Friday, May 26, 2006
Might actually given up hope...

Been practicing very hard these few days... and my left forearm is havin more and more pain... this is sickening... trying so hard to play and challengin myself to prove her wrong - what she comment was totally wrong !! and it doesn appeal to our music...



alone in the lab myself again.. at least few ppl is practicing...... lots of my classmates enjoyin themselves watching movies.. i dont have the mood.. my appetite is getting from bad to worst... from 2 meals a day to a meal... still have MOA to do... so funked up........


been trying to cool down myself yesterday by watching shows from youtube... 'hard gay'... wow.. now i know why many ppl were talking about it.. 'hard gay' this person is actually similar to 'the rock' !!! the way he speaks... his reflexes... and his kukuness !! are both similar !! just that hard gay is gay... maybe for his career.... and he's damn sick la !! always say.. ' SAY! SAY!! SAY !!!!!! VHOOOO !!!!!!!!!" .... whenever someone dont agree with him... lol... and he make a toy into his version.. damn funny.. he actually went to the director house and spam him... the director have 2 pretty daughters.. but kinda old.... and all hardgay asked was... 'you dont have any sons' ?? wah piang.. buay ta han ar!!!!... and shockin.. he's a wrestler !!! just like the rock... watchin him reminds me of the rock...



other than that... also watched a show called 'no laughin' where its a japanese game of no laughin.. and the forfeit for laughin will be wacked on the butt... using a bat.... hilarious... and hardgay was in it... teachin PE lesson of doin that thing.. gosh.. his hips muscles damn flexible man.. keep doin the pattern in out in out... sick... lol



been sleeping very late lately... to transpose the score for yikai.. for the sake of getting the 'D' score...... today have ps lesson again... with clarence... but i came first... im getting tired already.. and i almost played lots of mistakes... worst than before.. im just tired.. mentally tired.. then had a combine with clarence... this time he let me use his 5 string bass.. omg.. i love the sound !! its damn power man... but the 5 string arrangement is confusing me.. i keep lookin for the correct string to play... piano is much better...


clarence told me if he didn make it.. he might actually quit nafa.. WHAT??? just because of the biatch??? where the comments doesn makes sense?!?!.... but why?? he didn fail before for his music examination... well me too.. i always get either merit or pass for piano... and all the comments is pretty good.. very effective... but this time is a .... HELL... told him... that in life.. there's always a ups and downs... sometime we have to admit defeat for this battle.. but never give up hope for the war... trying to convince him that ma sai's skill is because of his experience.. clarence told me that ever since he met ma sai.. he is givin up... never ever compare to a ppl who played for damn long... thats what i told him... cos i myself pick up double bass for 7 months.. and i have to play a diploma standard... thats even more stress !!! and im giving my best... to be more expressive... and he keep thinking of quiting and givin up hope... this makin me more sad.. next time if he left.. CHOI CHOI... i will never want to be a outer desk... let ma sai be...



now.. after talking so much.. i myself is getting more and more tired... i have the urge of givin up too...... im worried if i left nafa... what will happen to me.. its like i will waste 1 year... and i have to leave SD... leavin all the wonderful ppl in my ITAC SD....


crapz... thinkin of that... making me wants to work even harder... but im tired now... i've many things to do... autumn_rain told me that there's a lobang for us.. string quartet.. i think i might give sihan and the rest the job... a string quartet doesn have double bass.. and what sihan told me what his brother told him is damn demoralising.. that "better dont ask the double bassist play".... oh funk it man... im sick of that.... wonder why there's no double bass in a standard string quartet...... really sick of it... but have to face the fact....



tomorrow have a kindergarden camp... SD ppl asking me to help out takin care of the kids... bring them to the science centre.. its been few years ever since my last trip there... i love science... in fact, i wanted to become a scientist before thinkin of joinin nafa....

tonight there's a NDP practice.. and my leg is still no change... not recovering yet... sat have ZALANKAI.. and boon hao wants me to find a song to play... where got time... i need to do MOA, practice doublebass... transpose score, camp, NDP, and this... sia la.. so many things to do...


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