Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Why is this happening ?!?!
Why? why does no one seem to understand the stressful and frustration that im feeling now ? like i've said before.. this week is fucking cb stressful week for us... cos for me.. i have to hand in 4 fucking portfolios by THIS WEEK...... and as an orchestra player... THERE'S ALWAYS AN ENDLESS REHEARSALS FOR ME..........
ITS NOT FUN AT ALL.........
i've been sleeping late just to finish all these junk up..... of course i'll be DAMN TIRED..... and FRUSTRATED EASILY........
and problems have been adding on and on..... not only 1 problem.. but 2..... and 3.... !!! its very tiring..... very.....
why is this so difficult to understand? its not as if i dont even care about other ppl..... i cared too much until they dont give a damn about me.... actually i dont really care if they do care or not..... JUST DONT PROVOKE ME.........
im very tired... very tired......
if no one cares. its ok..... just dont provoke me...
pls understandin.....
