Friday, January 05, 2007
DEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepressssssed.....
This morning got sooooooo worried about mom..... she didn go to work.. and she didn open her doooor.... and she locked it.... sis wake me up tellin me all that....... adding that she didn felt too good few days back...
so got veryyyyyy worried.... and tried to find all the keys in my house...... and in the end..... led me being late for orchestra rehearsal....
feeling superb happy about new bow... i love the sound of my playing now.... louder!! yippe!
as usual.... someone always tend making me pissed..... wonder when will that idiot grow up...
stayed behind and practice longer..... longer and longer..... i cant wait for piano lesson with Ernest lin to start......
helped mom to do house work.... clean the floor... mop the floor.... hang clothes.... and wash dishes.... what to do when my sis is suppppppppperbbbbbbbbbb lazyyyyy!!!!!!!! though she got the brain.... but soooooo lazy!!
went shopping with mom... mom made me embarrassssed while im changing..... she kept coming into the fitting room and wanna see me change.... plus my pants... as usual... kept dropping... those pants are sized 34-35.... and guess what's the size that i've bought for the pants... ? 32!!!! whaaha.....
bought 5 shirts (all size L.. from XL to L).... and 2 pants (34-5 to 32).... $500+ just fly like that to me.....
i've lost 5 kgss......
mom told me that how lucky my sis and i am...... i totally agree and very touched..... somehow depressed now......
'what ifs.......'
i cant make it ?! *choi*
im gonnnnnnnnnnna do it........
im gonna work hard for ATCL.... this year....
haiz........ im lost........ confussssssedd
wellll.. smileeeee.....ee.e.eee.....e.e...........e.e.e.........................e.e
Bl..e.e....a...r.......g.....h...............
