king song is more hilarious one... Adrian Poon is fantastic! the acting and singing... really sounds like mad man.. i enjoyed that day....
somehow previously im in emo state..... think too much..... why ?!?! it always happened and its frustrating..... felt like banging myself onto the wall even though the wall might break... such a low-self estem i have.... sigh.....
SIGH......
im stuck with composition now..... its tough... for my song especially... since i want it to be good..... melodious.... but then it might sound too thick...... ahh what the heck.... just chiong ar...
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Relax and chill
Things are quite settled for now... not feeling pissified anymore.. thanks to the patience that i've put up...
busy doin compo now.. revising a folk song piece... at first i thought it was "A Group of Snowy Sheeps".... then si han told me should be 'herds' instead of 'group', and not snowy sheeps... since i translated directly from chinese to english.. it sounded really weird..
anyway.. i checked the book.. its 'a Group of White Sheeps' neh neh...
Desaru trip is cancelled !! no way !! can say its good for me since i'll be bringing my instrument if we are goin.. and quite.... VERY i mean... worried about the safety of my instrument.. instead.. we'll be having camp in SCHOOL.... ARGH !!! of all places... bah..
doin Beethoven's Eroica Symphony... the last movement is killing us...
so hooked up in PSP games now... darn it.. should practice more !! oh !! learning new piece now.. very excited about it since i love the piece very much.. ho ho must devour the piece slowly by slowly.... heh heh =]
as for now.... dont think too much yr !! its all in the past already... look ahead.... sigh..........................
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Monday, August 20, 2007
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its pissifying....
so packed...... and its really pissin me off when i cant do my stuff...
its not i wanted to be like that...
very depressed in these period.... need some peaceeeeeeeeeeeeee.......
Monday, August 13, 2007
A good way to detox... eat MIXTURES of ICECREAM!!
Having a bad diarrhoea now... park in the toilet until no energy left to sleep...
Had a great PARTY by SISTAZ.... thanks for the lovely cake jane !! i really love it... wanna eat it some day when im feeling better... thanks for the present !! i love it too!! Sihan was impress by the size of the watch.. whaha..
today had 6 hours of practice.. my brain is drained dry now.. as usual.. im always pissed by a certain fag... shant spell it out.. if not it'll take most of your time... listening/looking at the words...
borrowed PSP from Pinwen... cant take my eyes off the tennis 3 game.. other than his 8 games.. i only engross myself in only 1 game.. hah..
thanks for the surprise guys!!!! it was totally priceless looking at my state of stunned.... =O
heeeee...... off to do work now... back to work !
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Zwanzig jahre alt !!
Oh boy... getting older already.... enjoyed myself for 2 days back then..... heeeeee XD love it !
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Happy Patriotic Day~~
Its been a year pass since my NDP performance on national day last year..... i still remember the days of building up the human tower.. is a pain in the bee hive... but the feelin is GREAT !! for building up the human tower of course ~~~
Now.. i cant be bothered to show some respect for you.. its a waste of my efforts... shant be bothered by it..
anyway..... the pissifyin days are over.. im just feeling great !! Dr Tan was right !! we should reward ourselves at times... eat some nice meal... walk around and view scenery around..
Oh ya... some photos for the Trout Quintet performance..

My bio pics.

Trout Quintet
2 more days..... =p
Monday, August 06, 2007
Robots in disguise
After long periods of busy school.... i managed to watch TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!! my childhood favourite!!! the movie is fantabulously-deliciously MADE !!!!!!!
anyway.... its great...... woots..
i remembered that when i was young.. i start to speak when i was 5 cos of something wrong with my tongue... bla bla bla...... and after watching transformers i begin to talk... reason was that i tried to imitate whatever the robots are talking... they lips movement and accent.. and voice.. and sounds... how great is that show =D
anyway.... now... my eyes looked like a panda even if i dont put mascara... i need sleep !! XD
now my sis sleeping on the floor in my room =/...... weird la !! everyday come gak jiaoin me.... =X
anyway.. off for hw !!
Friday, August 03, 2007
Friday the lovely day~
Finally its friday.... the hell of school is off for 2 days... lots of work need to be done... luckily started on few ones already... bah... its getting tougher and tougher...
national day is around the right-hand corner... wonder how will the ndp be like this year.. very curious since i didn join for this year.. if not i'll probably lying dead on the road now.. total drain out !
nth to blog much... just that been in sleepy and bad moody moody mood past few days.. just need more sleep..... zzzzzzz
oh well.. off to slack now !! tschuz ~