Tuesday, February 13, 2007
What went wrong ?!
He has never fail to make me pissed and upset......!!! yes !!! you.. .and i mean you !!! the baldheaded good C*NDUCTOR of heat !!! accusing and scolding wrongly once is enough already.....
and yet.. today i received it again...... darn it..... its so not my day today... i did most of the harmony presentation stuff like previous year..... this is probably the 3rd time doin most of it.... why must i be a leader ?! i dont and i cant manage ppl well....... sigh..... its not them.... its me.... i can handle it.....
thought by goin rehearsals and practice.. will relief the stress of academic work..... i guess i was wrong.... i hate mozart!!! for being such a kuku to be a genius !! seriously....... his genius almost killed everyone..... and i mean everyone of us !!! ......... and so beethoven...... nvm them....
i almost flared and walked out of the hall today.... i seriously almost did that..... and argue with him....... why must he always always always pick on me ?!?!?!?! why do i looked that ugly to be picked on ?! why ?!?!!
arghhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want holiday !! to do my own stuff!!
it'll be very very sad that not many ppl interested for tomorrow's concert where everyone of us get scolded every every every everyday to make it a wonderful one......
pity......
