Saturday, September 22, 2007
'Brush teeth daily to make it white!'
Anyway the title is rather random.... my teeth hurts real bad after dental appointment.. Dr Tan filed my front teeth to make it smaller in order to have more space to close in my bunny teeth... and the power chain with rubber band and dont-know-whatelse-band tied together.... thats why i dont have any mood to eat.. however i bought this mousse thingy.... strawberry flavoured somemore !! cos its edible.. its for protecting the outer layer of the teeth.. since my front took have been filed.. they need them more.... and my stomach too =X
School is having more and more weird ppl.. however, talented.. =/... no wonder talented musicians are weird ppl.. too bad im not talented since im that weird.... oh whatever...
Finally went for my 3rd rehearsal... seemed kinda lost bit during the beginning... but its better thanks to all the last min rehearsals 'trainin' and stuff =X..... Boston Brass are real good players.... the tuba guy can really play running notes FAST and CLEAR.... very important for lower pitch instrument... cos low pitch can be only heard as a thick vibration and not pitch if played wrongly... the horn player.. can really play the pitch correctly without error on every openins!!
but ya.. cant wait for this sunday... heard that 1200+ tix have been sold!! full house man !
So glad that she's feeling much better... heart got poked to see her in that state.. luckly i went to boost her yesterday! hopefully did not making it worst since i looked like one of the shinigami in death note....
You might find me irritating when i keep asking the same dumb question... it may be irritating.. but its important to me.... cos i dont want history to happen once again where i've once lost something important just like that within a blind of an eye and i DONT WANT that to happen... cos of that i always ask that to know if anything wrong... maybe the prob is that im being paranoiding.. like wth right? maybe im too stress... but i'll feel joy when you call me at times to check things about me or send some msg.... maybe its just be who cant stop thinking... and why is that? its because you are very important to me.... and i am treasuring you....doin my best to give you the best... doin my best not to make you feel bored... the reason i'll never angry with you is because if something goes wrong... i'll always reflect that as im the cause of it... and i dont want things to get worsen... anyway........................ im just thinking too much..... i fucking hate myself for it..... i really really really do..... my heart was shattered badly once just like a vase.... and it took me pains, plenty of time, $, to glue the shattered once together..... but its not a whole anymore..... However, after seeing you my heart became one again.. just like new... but the pain of being shattered is there... im sure you've experienced it before... thats why i dont wan it to happen to you again too....i've been chanting for everyone's happiness and great success for this..... im glad i've found you... =)
ya.... i talked too much.... im goin crazy soon.....tmd! why im so emo one!?.... screw myself.... dont wanna think about it anymore... why should i even think about unhappy things ?!?! im gonna live with happy moments now !!!... let nature takes its course!!..
gd night.....
Ich Lieber Dich immer.... wirklich....
Sorry about earlier.....
