Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Handling rejection of friends...
Been feeling terrible for the past few days... composition for Song writing competition have yet to be touched... Competition for PAYCO is coming and i have yet to memorised the pieces... school work... yet to be touched...
everything have yet to be started or done...
Nvm about that... im now feeling the rejection of friends now.. maybe its me or something... maybe i think too much..
My leader have appointed me as a emcee for the Kenshu camp.... i really didn want to accept... thinkin of the busy schedule that i've.. but, i remembered back then where dad used to accept anything with his fullest heart... no matter how busy he was...
Just read a book by Daisaku Ikeda Sensei... a section of handling stress, confidence... etc..
perhaps this is the only thing that i can depend on now..
Sihan's dad is hospitalised... feelin sad for him... he's home alone now.. but no fear... there's always us to entertain you..
I really hope this sansho shima will end... i really want life to be just like last time..
perhaps.. this is the only way..