anyway..... its been a very tidious period for me for past few months.... exams, rehearsals, teachings, germany trip?! and lastly the upcoming NS preparations...

i guess today's entry will be quite long.... maybe short..maybe... just maybe...



To cut things short... Germany trip was a very happening one.. its about 2 weeks trip with 6 concerts to perform. their weather compared to singapore is very very different.. its like a natural aircon. The air is very fresh there as well and even asthma patient will not have an attack there !! i dont know.. maybe im exaggerating. oh well.. lets go on

Basically our hotels (consists of 2 stars, 4 stars) are always located new petrol station and either McDonald or BurgerKing.... guess what, AND YES WE ATE THEM ALMOST EVERYDAY..... the only food i like is their fries as their methods of cooking is so much .. not as 'chao da' as our local's fast food... they have Mc Ribs!! super oily, but they dont have mcspicy... so, sad for the mcspicy lover.. as for burgerking, they have 3 layer whooper !!!! my goodness..... ultimate sinful.... as huge as carl's junior burger..

our trip consists of LONG DISTANCE journey, sit until my butt hurts to e core but we get to see beautiful sceneries that singapore never has.... my goodness its fantastic. our TOUR GUIDE (botak) told us that every sunday there will have 15 ferraris !!!!!! parking together at a field and the drivers will gather and have a drink.... WOW !!!

we spent most of our money to buy their water which costs twice the amount of our local's water. but their alcohol is halve of ours.

their churches are very beautiful and very antique as they were build probably in 17 centuries... nvm the pics will tell you everything. We also visited Leopord Mozart's (W.A mozart's dad) house, J.S. BAch's house and RIchard straus! but NO BEETHOVEN !!!! ARGH !!!! DAMNIT!

After the germany trip, been busy with her... as she's goin off to aus to further study biotech.. sigh... 2 years of torture...

And thats part of the reason i hate july so much.... the lost of all my love ones..

anyway... i can get to play TURANDO+ !!!!!! how happy... nafa choir is singing as well so can see all the peeps..

oh... talking bout choir, it feels so weird to be graduate.. as in i dont have anymore lessons and i can roam around the school..... and of course.... seeing new ppl and facing their..... you know... gin na-ness. nvm.... i shant be bothered... its true that it doesn paid to be kind..... but i dont care anymore... i shant be nice guy anymore... its IRRITATING !!!

Sibelius concert is this sunday and my first time hearing his own symphony works.... i love his 6 and 7 mainly as its so fantasies like...

I managed to cut super short for this entry today.. cos im too tired to blog... but finally i get to blog..

2 years !!??!?!?!?!? AHHHHH !!!!!!!! i hate NS !!!!!!!!! SHITIES !!!!!!!

Im still confused of what i wanna do... all i want is to have my OWN life.... and continue with my music... i cant seem to enjoy if i have many conflictions along this line... when ppl didn really appreciate what im goin through or agreeing with my passions. I shant think of them anymore.. i just wanna go through e 2 years of hell and continue music far far away from homeland.. im sick of it..