Saturday, September 29, 2007
Mom please.....
Feeling worst than ever..... Mom can never understand me no matter what i tell her... she only assumes things as what she think it is.. she'll never ever bother to ask me for reasons.. and just assume that things are like that as she thought. and i hate that ! i really hate it... she thinks im still the same as before.. being naive and stubborn.. well.. thats what i got from you mom.. im different now... im really different ! Im glad i've participated lots of gakkai activities and know many ppl, learn new and fruitful things... thats what i've changed within 3 years.... Im really glad that i know her and found her.... and im not goin to lose her....
Now.. i dont really care how much you cared about me mom.. all i always wanted is you to be happy... and how i want others to be happy.... but sometime i want you to show at least you love me... in my life most of the time you do was scolding me.... since im a rascal.. but now things are different...... I really hope you find yourself a life partner so he can take care of you... i always wanted to take care of dad and you with all my might.. now he've left us... and you are the only one we cared the most.....
Im happy that i have you... =)... where im more motivated....
