Thursday, December 01, 2005
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~`
I think im goin crazy soon !!!!!!!!!!! yesterday what liang yi told me is totally out of time for me......... wth ....... improvise for a chinese song??? I DONT KNOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!! "xi shui chang liu"...... seriously..... never heard be4...... but its spore song.......... HELP!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!! my sis wrote for me the chords...... but it doesn match at all!! or is it the rhythm that im playin is wrong..... i dont know either...... its really frustrating !...... *@^#%*@^#%*!@#%#%@#$&%@# AHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! and i think i dont even have practice with the flutist at all man....... *@^#@#....... sigh..........
yesh.... im totally lousy in improvising...... i dont even know how to..... sigh.... if i have lessons for improvising....... im willing to learn man........
anyway...... weikang just helped me find a song of that...... and its sounds better than the gals singing...... terrible man..... cant hear for chords...... but...... so many running notes..... sigh..... nvm...... i'll try my best to learn how to improvise...... even though i didn even know how to.........
well... today is kinda boring for me....... morning woke up late....... didn go for joggin....... sad...... to the core.....
somehow..... i have this fear..... that the person whom i dont really wanna see... will study in NAFA next year...... thats my greatest fear..... i really really wish that doesn happen...... even it does....... i hope that person will have nth to do with me....... sigh......... nvm....... bygone be bygone..... what a week for me....... its really chaotic....... i really wished...... after this week.. eveything will be just fine and i will be myself again..... T_T..... sry guys !!!!!!!!!!!!
