Sunday, December 04, 2005
Spread a little HAPPINESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finale !!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im back from the performance today......... its FANTABULOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!! (fantastic + fabulous)............. great.........
ok....... i was waken by my sis at 7.30...... cos have to prepare the stuff etc....... then i took half an hour to bath....... and then rush off to tampines SSCC....... then...... everyone was chanting........ and i met Chang boon...... and then we went to the hall...... there..... we sitted at the chair while the kids kneelin on the stage...... and theres two idiot kids..... wanna take pic of us secretly..... i saw his hp camera..... and i took my clothes to cover both of us.... while Chang boon almost show his FRIENDLY hand sign =X.... (you should know what i mean).......... anyway......... we had our dry run.......... then came to full run........ i played some mistakes..... as usual..... cos i always have this stage fright..... which means....... my whole body will shiver like mad....... =X....
then we ate lunch..... dont know why my appetite became more and more greater..... then i ate two bowls =X..... scary...... then we had our 2nd full run.......... same thing...... i played mistakes ¬_¬.......... oh come on....... its just a rehearsal........
then its 4 pm !!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh !!!!!!! its our first show !!!!!!!! T_T...... ya...... the atmosphere was rather ok........ and....... came to chang boon's turn....... not so gd....... cos everyone was like SIANZ SIANZ thingy........ then he sang finish..... without any "ON" feeling........ then my turn...... my sis didn come so we skipped the PIANO DUET part....... and then its the piano with Ballet....... TONG HUA........... OMG LA........... my left hand suddenly shakin !!!!!!!!! and both of my hand couldn touch the keyboard !!!!!!! i forced myself to touch but suddenly couldn...... wow.......
then play play........ IDIOT LA........ mistake again !!!!!!! T_T....... really sad........... then after that........ my sis came.......... we practiced our DUET....... with some modification......... then then........ eat eat......... then then....... chit chat......... call some ppl......... SHIH HONG sound pissed or something....... dont know why..... cos of CHANG BOON LA....... in the end i kena..... so sad rite ???? shih hong told me stop asking him things cos he's irritated and he's not comin...... oh man...... my mood was changed totally by that...... and WORST....... when the show starting....... my sis and i couldn find our score !!!!!!!!!! WAH PIANG !!!!!!!!!!!!! and i didn memorise fully...... sad....... but gladly....... shih hong came with the rest..... ok nvm..... RUN WHOLE BUILDING LIKE MAD....... and still couldn find the score......... and i have to walk in walk out all the time.... so pai seh...... and then the pop dancin gals kept looking at me........ ok la...... sry for walking about......
in the end....... JUST before chang boon's turn....... my sis FOUND...... WOO HOO !!!!!!!!!!!!....... then be4 he went out..... HIS FRIENDS WERE THERE CHEERING FOR HIM !!!!!!! SO LOUD !!!!!! whats more... they sat near the piano !!!!!!! T_T........ stress level super high !..... then then....... he sang the song..... "JIU SHI WO" (thats me)....... by LJJ...... man..... he does sound like him.... =X..... and when the chorus...... i kept shouting WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO behind back stage.... it was super loud...... i was super high at that time...... thanks to him man !!!!!!! and i got confident to play me part !!!!!! =D........... then after his...... its me and my sis turn......... wah piang.... the spot light colour super distracting....... block the keyboard of the piano !!!!!!!! T_T...... and i did play some wrong....... cos of the light la....... but i play as if its nth =X.......... finally...... its TONG HUA with ballet......... my nightmare............
GUESS WHAT?????? when i play the song....... my hands are movin by itself !!!!!!! my mind was totally blank..... and i didn think of anything..... like whats the notes next etc..... AMAZING !!!!!!!!! and chang boon's friend were sayin bout the song thingy........ and got ppl took pic..... RIGHT INFRONT OF ME !!!!! T_T....
oh boy....... then when goin to the end of TONG HUA.... i almost cried...... i dont know why...... and my hands just moved by itself...... this time.. WITH FEELINGS !!!!!!!! thats why i almost cried...... T_T...... *sniff sniff*
nvm.... after that.......... shih hong msged me....... "HEY YOU'VE DONE GREAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! you played super well and you looked handsome.... "
eh...... i think he better take back his words =X........
anyway....... just then........ my student group leader...... Wen sheng.... told me......
"HEY !!!!!! YOU DID GREAT !!!!!!!!..... you know what ??? while i was watchin...... the ppl sat beside me thought that the ballet dance with CD..... not with piano....... then they just realised that you were playin"..........
wow..... i was flattered by it...... ok....... though its POP song..... not CLASSICAL song........ this is my first time PERFORMIN PIANO !!!!!!!!!! XD...... im so happy........
then then........ there lots more la....... and im just very very very happy today........ that my misery ended........ and i've learnt something......... that....... its you youself make things possible...... its true..... with negative thoughts........ you surely will have negative feed backs.......
trust me.......
and we took some pics........ which was in the MORE SECTION........ PLS SEE !!!!!!!! XD..... and...... i looked super tired !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T i looked terrible in there too....... whahaha
ok ok !!!!!!! today's blog is super long i can see from here...... cos...... THERES SO MUCH THING TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS !!!!!!!!!
OH YA !!! after performance...... CHANG BOON'S PARENT TREAT US SUPPER !!!!!! SO NICE !!!!!!! XD..... ZHI CA LEH !!!!!!!!!! two big plates of FRIED RICE......... one big plate of NOODLES........ one big plate of HOR FAN........ one SAMBA VEGE...... one FRIED SOTONG...... one SWEET AND SOUR PORK....... and PEPSI for everyone...... IM SO TOUCHED !!! T_T.......
ok ppl........ i really hope you enjoy reading today's blog....... TATA !!!!!!!!!!!! =D........
(its great to spread your happiness)
(i wished i can have that too)
