Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Great symphonies.....
Im burning out soon... the heat in my eyes are deteriorating slowly by slowly.... is cos im lack of sleep and of course..... psp =/..... i shall stop.. for now...
feelin wornt out by the rehearsals that im goin through and dont have a 'one-full day off' to chilllllll..... and enjoy my day.... darn it.... im feeling so freakingly tired and pissed...... snco (not a chinese orchestra)itself is a headache one.... not because i dont wanna play for them... it is the way they treat ppl... sometimes its not right.... but its nestor torres that im playing with... i was delighted to hear that they're asking me to play for them... but its..... nvm...
Philwinds concert is coming soon as well.... and i've yet practice the toccata and fugue in d minor... its a headache i tell you.... but i love that piece.. i wont be playing for them for the time being....
TPO... as well.... sibelius performance.... they really in need of more basses.... but i need time to do my own work.... and also kosen rofu and of course .... YOU...
schubert's great symphony is a killer... especially the 4th movement... fast and tons of running notes for everyone.. no wonder many musicians are all asking for MC leave... i hate the new rosine that i bought.... it sux to the core !! it spoils my feel for the bowing.... and the strings !! darn it.... $10 more ex than Pop's !!!! omg..... pissed..
few days back we went to watch the ghost opera and the mad king.... the ghost opera is difficult in coordination....... somehow got the errreeee feeling..... the mad king song is more hilarious one... Adrian Poon is fantastic! the acting and singing... really sounds like mad man.. i enjoyed that day....
somehow previously im in emo state..... think too much..... why ?!?! it always happened and its frustrating..... felt like banging myself onto the wall even though the wall might break... such a low-self estem i have.... sigh.....
SIGH......
im stuck with composition now..... its tough... for my song especially... since i want it to be good..... melodious.... but then it might sound too thick...... ahh what the heck.... just chiong ar...
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