Friday, May 19, 2006
Pissifying........

What the heck... just saw the comments what Lynette Seah wrote for my exam... and this is outrageous !!!!!!!!! i agreed with my teacher that what she wrote is totally BULLSHIT !!!!!!!! the comments that she wrote is not detailed enough.... " v. bad intonation, tone and rhythm." what the fuck??? is that the way to write comments??? its worst than our concert review !!!!! and she also includes "certainly not diploma standard" WHAT THE FUCK??? that piece that im playin is totally difficult for a 5 month double bass learner like me !!!!!!!!! this is totally bullshit...... and worst... she is still the examiner for my reassessment.... i will not tolerate this nonsense.... we paid like 10 times the amount of school fees than the poly student.. and what i have is rubbish !!!


what i know that teacher xu and Lynette Seah's relationship are not close, but she shouldn judge us cos we are teacher xu's student!!! this is prejudice... so unfair !!!


other than that... sam still haven return the book that he owes the school library.. and the book he using was from my card and now the book is with Lee Tung, worst !! she's in hong kong !!... NAFA sent a letter to me.. tellin me if i dont return, i will not get my cert... what the hell... the most i'll pay for the books since they are such a money sucker !!!


"quit NAFA" - this thought came into my mind... i really cant take this.... but for the sake of mom and sis, who kept telling me dont ever quit things that are doin halfway... i dont know... perhaps my sec school friends were right in the first place... but they dont know what music really meant.. some of them only know music is techno... rubbish... what came to their mind when talk about music is pop songs, techno and rock.... where's the classical? they find it boring... they dont really understands them...


im just dont know what to do... teacher xu kept apologisin to me that this thing happen.... i dont blame him... what im angry and worried was bout money issue... 2k per sem wasn't a small amount...


i felt like crying.. but whats the point of crying? things wont change even if i cry...


"Namyo ho renge kyo".....


Mom helped me bandage my right ankle... telling me how careless i was... and she told me not to go NDP until my leg gets better.. i felt horrible... i love joining NDP, doin outdoor activities... told mom that i went to school today, she scold me for not bandagin my leg before goin out, also asked what im doin there for... didn dare to tell her the truth.. instead telling her me practicing in school...


went to buy food for family, since sis is SO busy with her work... keep delaying time... by the time she goin to buy the food, it will be breakfast time... saw Boon Bing and Gang in the coffee shop, playing some games.. where they give clues to the other of an item and they have to guess what item is it... quite cool game, but the item they gave was simply simple... Melvin talked about Beethoven since im studying music, and tellin me that my hair resembles beethoven? guess he didn see beethoven be4.... Boon Bing asked me a question.. " Why Beethoven doesn use his finger (4th finger on the left hand) to play the piano?" obviously i dont know the answer, Dr Kan didn mention bout that... and his answer is FANTASTIC... " Cos its my finger ma" ... -_- RIGHT....... thanks alot.. for letting me feel very COLD out of a sudden in a hot atmosphere... and have this feeling that he somehow mockin me... oh well... thats BRD...



im pissed, horrified... worried.. and undecisive... what to do now ??


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