Thursday, May 11, 2006
Different Mindset...

Just came back from tonight's Daimokukai to pray for the SMU students for their exams... whats Daimokukai?? its a chanting session... sounds scary?? nah...


After chanting and not chanting is alot of difference... you see me felt so angry this morning... and calm for now... i find it weird for myself... after chanting... i felt alot better.. think optimisticly... and felt courage... courage of what?? to face difficulties...



went to Mr Yew's house.. which is my teacher's house also... my teacher is staying at Mr Yew's house cos he's broke after buying his favourate double bass... which cost a bomb !!! .... it took me a hard time to reach there... Parc Palalise... its at bukit batok there... near hillvivle... near audrey's house... oh ya.. i saw her brother in the bus.. wearing long pants for his school U.. hmmm he grew taller now... anywayz... his house is quite a mess... full of harmonicas... and boxes... he gave me my salary for 2 days work... wow... shocking... its quite erm.. ya... its not a salary actually... its for my transportation fee or something where i can use it for taking cabs...


my task for today is packin harmonicas into a box which is like keeping a spect... 400 of them !! but i mange to do 3 boxes... one box got 48 harmonica... 3 boxes... hmmmm... i left about 5.45.... happily... running to the busstop... and got lost cos all the bus no. i dont know where its heading to.. in the end i board of the bus at newton and went to dorby ghord.... you should know why.. VIRTUAL TENNIS 3 !!!!!!!! XD....... its surprising that there's so many ppl today !! though its wednesday ! nvm that.... i played the game.. its harder than i thought compared to virtual tennis 2..... i lost to a guy who uses the card.... where he modified his player.... power strokes and serving.... wth...... so unfair !!!!! and i lost.... there's one round where i run like crazy dog chasing a ball.. i think he's pissed cos i managed to catch all his shots.... whahahahahaha...... nvm... i lost in the end still....... feeling having handicap round.... i bought the card...... and wanna try again... but oh dear... look at the time !! its 7.25.... im super late for the daimokukai..... went to harbour front and eat duck noodles...... and reached there..


the ppl ended the chanting session when i reached there... only managed to do the praying part.. but missed out chanting.... then we have a dialogue.... talking about MENTOR AND DISCIPLE teaching..... they asked me what i know about mentor.... i told him simple...... and they said.... indeed a simple answer.... i was so embarrased !!! cos i know nth !!! though they kept talking about it ever since i stepped into ITAC SD group..... the rest gave a complicating answer.... and indeed its true..... mentor.... is someone whom we look out for.... the one whom you tried to follow and seek for.... whether the mentor is gd or bad... you still seek for him... cos you think he's the best? i dont know.... until now im so blur bout it.... it seemed simple... but its actually complicated. kinda contradicting...


we ended our session..... and Wen shen.... my institution IC.... came and told me asked me whether is it ok for him to give me 3 person's no. so that i can look after.... and share dialogue... in my first thought... i was reluctant.... cos i myself still dont know anything bout buddishsm teaching...... only believing it.... then wen shen told me that its a cause and effect thingy... to put it simple...


took a bus with Shilei... my ex chingay trainer.. who is also my ITAC friend.... we shared lots of things in the bus.... telling her bout NDP... cos this year our association wants guys only.... gymnastic core..... and my group is the only one who will be building human tower..... oh man.... in addition... im the youngest there..... WHAT??? nvm.... everyone is young.. we also shared bout studying mindset.... her absorbing of knowledge is slow.... and im facing this problem too... but there's always a way to absorb things fast.... i can only absorb things when it comes to rubbish... kidding.... only when comes to practical... but not theoritical.... so i told her my way of studying... its best not to study like 7 hours straight?? cos in the middle there's always a distraction.... and i get distractied super easily... sigh~... finally.... we board off and i went home..... this coming fri they are coming to my house to do morning gongyo.... and go to the beach for outing.... anyone wanna join us?? =D



for my mother's birthday present.... its simple.... im givin her half of my 'salary'... cos i dont wanna burden her too much..... its time to grow.....


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